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Dive Bar Intellect: Poetry for Beginners: Because I wasn't bad enough the first time around
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009. Poetry for Beginners: Because I wasn't bad enough the first time around. Now that I'm 28 years old, I think it's time to fall back into old habits. Which habits? Well, one in particular- writing horrible poetry. I know what you're thinking. "Stephanie, you're such a tremendously brilliant, mind-numbingly talented writer; how could you write bad poetry? I know, it's hard to believe, but I assure you, I am no poet. Why can't I just write a short story? All is well in California.
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Dive Bar Intellect: April 2009
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009. Every girl wants a pony. I ate too many Cheerios tonight. I'm addicted to cereal. I think it's the sweetness and the texture that I love the most. Or it's that they're made out of crack. Speaking of tomorrow.I'll likely have to return the Mustang in the afternoon. Boo! I do have meetings all day, so perhaps I won't be able to make it in time? I do love my little Beetle- or Beetbox, as I've been calling it- but it ain't no 'Stang. Let's not get ahead of ourselves. Get rid of my ...
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Dive Bar Intellect: All is well in California
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Saturday, October 10, 2009. All is well in California. I've been a lucky girl. In the scheme of things, I've made miraculous rebounds. 2008 was a year of absolute, impenetrable misery. In early February 2009, I broke up with my boyfriend of nearly three years, whom I moved out to California with. Life began to look up. Not immediately, of course, but gradually. I took a trip to Switzerland in March, where I was reminded about what it was like to feel happiness and joy, to be thrilled and wanted. Some of ...
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My date with Patrick Fitzgerald. . . is never to be: I'm so misunderstood
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My date with Patrick Fitzgerald. . . is never to be. It is better to have love and lost, then never to have loved at all. . . is that how that saying goes? Monday, June 26, 2006. Here's some recent feedback about my latest project:. I see this eventually ending with either:a) a cease and desist letterb) a court hearingc) a psychiatric evaluationd) all of the above". I worry about you.". Posted by Angie T at 10:02 AM. Well as long as you're doing it for your country. Subscribe to Post Comments [ Atom.
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Dive Bar Intellect: February 2009
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Saturday, February 28, 2009. The History of Alone. When you grow up, you're a kid going through shit, trying to be cool, make friends, have fun, survive your parents' bullshit, become someone. Once you become that someone, that adult, you're left there silent, standing in a still night, on an empty street, wondering, "How did I become this way? Or your someone who is recovering from a tough break up, wondering, "Why am I so fucked up? Why do I find the thought of being alone so incredibly frightening?
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Dive Bar Intellect: Celebration of Emancipation
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Monday, February 08, 2010. One of these days, I'll be celebrating a year's worth of freedom. A year ago, I asked a lot of questions, and received infuriating responses. I thought my life was over; the only solution was escape. I had nothing, and slept alone. I wondered when I'd ever be happy again. A year later, I am thankful. Thankful that I had the strength to make the right decision, to leave my old, shitty life, even if it meant creating a new life, being alone. I'm lucky, but not accidentally.
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Dive Bar Intellect: March 2009
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Saturday, March 14, 2009. Did I mention I'm going to Switzerland? One week from today, I will be in Switzerland. That's INSANE. What the hell am I going to do in Switzerland, for nine days? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Did I mention Im going to Switzerland? Some of the blogs I read. The Vile Moods of Sarah Sweeney. New Location, Same Management! Breaking up with brooklyn is hard to do. View my complete profile.
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Dive Bar Intellect: November 2008
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Sunday, November 23, 2008. This is what it feels like to be alone. . It feels like a wild bird caught inside my stomach, fluttering and scratching. In my brain, it's a ticking time bomb, seconds away from exploding. My heart a tiny field mouse, trapped between the paws of a curious house cat. Oh, my heart. a broken, aching thing, beating but barely in tact. Wednesday, November 05, 2008. So, yes, we can, but will we? 160;Obama will be president, and my mother will hopefully leave me alone. . I'm thril...
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Dive Bar Intellect: June 2009
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Saturday, June 20, 2009. I'm in a bit of a pickle. I need to decide, fairly quickly, whether to tell the truth, or tell a lie. The truth would hurt someone, but the lie would protect him. But telling a lie is a sin, right? It's just the wrong thing to do. And doing the wrong thing now can come back to bite me in the ass later, right? What comes around, goes around. But wait. If I don't believe in God, then why do I believe in karma? I suddenly feel free! Now, I'm still going to continue trying to be a go...
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Dive Bar Intellect: May 2009
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Saturday, May 30, 2009. Each day continues to feel stranger than the next. The out of body experience continues. I don't recognize my life anymore. I looked in the mirror today, and my reflection was surprising and foreign. Pleasing, but unfamiliar. Right now, I'm lost somewhere between sadness and happiness. There are moments of elation, and then, when I'm alone again, I slip into my old self. It's confusing, and disorienting. If so, I bet it feels like me right now. Wednesday, May 27, 2009. I don't kno...