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something along those lines...: April 2012
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Something along those lines. Sunday, April 29. I cant believe my last post was 7 months ago. I thought i was going through a phase of emotional numbness, but this. This is cardiac death. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Never take life too seriously. No one gets out alive anyway. View my complete profile. Behind these hazel eyes. Play Me A Song, Relinquish My Masochism. The New PostSecret Book. New Year. (10). Every Thing Happens for A Reason. Japan Stocks Rebound After Sell-off, Leading Asia. Faith 6 ;*.
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Diary of M: New Year.. (7)
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View my complete profile. New Year. (7). Falling in love; there's no feeling like it. I want to talk to him all the time, and when I'm not talking to him, I'm talking about him, I even make myself sick with the sweetness of the relationship. I don't know if it's because it's the start of the relationship or because this is how love is really meant to feel. Like you're floating on a cloud, suspended over reality where no one matters but you and him. Would you like to respond to that? Alia we can pretend t...
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Diary of M: December 2013
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View my complete profile. New Year. (2). I sat in my car singing at the top of my voice,. Awal il7ub. na'6ra. o ibtesamat dalal, o aa5er il7ub. dam3a. o ibte3ad 6eweeeeel'. My god stop being such a drama queen! I'm done listening to your songs' said Mariam flipping through the radio channels. I wanna have fun today, it's my only day off'. Oh come on, you love your job, it's not so bad'. Yeah, easy for you to say, you don't work'. I study, I'm doing my Phd'. I can't believe he got married'. Hey, my phone ...
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Diary of M: New Year.. (8)
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View my complete profile. New Year. (8). You appreciate his honesty? I mean. who says that? I know. I'm such an idiot' I felt like slapping myself, every time I remembered what I said I realise I really do have feelings for him, 'Mariam. I do care about him. really'. I know. It's obvious.'. We were having our weekly Friday brunch and were discussing my stupidity over a plate of French toast. I mean really. I can't wrap my head around it. why would you say that? Mariaaaam. I want to kill myself'. I kept t...
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Diary of M: New Year.. (3)
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View my complete profile. New Year. (3). It's been a week since the call with Khaled, a week filled with messages that I didn't respond to, I even stopped reading them two days ago because they all say the same thing; he loved me, he never meant to hurt me, he wants us to be friends. It just doesn't make sense to me at all, why is he telling me all this and why now? I tried to concentrate on studying but all my attempts at deciphering the words in front of me were unsuccessful. I don't care. Get your...
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Diary of M: May 2013
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View my complete profile. It sometimes hurts more when you know you shouldn't be hurt. You know it's coming, you expect the way it feels, you anticipate its arrival and yet somehow you are never prepared for the pain engulfing your heart. This is how I feel with you, the pain shocks me, numbs my bones and makes my heart feel like a rock was placed in my chest, even though I know what's coming. I know you never promised me anything and yet I wait. I wait for your voice knowing that it won't come. It would...
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Diary of M: New Year.. (4)
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View my complete profile. New Year. (4). So he asked about you'. Ahmed, he asked about you' she repeated grinning,. Yeah I gave him your number'. I screamed slapping her on the hand in the popcorn bowl. Hahahahahha look at your face! Of course look at my face! How and why did you give him my number? He asked for it after lunch immediately, but I told him I have to think about it and see if he's worthy of you'. You can't be serious'. No I am, I'm surprised he still didn't call you, he was very keen'.
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something along those lines...: September 2011
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Something along those lines. Thursday, September 22. He has it hidden somewhere, goddam it, because he used to give it to you for free. Next stage finds you skinny and shaking in a corner, certain only that you would sell your soul or rob your neighbours just to have that thing. So thats it. You have now reached infatuation's final destination - the complete and merciless devaluation of self". Sent from my iPhone. Monday, September 5. I missed you" . That was it. . Three words. . He asked worried. Sh...
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something along those lines...: October 2009
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Something along those lines. Saturday, October 3. Hala Sara, shlonech? Shyaby hatha.tawny kint weyah bljam3a. i hate formalities.i wish he could just say alo flana aby blablabla*. Wallah tamam el7amdella, enta shlonk? Whats with the silence.9ij shyaby hatha.he's still quiet.awkwaaaaaard.t7acha! Thats good to hear. Sarooona, bghait a6lb mnch 6alab. Shfeeh m6aye7 elmyana khair? Ermeb9ara7a ana shway metwaheg eb course elcalculus oo I was wondering if its okay if you can help me with it. Oh, I see. Elnas yg...
