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ashtanga journal: how long is now???
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Saturday, January 07, 2012. How long is now? 2012 has arrived… I was lucky to enter the new year with a loved one. I noted some of the things I would wish for the new year… We managed to keep up until the midnight but that was it, after few minutes I was happy to be sleeping, the chicken I am. I am now counting days! Well now is time to be here, but how long is now until I get there? And perhaps most importantly how long is now for me to have the courage to be myself fully? View my complete profile.
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ashtanga journal: Made of Stone
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Saturday, January 21, 2012. Yesterday was a lousy day but then I got my visa which is a very good thing. Everything is in the perspective. I was stuck in my mind with something else…. Which paralyzed me half of the day and it tired me, drained me immensely. When I look at it from outside, I knew then and now that it was me who could not control my mind going all over the place and making me anxious… I could see it but I could not stop this from happening. I envy them… and think maybe I belong alone.
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ashtanga journal: be light
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Monday, November 21, 2011. Finally on a lighter note J. I am feeling fine, I am feeling that my hormones are playing pranks on me each month and I began worrying about things without any cause… And this morning I decided it is enough, I can see this and practice not taking it seriously. I just read this on a wall of a friend “Worrying is like praying for what you don’t want” ha! Have to remember this! And I have to enjoy being in love; really, otherwise what is the point? I like to bend and bind daily...
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ashtanga journal: practice
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Wednesday, January 11, 2012. Well, now I can again feel my confusion, sadness… I wonder how conditioned I am, how it runs over me. Is it from my childhood, or even from before, my past lives or my ancestors? I donnu. Does meditation help me to understand myself? I try… I sit, I dance and sit, I shake and sit, and then I simply sit… but it is a mess in this head. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Ashtanga Yoga Research Institute. Rolf and Marci Naujokat. How long is now?
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ashtanga journal: Time
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Tuesday, November 08, 2011. I am facing myself in my practice everyday but also now in someone else who is mirroring me in so many ways… Practicing on the mat has been fine. Things that I work on do not come easily and then still there are things happening slowly slowly… Some days I get frustrated, why so slow progress? And then I see it is my mind which gets fixated on doing it the wrong way! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Ashtanga Yoga Research Institute.
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ashtanga journal: June 2014
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Monday, June 30, 2014. Hello again with news from new life. It has been a very long time since I have written anything. Most of it was due to moving, getting married, starting a new life. End of 2012, N and I decided to get married and move to Denmark (for him that was a move back to Denmark). Therefore, we got busy figuring things out such as how to get married, finding a place to live in Copenhagen, etc. As much as it seemed a lot to figure out, it went pretty fast and forward. I had the guilt of takin...
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ashtanga journal: November 2012
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Thursday, November 22, 2012. Take a Risk :). Take a risk and TRUST. This is my task now and then, to cultivate this capacity again. I assume that we all have this when we are born, and then loose it on the way. I feel the need for this ability more and more for my life to flow…. And here something I have written a month ago…. Listening to the rain. I envy the raindrop. To the present moment. As it touches the ground. It takes the shape of the ground,. And allows itself to flow…. I envy the raindrop,.
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on(e) love: June 2014
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We appear as we are: individuals, independent, strong, solitary. But like these Aspens we are intrinsically connected, rooted in our strength in numbers, in our shared experiences, tapping inspiration from one source, one love. Sunday, June 15, 2014. A year of love. The officer at immigration asks, when did I last leave the Philippines? I realize it only as I answer, June 10, today, a year ago. How much can happen in a year! It has been a year of love. The messiness, the crying, the frustration, the ...
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ashtanga journal: July 2014
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Thursday, July 10, 2014. So how it has been to practice for the last 8-9 months? It went through phases and it goes through phases each week. And each day is different…. I kind of sensed that I have gotten pregnant the second week of my pregnancy. Right after I suspected I was pregnant, I also realized that I was getting short of breath when I showed and talked at the same time while teaching. I actually still do Pravritta Trikonasana. We even went to a David Garrigues workshop in Amsterdam during the 4.
