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rebuildingeden: December 2008
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Monday, December 22, 2008. I started a new blogger. Posted by s d v. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). One day i will find the right words, and they will be simple. View my complete profile.
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rebuildingeden: August 2008
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Thursday, August 28, 2008. Words that were left on her lips. I had just tied up loose ends, severed once, but whole again. And I'm slowly recovering and learning to breathe once more. But this longing I have found myself posessing, holding, seeking a way into your life- it's not fair. To find their way. I am just me. And though this is not the first time that me being me hasn't been enough, I guess I had hoped you wouldn't mind. You're the only thing about this golden era that makes me feel gray. Do not ...
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rebuildingeden: blue
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008. I keep my eyes open. I don't want to lose sight of you. Of time. Of chances. Of sleep. I keep my eyes open and steady, ready, willing, watching, waiting. That anything could and should happen at any given moment. Anything, except everything I hope for. I hope that at any second now, you will walk through that door. And the haze from the safety lights will shine,. Through and through,. And surround you like a broken halo,. I keep my eyes open,. Watering and filling,.
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rebuildingeden: December 2007
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007. Even when i'm a mess i still put on a vest with an 's' on my chest. I was going to write some really pompous entry about how easy it is to get over things, but a certain song started to play on my laptop and now I'm a fucking mental mess. Mother of pearl. I wish I could write about really eventful things, but nothing's really looking up here. When the heck did I start feeling this way? In other news, they're making an Alvin and the Chipmunks movie. Oy vey. Posted by s d v.
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rebuildingeden: September 2008
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008. Lions, tigers, and bears. Sorry if I sound. So filled with gloom. You say you care. And I know you do. I know my fate. But in this love thang. I don't get the game. Why does it feel. Like those who give in. They only wind up. Just cause I love you. And you love me. That we'll ever be. Fly cross the ocean. Sing for the queen. Is you and me. Why do we love love. And tigers and bears. Posted by s d v. I keep my eyes open. Anything, except everything I hope for. Posted by s d v.
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rebuildingeden: silver lining
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Sunday, November 2, 2008. I was your silver lining / But now I'm. If I had fallen like I have done before, this would be the part where I pick myself back up. But I haven't fallen, just merely stumbled. I spent the past two days locked up in my room by myself, studying and discovering new music, and writing, and reading, and just. And go where I wish to go, knowing that I can always come back. Posted by s d v. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). One day i will find the right words, and they will be simple.
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rebuildingeden: November 2008
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008. Why am I feeling so nostalgic lately! I got an e-mail from my old high school French teacher Miss Pavelek (now Mrs. Derreumaux. Earlier today. She was the chillest, prettiest, smartest, most cultured and hilarious teacher - nay - person. 8 high school girls. A bride and groom to be. Four cities, three hotels. One month and six days. Somehow, it just happened. Are you coming down? And flicked me off. Nadia esta dormido' to which a voice asked,. And I automatically replied,.
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rebuildingeden: aux champs-elysees
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008. Why am I feeling so nostalgic lately! I got an e-mail from my old high school French teacher Miss Pavelek (now Mrs. Derreumaux. Earlier today. She was the chillest, prettiest, smartest, most cultured and hilarious teacher - nay - person. 8 high school girls. A bride and groom to be. Four cities, three hotels. One month and six days. Somehow, it just happened. Are you coming down? And flicked me off. Nadia esta dormido' to which a voice asked,. And I automatically replied,.
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rebuildingeden: October 2008
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Thursday, October 23, 2008. APATHY. A word that I never knew the meaning of until I heard it in Janet Jackson's "Rhythm Nation" song. I remember looking it up in the dictionary and thinking that it was such a terrible, horrible thing. Why would anyone not want to care or feel? What is going on with you? To just all stop right now. I need the thoughts in my head to stop spinning, the voices to stop screaming, my nerves to stop stretching, and my heart to stop feeling so numb. Posted by s d v. Friendly fer...