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My Own Fantasy: something i know but i thought i already manage it..
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Friday, 2 July 2010. Something i know but i thought i already manage it. Another tired day after class, ,. As if i never had enough of sleep. Wats wrong with my head. Wats wrong with my stamina. Everything seem so wrong in me. Each failure is a head start for success. Learn from it and move on. It sound so easy. But hard to apply. How long sould i need to sulk in the emotion of failling? 1 day, 1 week, 1 month? I would prefer 1 day. its more than enough. Every thing i face. I seem to know the answer to it.
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My Own Fantasy: March 2011
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Wednesday, 16 March 2011. Can't even leave a post about my own feeling. :(. Bad feeling about other always come because i can't supress it. When guilt took over me. silent always the best medicine for me. Still trying to act dunno. Sorry for all the ill manner and same feeling will come back just the matter of time. But for the time being everything is supress by guilts. I hope there's a guild nearby that can store and share my guilt. Not even the friend i usually hang out with. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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My Own Fantasy: October 2009
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Wednesday, 28 October 2009. Recently I've been paranoid over lot of stuff. Or should i say its been always like that but uncontrolable state has been aware lately. If i would ask my buddy. He'll say if you notice a things happen then you're not suffering that illness. Sometimes i wander what he say is right. but for now everything he say I accept that its true :). Somehow i need to let it out some where. But where I'm still searching. But the effect seems to bother my buddy a lot ( that's what i think ).
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My Own Fantasy: guilty as ever
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Wednesday, 16 March 2011. Can't even leave a post about my own feeling. :(. Bad feeling about other always come because i can't supress it. When guilt took over me. silent always the best medicine for me. Still trying to act dunno. Sorry for all the ill manner and same feeling will come back just the matter of time. But for the time being everything is supress by guilts. I hope there's a guild nearby that can store and share my guilt. Not even the friend i usually hang out with. Subscribe to: Post Commen...
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My Own Fantasy: March 2009
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Saturday, 28 March 2009. SCARY OR MAYBE THINKING TOO MUCH. Seeing people look innocent doesn't mean a person is harmless. This is applicable to me. A little secret to share. Today is my worst day of playing footsal. Gotta keep it here, in my blog as a memory before i lost it again and repeat the same mistake. Everything going out fine until i get to play as a defender. Which as usual they'll ask me to "stay there and don't move from my position" or c command that make me confuse. What i'm suppose to do.
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My Own Fantasy: Change of a Man
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Wednesday, 30 June 2010. Change of a Man. All fragment memory. hope i'll be better after i write it out. No one to listen to it. The way you speak is monotone( no feeling ), can you even feel what ppl feel? FUCK YOU. the way i speak got nothing to do with i can feel others feeling. can you feel it? Racist here and there. you racist ar. and now i think i'm going racist in the house. Feeling of being neglacted. no one care about it because its non of their business. How can i live like that. Mungkin sebab ...
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My Own Fantasy: October 2010
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Monday, 4 October 2010. Mystory Record 1 (absent mind or demensia). All start when i make a mistake for not informing what i take from a person. Make ppl angry then i have a sudden dizziness and then a headache. I was cleaning my cloth. thinking of cleaning every single dirty cloth in my room. Taking 1st batch of clothing to wash then i go retrieve my pendrive from a friend. Reach home seeing a basket of cloth in the middle of the walkway. Continue wash 2nd round" my mind is thinking. Wat can i say?
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My Own Fantasy: April 2011
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Monday, 25 April 2011. How To Pose :D. After watching my friend's picture and most of it or maybe i should say most of them look so nice. macho and handsome or there's an element in there. Somehow i doesn't see that element in all the picture that have me inside (T T). I just feel "o my is that me in that picture? What am i doing there it just spoil the photoes because i look as stifff as a wood! So i decided to make this post and keep it. look a bit awkward but i need to make myself think of.
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My Own Fantasy: Mystory Record 1 (absent mind or demensia)
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Monday, 4 October 2010. Mystory Record 1 (absent mind or demensia). All start when i make a mistake for not informing what i take from a person. Make ppl angry then i have a sudden dizziness and then a headache. I was cleaning my cloth. thinking of cleaning every single dirty cloth in my room. Taking 1st batch of clothing to wash then i go retrieve my pendrive from a friend. Reach home seeing a basket of cloth in the middle of the walkway. Continue wash 2nd round" my mind is thinking. Wat can i say?
