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Rayann's Badass Bullshit: May 2014

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Social commentary is pretty much bullshit, but MY social commentary is BADASS bullshit. Thursday, May 1, 2014. Donald Sterling fucked himself, fair and square. In the pathetic backlash of Donald Sterling's life-time ban from the NBA, claims of "what the real point is" are hitting the internet. For example, Allen B. West's article called "Folks, you're missing the point about Donald Sterling". Sterling's GIRLFRIEND doesn't get along with his WIFE? Which brings me to another point being raised in Sterling'...

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Rayann's Badass Bullshit: April 2014

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Social commentary is pretty much bullshit, but MY social commentary is BADASS bullshit. Sunday, April 27, 2014. Cry Like a Girl. One of the arguments that most successfully undermines my confidence in my own ability to apply logic to certain situations and people is that my negative association with said situations or people negates the validity of my views. Basically, if something I feel strongly about is tainted with emotion, my conclusions about it don't hold any water. But emotions, by definition, do...

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Putting it all out there...: October 2010

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Putting it all out there. I'm a survivor. Of a lot of shit. I am putting it all out there. Tuesday, October 26, 2010. Part 20 (is it a tome yet? So “2007: The Year of My Dad.”. Have you ever seen a movie or something on TV where someone is having a really bad dream, and then right before something really super bad is going to happen in the dream, there is kind of a quick tunnel-zoom thing that ends on the person’s very scared – but safely in bed – face? My ability to just relax and have a drink had shriv...

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Putting it all out there...: November 2010

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Putting it all out there. I'm a survivor. Of a lot of shit. I am putting it all out there. Sunday, November 28, 2010. I have thought before about whether or not any of my childhood was good. Before the memories of the sexual abuse, I knew I’d had difficult times, but I also could remember things that made me feel warm and happy. Seemingly benign events became symbolic of his evil, regardless of whether or not I could concretely connect them to his evil. I can remember him just doing something fun, li...

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Putting it all out there...: May 2011

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Putting it all out there. I'm a survivor. Of a lot of shit. I am putting it all out there. Tuesday, May 31, 2011. I’ve decided to launch a campaign to expose abusers. I kind of know what I am doing, but I think this will most likely be a learning experience. 8221; or “IS YOUR NEIGHBOR A PEDOPHILE? This is one of those things that pulls the rug out entirely from under people’s lives. It is a painful, abrupt process. I mean, that’s what I am doing by telling on these men. I am putting their wives...There a...

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Putting it all out there...: June 2011

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Putting it all out there. I'm a survivor. Of a lot of shit. I am putting it all out there. Thursday, June 30, 2011. Part 68 - with a picture included! We have had regular cable for a couple of months now and I have noticed a lot of the programming centers on death and near-death experiences. I know he is responsible for it, but it is also just the way I was programmed to believe. Sadism was the foundation of who my dad was. 8194;  [ sey. 1885–90; French. Sa·dist, noun, adjective. Tik, sey-, sa-]. Describ...

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Putting it all out there...: June 2010

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Putting it all out there. I'm a survivor. Of a lot of shit. I am putting it all out there. Sunday, June 27, 2010. I felt very comfortable with my new baby boy, and did not have any of the anxiety about being able to care for him that other women experience. I just did it. I did have a lot of anxiety about going out into the world in general, though, and I was terrified someone would take him or make him sick or in some other way harm him. After I started back at work, I missed Wesley so much! I don&#8217...

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Putting it all out there...: October 2011

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Putting it all out there. I'm a survivor. Of a lot of shit. I am putting it all out there. Monday, October 31, 2011. I'm getting more used to being okay with who I am. I really am amazed at the power I gave to my mom and brother and sister - it hasn't even been very long since I broke things off with all of them, but I feel so much more objective now. I think back only a few weeks and am surprised to recall how heavy their judgment weighed on me. It is nice to be free of it. I felt that pain, but instead...