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Recovery In My Life. Thoughts about things I'm learning through my recovery. September 30, 2013. Today marks six months of sobriety. It kind of feels strange. My wife and I talk about this with events in our lives all the time. It feels like we just started, but it also feels,like we’ve been doing this forever. Thinking about it six months isn’t all that long, but a lot has changed in that short amount of time. What have I learned along the way? To my wife ». 2 responses to “ 6 months. Six months is HUGE!
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior: March 2014
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior. Tuesday, March 11, 2014. I had a good evening last night. A much needed one. I've been feeling very defeated and beaten lately. Losing my will to survive. It is easy to get into traps and hard to get out. The main character was able to get off the mountain and was rescued by the locals. They protected him from the Taliban. I don't define emotional strength as being 'too good for help or from anyone else.' The soldiers were very committed to each other. They knew f...I jus...
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior: January 2014
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior. Thursday, January 30, 2014. Battle log of a small (BIG) victory. Need to recount an experience yesterday. This battle rages on. If this truly is my battle log than I want to tell of a vital victory I had. She knows quite a bit of Spanish so I will ask her tough translation questions or ‘how would you best explain this? 8217; So as she came by, she went to grab my dictionary that was on the table where all my students and I were sitting. And she bends over right in fro...
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior: February 2014
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior. Thursday, February 6, 2014. I had another great insight today that was spot on for me. I am listening to the talks of Joe and Charlie, a couple of sober AA guys. They do a live recording of discussing alcoholism and the 12-steps. It is all stuff that I need to hear and learn (and they’re way funny! Charlie was discussing what our illness is….what are obsession is. Sick as it is…I wish I could have sexual and stimulating experiences and then be done and okay! This is the r...
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior: September 2013
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior. Monday, September 30, 2013. Ok, so I am writing a post. I don’t want to spend a ton of time on this because I have lots of things to do. I snapped this morning. I cracked. Last night marked day 51 of complete sobriety. Honestly, I enjoyed very good sobriety. Now I was not immune to triggers or temptations, but I practiced recovery and surrender bc it works. Well, the past two weeks, it has become harder and harder to attend meetings, read recovery literature. I feel like ...
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior: Weekend Battles (and victories)
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior. Monday, February 3, 2014. Weekend Battles (and victories). I need to get some negative stuff out. I feel like I’m barely hanging on sometimes. I’d like to think I’d be some sort of expert on this lust addiction stuff but I am not. I’m super weak emotionally. I realize it more and more as I stay sober. The White Book talks about this and I am seeing it lately. Here is an example:. Bc somehow they got to win the heart of these beauties. They are OBVIOUSLY worthy so mayb...
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From Den to Light: March 2014
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Thursday, March 13, 2014. I relate very well to music. I always have. I've recently discovered Jason Gray's music. His lyrics are very personal to me and I can tell that he is being vulnerable in his music. Maybe that is why I appreciate his music so much is because of that vulnerability. Remind Me Who I Am". When I lose my way,. And I forget my name,. Remind me who I am. In the mirror all I see,. Is who I don't wanna be,. Remind me who I am. In the loneliest places,. When I can't remember what grace is.
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From Den to Light: December 2013
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Thursday, December 26, 2013. Lessons Learned Part 2. I was going to write yesterday because I feel the second lesson I learned at the funeral I attended last week applied to Christmas but, the day after will have to do. The speaker quoted Luke 2:14. "Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.". These are just some of the things I learned last week. Im grateful to have been able to be taught. Thursday, December 26, 2013. Sunday, December 22, 2013. Lessons Learned Part 1. There ...
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior: June 2013
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior. Thursday, June 27, 2013. Is it just me or coming up with a fancy title kinda stressful? You know you all do it.trying to come up with a cool title so that people will read your blog and then comment and then your ego inflates? I feel like sometimes recovery has to be just as sneaky as the addiction. So where were you Thursday night or Monday? You want to go to a movie.oh you can't.wait you'll be with 'friends'? Soccer on saturday.so you can't come? Here's to another 24.
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior: August 2013
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Battle Log of a Nephite Warrior. Monday, August 26, 2013. Feeling some stress today. I slept good last night and have been productive at work. I am validating my emotions best I can and also surrendering resentments, fears, and lust best I can. It is tough being mortal. It is tough having to live life with a brain that has been hijacked by sexual filth for so many years. I have a hard time trusting any thoughts or. I had a heart to heart with God and he loves me and is pleased with me. I’m so tired...
