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The Dive Bar Verses: July 2010
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The Dive Bar Verses. Wednesday, July 21, 2010. We stay in touch. every few weeks an almost frantic text-message exchange followed immediately by silence. Always instigated with a simple “hello, are you married yet lol? I tell R that I really want to have more children. And she constantly reminds me how beautiful our kids could. Unfortunately she will never find me cause I told her my name was Arturo Bandini. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Simple template. Powered by Blogger.
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The Dive Bar Verses: the li(v)es that were
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The Dive Bar Verses. Monday, February 27, 2012. The li(v)es that were. What were we doing that night? Is it a reasonable assumption to make that I was in fact the same man then as I am now as I was a decade ago as I will be a decade from now? A voice from inside invites me in to do another line and another shot, another soft and delicate bite of the Lotus blossom so I may try, and fail, to forget you and yesterday. Ah, my favourite dive bar. Back in business. This really is the way to do, isnt it? Subscr...
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The Dive Bar Verses: November 2010
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The Dive Bar Verses. Monday, November 08, 2010. I know better now. I’ve decided to do the world a favor and remain forever alone. I’ve given up. I no longer wish to search or even entertain the notion I may find “her” because I know she doesn’t exist - she is a myth. And here I hide in plain site. Either at the strip club with my cousin or the blank walls of my empty, spartan apartment my sanctuary. Interesting that word, apart. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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The Dive Bar Verses: September 2010
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The Dive Bar Verses. Wednesday, September 08, 2010. 8220;Look out at the city Tuzik. Do you know why the lights twinkle the way they do? 8221; I turn to her and smile tenderly. She looks at me with dark, almond eyes and then turns back to the distant city. She smiles as we both soak in the soft sighing of the wind and the hum of the power lines. 8220;You told me this once.” She laughs. “But I don't remember.”. If you say that's what it is then that’s what it is.”. The same stars the Pharaohs and even ear...
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The Dive Bar Verses: illusory
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The Dive Bar Verses. Wednesday, September 08, 2010. 8220;Look out at the city Tuzik. Do you know why the lights twinkle the way they do? 8221; I turn to her and smile tenderly. She looks at me with dark, almond eyes and then turns back to the distant city. She smiles as we both soak in the soft sighing of the wind and the hum of the power lines. 8220;You told me this once.” She laughs. “But I don't remember.”. If you say that's what it is then that’s what it is.”. The same stars the Pharaohs and even ear...
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The Dive Bar Verses: cancer
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The Dive Bar Verses. Monday, November 08, 2010. I know better now. I’ve decided to do the world a favor and remain forever alone. I’ve given up. I no longer wish to search or even entertain the notion I may find “her” because I know she doesn’t exist - she is a myth. And here I hide in plain site. Either at the strip club with my cousin or the blank walls of my empty, spartan apartment my sanctuary. Interesting that word, apart. How sad - the untouched beer, that is. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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The Dive Bar Verses: at last
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The Dive Bar Verses. Friday, August 06, 2010. Let me tell you a story about redemption. It’s been eight years. Eight years of “what if,” “what now,” “will I ever,” and “I will never.” Eight years of questions, emptiness, desolation, and desperation. Eight years I have tread water barely staying afloat, through an ocean of coke, X, booze, whores, flings, fights. Eight years of regret. 8220;I close my eyes and I see you. Here in front of me, I love your smile. Your eyes. What did we do in those visits?
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The Dive Bar Verses: February 2014
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The Dive Bar Verses. Wednesday, February 19, 2014. And he loyally follows,allowing the cascading light to fully embrace him. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). It's all true. Only the names, places, times, and events have been changed. View my complete profile. Simple template. Powered by Blogger.
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The Dive Bar Verses: Rebirth
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The Dive Bar Verses. Wednesday, February 19, 2014. And he loyally follows,allowing the cascading light to fully embrace him. Weve come a long long ways. I love that we know each other in writing since almost a decade. What happened to the others? The Dive Bar Verses now know transformation of the clownprince. This was beautiful. Your hiatus was far too long. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). It's all true. Only the names, places, times, and events have been changed. View my complete profile.
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The Dive Bar Verses: February 2012
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The Dive Bar Verses. Monday, February 27, 2012. The li(v)es that were. What were we doing that night? Is it a reasonable assumption to make that I was in fact the same man then as I am now as I was a decade ago as I will be a decade from now? A voice from inside invites me in to do another line and another shot, another soft and delicate bite of the Lotus blossom so I may try, and fail, to forget you and yesterday. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. The li(v)es that were.
