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promised island: May 2011
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Tuesday, May 31, 2011. The Portrait of a Woman. She must be willing to please. To change so that nothing should change. It's easy, impossible, hard, worth trying. Her eyes are if need be now deep blue, now gray,. Dark, playful, filled for no reason with tears. She sleeps with him like some chance acquaintance, like his one and only. She will bear him four children, no children, one. Naive yet giving the best advice. Weak yet lifting the weightiest burdens. Has no head on her shoulders but will have.
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promised island: December 2013
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Friday, December 27, 2013. If my life is sad why am I so happy. 1 month, 13 countries. Hours on planes, more hours of sleepless nights. Sounds like a nightmare or like a lot of fun. I have never looked better in my life like I look now. I have never been happier. Despite occasional time zone confusion and question I ask on board waiting for the plane to take off: 'actually, where are we going now? One can say: poor girl! Leaves the office at 20:30 on Friday night. Links to this post. Where The Hell Am I?
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promised island: September 2010
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Monday, September 06, 2010. My Superheros Special Power. Bi-location was and for ever will be my dream super-power. I always felt that one me is not enough for this fantastically interesting word and I thought that I tend to miss out on so many things. but perhaps.it only expresses my lack of decisiveness when it comes to places and events I want to take part in. Links to this post. The house of Elrond in Rivendell has everything I love. The waterfall, fresh spring, the mountains and years old trees.
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promised island: August 2013
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Saturday, August 31, 2013. Dear government of Spain. You are fucked up. Oh I'm sorry. I should be more gentle and polite. Let us start again on a different note. Dear government of Spain,. You are fucking totally, massively fucked up. Your fucking stupid policy lead your own country to the verge of collapse and now you are trying to fuck up a tiny little bit of land that is a British domain. I don't think so. So please. Fuck off and change your stupid fucking ways. Bye. Links to this post. I live in male...
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promised island: October 2013
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Friday, October 18, 2013. You know, that finger I smashed between the doors ages ago, like in 2006 (I will never forget the exact time and place because pain was so excruciating and the finger healed for weeks). That finger. Every now and then it becomes totally cold from inside out and numb, usually at night. Like as if I was pierced with a freaking blade of Nazgul or something.'. And then it goes away? Imagine what happens to the broken heart if you apply this theory.'. Links to this post. Since there ...
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promised island: March 2011
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Friday, March 25, 2011. I am already grateful for what is going to happen. Somewhere out there, I exist with all the abundance I already carry in my heart and mind. Funny', he says 'how different people look when they are here and then out there'. He sees her already in that base camp. With dried lips, red nose, legs that shake from tiredness and victorious smile on her face. Knowing exactly what would happen next. His whisper sounds like a purl of water from the mountain spring. Là donn Brìde,. If you n...
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promised island: January 2010
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Sunday, January 10, 2010. How to run a half-marathon. This is one of the most rewarding and healthy experiences I have ever had.". How I did it:. I run both on the treadmill in the gym and outside, and find the combination of those two the most helpful. I would set my new goals on the gym first and then take it on the track or on the street. Plus even if the weather is really bad I can still have my training indoors so no excuses there. But you an choose whatever is dear to your heart (or stomach). See m...
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promised island: September 2013
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Thursday, September 19, 2013. I don't. I admire you. I would have never thought you will get motivated so much.'. I would get offended if not for the fact that we both know how bad I am.'. I love that you can distance yourself from yourself.'. Links to this post. Thursday, September 05, 2013. Better sweet than bitter-sweet. This sense of awe does not diminish the fact that I found myself missing him and this break for High Holidays was almost certainly created for me to realize just that! And this realiz...
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promised island: September 2012
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Tuesday, September 18, 2012. Links to this post. Monday, September 03, 2012. It will not be a huge exaggeration if I said that the Jean Liedloff's book: The Continuum Concept. Has changed my life. 1 Evolution acts slowly - which means that our current state of physical and emotional development matches the live-style of our ancestors vaguely 40,000 years ago, which could not be more different from our own in the present day. 3 The ideas of motherhood, child upbringing, pregnancy and labour, change every ...
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promised island: February 2011
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Saturday, February 26, 2011. I am the wilderness locked in a cage. I am a growing force you kept in place. I am a tree reaching for the sun. Please don't hold me down. Please don't hold me down. I am a rolling wave without the motion. A glass of water longing for the ocean. I am an asphalt flower breaking free but you keep stopping me. I am the rain that's coming down on you. That you shielded yourself from with a roof. I am the fire burning desperately but you're controlling me. Links to this post.
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