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relaxed alert: April 2008
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My constant state of being. Wednesday, April 30, 2008. Tonight marks the four year anniversary of the last night Joe and I spent together at home. The last night I lay in his arms. The last night we had a normal conversation. To read more about that night click here. If you read the story, please leave a comment on this post. My Wife Is A Dirty Bird. Story suggested by my sister). Play against the Tigers. When we arrived at the airport we checked the boarding sign and read that our flight was cancelled&#...
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relaxed alert: December 2008
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My constant state of being. Sunday, December 21, 2008. I'm not sure if anyone ever checks this blog anymore, but on the off chance that you have me on blogroll still, I wanted to let you know that T proposed last night! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Im not sure if anyone ever checks . A piece of Joan's mind. Joe alive and well. Questions that have no answers. Questions that have no asnswers.
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My constant state of being. Saturday, July 19, 2008. The moments, strung out over months,. Where I know I am no longer the woman I was,. But not quite the woman I am becoming. This quote comes from one of my favorite widow self help books. I truly feel like I have changed so much over the past four years, and that I'm still changing. For the most part, I like who I am now much more than who I was. This blog has helped me become the person that I am now. Thank you for helping me make this latest transition.
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relaxed alert: July 2010
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My constant state of being. Sunday, July 25, 2010. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). A piece of Joan's mind. Joe alive and well. Questions that have no answers. Questions that have no asnswers.
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My constant state of being. Saturday, April 25, 2009. 3 weeks from today. I will be married. I promise to post pictures. So come back and. Glad to hear things are going well! I can't wait to see pictures! You deserve all the happiness in the world! Looking forward to seeing pictures! Big hugs, dear! Can't wait to see the pictures. That is just wonderful. Congratulations! Julie (one of your previous lurkers). I'm so happy for you B. (Formerly rlgelber) I can't wait to see pics. Have a happy wedding day!
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San Diego – I Hate My Mom More | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
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The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. San Diego – I Hate My Mom More. July 17, 2007 at 1:53 am. Did I mention how much I hate my mom? Yeah, let me state that again. Man, I can’t figure out how to make peace with all the wounds in that relationship. Well, I shot back shit to her as well, telling her what an awful mom she’s been over the years and bringing stuff up about her as well. I was 16 when my dad died. It was December and it happened just a few days before our winter break, about a week befo...
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Stuck | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
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The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. June 30, 2007 at 2:16 am. I can’t seem to move past this ‘rut’ in my life. I’m wondering what my purpose is. I’m trying to find my place, the meaning, the. 8212;—————-. Place In This World. By Michael W. Smith. The wind is moving. But I am standing still. A life of pages. Waiting to be filled. A heart that’s hopeful. A head that’s full of dreams. Is harder than it seems. Feels like I’m. Looking for a reason. Roaming through the night to find. My place in this world.
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More Rant | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
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The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. July 17, 2007 at 2:17 am. It was ok for her to date ANYONE without having standards because she was the “poor widow”, but NOT ok for her kids to date outside of our culture because “we should know better”. WTF kind of logic is that? Whatever happened to judging the person as an individual, and not operating based on stupid stereotypes or biases? It’s no wonder I ended up in SF. I hate her so much. Nothing. She’d never admit he was a loser or that she gav...I am so...
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Rob Nob-Lob | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
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The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. June 28, 2007 at 12:52 am. I still can’t get over how or why I name random people in my dreams. This has been happening a lot lately where some random person in my dream who has no connection to anyone I know in real life, is given a name. Who are they and where do they come from? Where does their name come from? Or even a numerological code. In this particular case, maybe I’ve found my inner poet. Ha ha. Entry filed under: Uncategorized. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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My Scar | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
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The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. June 19, 2007 at 2:22 am. I have this scar on my leg. It’s on my thigh and is about 4 inches long and about 1/4 inch wide. It represents all things ugly in my life and I wear it on my leg much like Hester Prynne wore her scarlett ‘A’ on her bosom. I don’t like anything about her, and yet, without her I would not be here. But is ‘here’ really anything to be grateful for? Just an innocent creature put in the wrong situation. I’ll share more about how I got the...
