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Burn it Off: irony
http://firephile.blogspot.com/2008/10/irony.html
My self-inflicted panopticon failed. Now ain't dis some shit. But they all have the symptom that it dims and dims and dims until it goes black. well GUESS WHAT? And i'm hoping i've dropped enough keywords for people to find this), the organic polymers responsible for emitting light (remember high school physics? And then this goddamn thing comes back to haunt me. On the plus side.i do have a $90 4 gig shuffle.i just have to figure out what setting it's in and see if i can modify it.FUCK. Eh, no drop in.
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Burn it Off: anger issues?
http://firephile.blogspot.com/2009/07/anger-issues.html
My self-inflicted panopticon failed. I sometime wonder if i have anger issues.on my way home tonight in the (narrow) roads of kaimuki, a cab is coming towards me. it's one of those streets where there're cars parked on the opposite side of the street with room for only one car (giving my direction the right of way). i see a cab up the street and tell jay, fuckin' cabs (expecting him to be an ass hole). My first thought was to slam into reverse and block him in on the next parked car and bitch him out.
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Burn it Off: fucking fall
http://firephile.blogspot.com/2009/12/fucking-fall.html
My self-inflicted panopticon failed. Fall is turning into a fuckin' nonstop party man.last year was pretty bad but this year is HORRIBLE! Every fuckin' weekend since (i can't even remember) sometime before halloween.and since then it's been every weekend:. Sailing w/ whit and alison and pottery at steve/leigh's. This weekend is the car wash and i think karaoke with michelle/steve.CAROLOKE (frances) on sunday, and finally karaoke w/ jen guys monday. Then it's christmas stuff, lewis is in town. A lot's cha...
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Burn it Off: 03/2003
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My self-inflicted panopticon failed. Posted by but you're Jess @ 8:03 PM. I came back from class and the sun was blastin in through my window just now! I was so surprised because i never had direct sunlight actually come into my room :). Then i looked outside and discovered that no, it's not direct sunlight. just the sun reflecting off a window on the building across from ours :( boo. Who reads this crap? Posted by but you're Jess @ 8:11 AM. Is that all though? I'd definately like to hear more womens' po...
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Burn it Off: 04/2003
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My self-inflicted panopticon failed. A break from the mental masturbation. AND THEN I COULDN'T SLEEP! It's gonna be spectacula! I'm invincible. i'm gonna fuckin' tear my hair out. i'm going to kill something cute. I'm going to eat blood. Posted by but you're Jess @ 4:06 PM. So much work to do. But such a beautiful day. So i was a great big fool. And put it off 'till may. Mmyet more free food tonight! This'll be 3/4 this week. amazing. Posted by but you're Jess @ 1:35 PM. Museum in baghdad stripped. Auto ...
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Burn it Off: reinvent
http://firephile.blogspot.com/2010/07/reinvent.html
My self-inflicted panopticon failed. As i said in.one of my other blogs.wanna start blogging more. i always say that, and i'll try just as hard, and i'm not gonna kick myself if it doesn't happen :). Either way.life is so much different than the last few times i've blogged. january! Wow seems like just a few days before christie came back from the mainland.interesting. could argue that being happy keeps me out of the blogosphere :). Posted by but you're Jess @ 11:57 PM. Check it out, you wont regret it.
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Burn it Off: inadequate
http://firephile.blogspot.com/2009/08/inadequate.html
My self-inflicted panopticon failed. Given nearly everything logically corresponding to what i want in a girl, i couldn't feel the way she did about me. showered in caring, generosity and love, my heart followed so slowly in the distance, dragging behind through heavy sand. She thought she was, but i think i'm the one that's broken. Posted by but you're Jess @ 2:14 PM. Honolulu, Hawaii, United States. View my complete profile. Eh, no drop in. I had to tell someone. Fun With Red Wine.
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Burn it Off: *headbanging*
http://firephile.blogspot.com/2008/10/headbanging.html
My self-inflicted panopticon failed. I have this weird affliction where (unsurprisingly if you knew me in college) a certain time in the evening, i wake up. today i was at work 'till like 8, got home and went jogging (5 miles.why am i joggin? Hehunlikely). ehh, i'll figure it out. But at the same time, yeah, it's hawaii and it's nice to get off campus and leave it all behind :) i can bike home and be in the water surfing diamond head in about 20 mins. flat. Went on a binge of hitting all the happenin' ba...
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Burn it Off: lines
http://firephile.blogspot.com/2009/08/lines.html
My self-inflicted panopticon failed. Where are the lines when you break up with someone? When do you stop trying to explain. when do you swallow those lose ends and keep them to yourself for the sake of.i dunno.closure? Inevitably always "so many things left unsaid". Time to think solo helps to distill these loose ends. focus them. amidst common friends, activities and venues, however, solo time may be hard to find. the feelings don't fade quickly when they're constantly reawakened. Eh, no drop in.
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Burn it Off: 02/2003
http://firephile.blogspot.com/2003_02_01_archive.html
My self-inflicted panopticon failed. There's another dream blob waiting (link over there somewhere). So, for two hours of sleep i feel quite good. spent most of last night masturbating my imagination (would you believe i meant nothing sexual by that? I'm gonna call and see if i have to work now *pauses typing*. Hangs up phone* no work! Tonight should be fun. i can also put off my lab 'till tomorrow now. i'm so lazy. Posted by but you're Jess @ 10:15 AM. I got two coments.awww. Don't worry, it prolly won'...
