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Chasing Ladybirds: February 2013
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Wednesday, February 20, 2013. The Ways We Are. The way you are,. Isn't the only way for others to be. The way you are,. May be the only way for you to be. The way I am,. Complicates everything for me. The way I am,. Makes me unable to sometimes see;. The way you are. Posted by sucks or not, it's mine. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). جَناحٌ إلى السمآء. عنِ الحبِّ و النيَّة و اصطيادِ الدهشة. أخرج في موعد مع فتاة تحب الكتابة. Remains of the Past. The quiet after the storm. Bahanaa A life . and some memories!
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Chasing Ladybirds: November 2012
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Thursday, November 8, 2012. وداع مطار. دموع. سيناريو كلاسيكي. هل لنا أية تحكم بالشكل الذي تغيّرنا به الأيام بعد ما تصهرنا الأحداث؟ أم أن الحسرة هي كل ما هو مسموح لنا في هذه العملية المحزنة؟ هذا كل ما سمحت لي أصابعي بكتابته. اعذروني على فوضاويته. Posted by sucks or not, it's mine. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). جَناحٌ إلى السمآء. عنِ الحبِّ و النيَّة و اصطيادِ الدهشة. أخرج في موعد مع فتاة تحب الكتابة. Remains of the Past. The quiet after the storm. Bahanaa A life . and some memories! Yet to get an answer.
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Chasing Ladybirds: Feelings on Shelves
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Sunday, April 21, 2013. Feelings stacked on the shelves, waiting to be picked up and cared for. While I sit away, content with my ignorance of them. Looking away even though I can see their shadow peaking from the side of my unfocused vision. Days later, I wonder at my neglect of them. Of this unfeelingness. Was I really content with this emptiness? Scared of a possible yes, so I grab all of those feelings and unfold them to catch up with what I've been missing. Posted by sucks or not, it's mine. Simple ...
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Chasing Ladybirds: November 2013
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Monday, November 25, 2013. And the places we left behind long for us. We were kind to them. We stopped to appreciate their beauty. We gave their corners fond looks. They listened to our conversations. And laughed politely at my jokes. While you ignored them. They wait for us. Not knowing that we exist separately now. Posted by sucks or not, it's mine. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). جَناحٌ إلى السمآء. عنِ الحبِّ و النيَّة و اصطيادِ الدهشة. أخرج في موعد مع فتاة تحب الكتابة. Remains of the Past.
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Chasing Ladybirds: October 2013
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Sunday, October 6, 2013. Some Friendships Come With Expiry Dates. Is friendship a one-sided give and never take? Or is it dumping all your internal conflicts and issues on others expecting them to carry them around as their own? Is it thinking twice before you say anything and losing all spontaneity? Enough about trying to unravel the true meaning of friendship that I am convinced most around me lack any sense of, when even I don't know whom to call a friend and whom an acquaintance? Remains of the Past.
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Chasing Ladybirds: 21 عام
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Sunday, June 2, 2013. 21 عام لم تعلمني العديد من الأشياء. قد تبدو بالقليل بالنسبة للبعض و لكنّي أظن بأنها كافية كي تعلمني بعض دروس الحياة. 21 عام لم أعرف بها متى ألجأ إلى الصمت و متى يكون لكلامي وقع. 21 عام لم أكتشف ماذا أريد أن أفعل بحياتي. فظللت مسيَّرة في خياراتي. 21 عام فشلت في محاولاتي العديدة لجعلي أنضج. ها أنا ذا أتلعثم كطفلة لا تعرف التعبير عما بداخلها و عما تريد. 21 عام و ما زلت أهرب من المواجهات و أتجنبها. 21 عام و أنا أصحى من النوم و في داخلي غضب لا داعي له. Posted by sucks or not, it's mine.
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Chasing Ladybirds: January 2013
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Sunday, January 13, 2013. خجولة بطبعي. قد تستغرب من اعترافي الغريب هذا و لكني أشعر بالرغبة في إلقاء الضوء على هذا الجانب مني. خصوصا و أنا وسط حشد من الفتيات اللواتي يستطعن أن يعبرن عن أنفسهن جيدا بينما أتلعثم أنا للوصول إلى ما أريد قوله. و قبل أن تتصورني كفتاة تحمّر وجنتيها خجلا دعني أخيب ظنك و أخبرك بأن احمرار الوجنتين ليس من العلامات الملازمة لكل خجل فبشرتي صحرواية لا تسمح لهذه الظاهرة أن تطولني. Posted by sucks or not, it's mine. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). جَناحٌ إلى السمآء. Remains of the Past.
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Chasing Ladybirds: April 2013
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Sunday, April 21, 2013. Feelings stacked on the shelves, waiting to be picked up and cared for. While I sit away, content with my ignorance of them. Looking away even though I can see their shadow peaking from the side of my unfocused vision. Days later, I wonder at my neglect of them. Of this unfeelingness. Was I really content with this emptiness? Scared of a possible yes, so I grab all of those feelings and unfold them to catch up with what I've been missing. Posted by sucks or not, it's mine.
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Chasing Ladybirds: June 2013
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Thursday, June 13, 2013. Memories of My Childhood. I remember leaving my friends and going to Jordan when I was 7. I remember writing letters to my best friend (who stayed in Iraq). I haven't heard from her in years. Posted by sucks or not, it's mine. Sunday, June 2, 2013. 21 عام لم تعلمني العديد من الأشياء. قد تبدو بالقليل بالنسبة للبعض و لكنّي أظن بأنها كافية كي تعلمني بعض دروس الحياة. 21 عام لم أعرف بها متى ألجأ إلى الصمت و متى يكون لكلامي وقع. 21 عام و ما زلت أهرب من المواجهات و أتجنبها. عنِ ال...
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Chasing Ladybirds: Wild Fire
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Sunday, May 11, 2014. I watch you glancing at those who pass you by. Your face so curious and mine a mirror of yours. I listen to the conversations addressed to you,. And ignore the ones directed at me. My existence is bound around you,. Like the flame around a candle's string. Just imagine what I'd be without you,. A fire so wild unbound by a string. I don't want you to be the end of me. Posted by sucks or not, it's mine. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). جَناحٌ إلى السمآء. Remains of the Past.
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