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And Then There Were Three. Scattered thoughts of a grieving mother. April 11, 2009. Two years ago today I went to my 24 week OB appointment and found out Connor had no heartbeat. Today, I woke up to two little boys squirming and wrestling around in my belly…. It’s kind of weird having the same due date, just two years later. What are the chances? Tomorrow is Connor’s second birthday. Friday the 17th is Raime’s eighth birthday. Have I mentioned how hard April is? April 8, 2009. Well I have three boys too-...
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Oct 15 | And Then There Were Three
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And Then There Were Three. Scattered thoughts of a grieving mother. October 15, 2009. Remembering Raime Kailani, Elora Jade and Connor Jackson. Laquo; The Secret Garden Meeting. I’ve pretty much moved. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. Notify me of new comments via email.
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Lazy Cat Farm: June 2009
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Searching for solace in a cold old house. Tuesday, June 30, 2009. Our dear friends from around the country, like they did last year, last time, are showering us with gifts in preparation for the arrival of our baby. Of course we have nearly everything we need already. We have had it for a year and need to dust some of it off. But even though this baby won’t have his big brother’s in person influence, he is forever linked through circumstance to Baker. If Baker had lived, we would certainl...This past wee...
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Lazy Cat Farm: July 2009
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Searching for solace in a cold old house. Saturday, July 25, 2009. The relative ease of my pregnancy with Alden and his birth-in the sense that it was another normal, healthy fullterm pregnancy-makes me realize what a waste it was to lose Baker. He could so easily be here-he should be here-if not for what was likely an unknown, unseen kink in the cord. Similar pregnancies, similar babies, but completely different outcomes. Friday, July 10, 2009. I think that we babylost parents need to invent a symbol or...
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Lazy Cat Farm: Setting it in Stone
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Searching for solace in a cold old house. Friday, April 2, 2010. Setting it in Stone. It has been two years since our dear Baker left us empty and alone in that recovery room. We know without a calendar that the anniversary is upon us. The light changes and the crocus and daffodil find the courage to poke their heads above winter’s remains. The flowers’ vibrant colors, transplanted from Baker's funeral arrangements into our garden, usher in our season of sorrow. What do you say for eternity? Dalene and I...
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Lazy Cat Farm: January 2009
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Searching for solace in a cold old house. Sunday, January 25, 2009. Thursday, January 22, 2009. If you have spent any time at all in the woods you’ll come across a tree like this one that I found down the hill last weekend. This black birch started growing here years ago, from a seed dispersed by the wind across the snow in midwinter, one of them coming to land and take root. Friday, January 16, 2009. Sheltered from the Wind. The Farm is at 1,300 feet in an area that has been referred to as the snow belt...
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You seem depressed | I lost a World
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I lost a World. Laquo; The days went by. September 5, 2014. 8220;You seem depressed,” he tells me. This isn’t the first time he’s told me this. I think the first time was actually at a time in my life when I was feeling relatively happy and energetic and in control of my life, so I have to wonder – what are the signs of depression he is picking up from me? But I think it’s likely passing and not that big of a deal. So I don’t. What type of emotion can I show without upsetting him? I might be. Would t...
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Miscellany | I lost a World
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I lost a World. Laquo; You seem depressed. September 11, 2014. Here’s a tour of the jumbled museum of my brain. It’s a working museum, so things may move as you look around. Also, there are tigers. I made a budget spreadsheet and N has agreed to fill in his bills and expenses so that we can finally work together on our finances. Like actual grown-ups. I think this is going to be really good. Also, as the daughter of an accountant, I should have done it years ago. Exhibit 5: I agree! Forget about it. ...
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Watermelon Welcome | I lost a World
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I lost a World. October 3, 2014. Dot’s school had a “watermelon welcome” event for the kids and their families. N was working, but I was there, of course, and she had a great time showing me her many tricks on the climbers and slides while playing with her friends. There were lots of kids there, lots of kids with siblings. Lots of baby brothers and baby sisters. Do you see where this is going? Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:.
