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Pre-loved woman: Call me crazy.
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Monday, August 5, 2013. I think I want to go back to school. I think I need an MFA. I'm just putting it out there- pen on paper (well, fingers to keyboard) toe in water- to see what it feels like. It feels anxiety provoking, which is altogether normal since anxiety is a mixture of fear and excitement. But where? No- that's letting fear take over. I'll just let the idea of going back to school marinate for a while. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Writer, mother, cat owner. View my complete profile.
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Pre-loved woman: September 2012
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Monday, September 24, 2012. Yet another thing to feel anxious about. I don't even want to go to this school.". I sat up in bed. Why? That was our mortgage payment. I'm the queen of "should haves" but this number was so outrageously un-doable that I felt a little better. I do not because I'm starting to believe that everything happens for a reason. I say as much to a friend. Actually, this is what I say: "I guess it wasn't meant to be. Maybe something better is coming? Links to this post. Rude Man on Ice.
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Pre-loved woman: I could have grown a baby since the last time I posted here.
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Tuesday, March 4, 2014. I could have grown a baby since the last time I posted here. I've been busy learning these things:. 1 I should never, ever, ever work in an all-female company.*. 3 Boundaries are not just for countries.* *. 4 Even when people you love are sick and dying and something you expected to happen didn't, everything is going to be okay.* *. Separated from the pack, maybe each of the 400 women I worked with at the makeup company (What was I thinking? Just say no. With love. April 1, 2014 a...
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Pre-loved woman: December 2011
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Monday, December 26, 2011. Joan Didion's The year of Magical Thinking. I am only 50 pages in but the way she describes her reactions to the death of her spouse- numbness, inability to focus or read, denial- is very similar to the feelings I had when first divorcing. Speaking of death, here's a sad story about a our shark. This is what my house would look like if it were underwater, sort of. Baby Kitten and Clooney. Links to this post. Tuesday, December 20, 2011. What do you desire right now? This is why ...
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Pre-loved woman: November 2011
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Wednesday, November 23, 2011. I dragged Big Guns to see this film on Sunday night. There were only nine of us in the theater, which was awkward. (I'll explain shortly.). I stand by my previous. Don't do that." "What's wrong with her? Like a student film, it's beautifully indulgent and rich with imagery. Like a Lars von Trier film, it upset me and made me want to dream a new ending. Links to this post. Wednesday, November 16, 2011. Drugs: a chicken and an egg thing. The agency I work for created these.
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Pre-loved woman: August 2012
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Monday, August 13, 2012. The post where I get labelled a Hater. I have mentioned the blog, His Giant Mistake. This woman's husband cheated on her and she's kicking his sorry ass to the curb and moving on in spectacular ways, which include climbing mountains and swimming in the bay and dating lots of men. I can't decide if I hate her or I want to be her. Where are the worries about money? Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Writer, mother, cat owner. View my complete profile. Rude Man on Ice.
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Pre-loved woman: August 2013
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Monday, August 5, 2013. I think I want to go back to school. I think I need an MFA. I'm just putting it out there- pen on paper (well, fingers to keyboard) toe in water- to see what it feels like. It feels anxiety provoking, which is altogether normal since anxiety is a mixture of fear and excitement. But where? No- that's letting fear take over. I'll just let the idea of going back to school marinate for a while. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Writer, mother, cat owner. Rude Man on Ice.
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Pre-loved woman: October 2011
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Friday, October 21, 2011. I can't get enough of this program and have been gulping down/mowing through/inhaling season one just like a good addict. Not that it isn't hard to watch Nurse Jackie snort and swallow my DOC. In fact, I hate her and want to slap some sense into her thick, foggy head. I highly recommend. (Available through Netflix). Links to this post. Wednesday, October 19, 2011. I had a lull in work and took a moment to read an essay on one of my favorite sites, The Fix. Links to this post.
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Pre-loved woman: The post where I get labelled a Hater.
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Monday, August 13, 2012. The post where I get labelled a Hater. I have mentioned the blog, His Giant Mistake. This woman's husband cheated on her and she's kicking his sorry ass to the curb and moving on in spectacular ways, which include climbing mountains and swimming in the bay and dating lots of men. I can't decide if I hate her or I want to be her. Where are the worries about money? August 13, 2012 at 4:38 PM. You know what I love? Im glad were on the same side of the room! Writer, mother, cat owner.
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Pre-loved woman: June 2012
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Friday, June 1, 2012. I recently went on a date during which the guy admitted he was married. I actually considered seeing him again. My therapist says that when I learn to love myself, I won't mind being alone. I don't mind being alone, I just like having someone I can call and ask if I'm crazy. I think ooh, that means he's single. Side note: my friend C says when she first got back into the dating after getting sober, her criteria was the guy must have all his teeth. Links to this post. Rude Man on Ice.
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