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d o m e s t i c b l i s s t e r s: December 2011
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Sunday, December 18, 2011. I think my title pretty much sums up the way I'm feeling right now. My two boys are home, and doing well. Adam has been 99.9% respectful and Christian just arrived a few hours ago. He's back on Concerta. Sam picked him up, and brought him over at about 6:30 and we all had our piece-meal dinner together. It was quiet and civil and frighteningly normal. And that feels just plain weird, but I suppose that's completely normal. I slept very late, today too. BTW, the boys BOTH love t...
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d o m e s t i c b l i s s t e r s: February 2012
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Wednesday, February 22, 2012. My mother-in-law died yesterday. I am home with Adam and Sam drove up to uglyassin to be with his family and the funeral which just ended. He left very early, just before she passed. I feel horrible. Even though we weren't terribly close, I feel more lonely than ever. I had therapy. I don't know if it helped. I just feel like someone socked me in the gut. She says, to take it in "baby steps.". What did I do? Not only is it not fair, its just so, so painful! I'm envious of pe...
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d o m e s t i c b l i s s t e r s: March 2012
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Saturday, March 24, 2012. My husband is a feckless pig. My oldest son is a lazy, self-indulgent immature, entitled pig. We've spent 10s of thousands of dollars on his music education for the last TEN years and he's been home for one week. from one of the most prestigious music conservatories in the world, where for some reason, they've awarded him a hefty scholarship for playing the armfart. Oh, BTW, he has only done Tai Chi for one month. Can you stop talking shit? I'm exhausted and psycho. I'm pissed o...
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d o m e s t i c b l i s s t e r s: well... here I am
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Friday, December 28, 2012. Well here I am. Hey if anyone's out there. Not that it matters. In some ways its weird to write an anon blog out to the universe, but perhaps there will be someone who might happen upon it and it will help them and at the same time, I have what I hope is a safe place to vent. I really did do it. I'm not so fucking strong. I just moved the stuckness to a new place. Still. I DID move. Am I being hard on myself? Ahhh there's the rub. Wow Now, if anyone is just reading this and not...
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope: October 2009
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope. Thursday, October 15, 2009. At first, I was a little scared of the idea of this change (how very codependent of me) because I was concerned that being ready to move on meant that I didn't want to face my own reality. After all, if I just start acting like none of this ever happened, won't it all just happen again? Wasn't that what got me into trouble in the first place, ignoring all the bad things that were going on for the sake of keeping the peace? A Sex Addict...
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope: March 2010
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope. Sunday, March 28, 2010. I wanted to shout through the phone line (or somehow teleport myself through it to shake her into sense). Nothing you do can control what he does. His behavior is his, his bad choices are his, and the consequences of those choices do not have to make your life worse if you don't let them. Thursday, March 11, 2010. Do you ever get frustrated on behalf of someone else? Today D called me from work because he was incredibly frustrated that the...
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope: Frustration
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope. Tuesday, April 20, 2010. The house is dirty. Dog fur rolls across the floor like tumbleweeds. And the grass is too high. And the dishes need washed. So many projects are running around in my head-. Ideas of painting the kitchen and staining the deck and powerwashing the siding. And replacing the old and broken down and worn out. But then the car needs brakes. And the dog needs medicine. And I have to buy books for next year before the loan money arrives. I bet it...
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope: Running
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope. Friday, May 14, 2010. So I'm currently studying for a rather massive certification exam and have essentially been holing up at local libraries/coffee shops/anywhere with a quiet table and plug for my laptop for the past 2 weeks, hardly emerging to check my e-mail, let alone blog. What I have emerged for, however, is my newly found hobby of running. Now if only I could make it apply to studying. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope: Gratitude
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Behind the Lies: Fear, Recovery and Hope. Friday, April 16, 2010. This used to be the pattern, you see. Throughout D's addicty years and even early on in recovery, if there was something he just didn't want to do. Of course, there is always room for disappointment later, but it's these little changes in attitude that have truly marked the biggest differences in our lives over the past year- and for those, I am eternally and overwhelmingly grateful. Edit: We had a fabulous time. :-). Tell Me a Story.
