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Gusaran: when the time comes
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This box should have something smart written in it. but it doesn't. Wednesday, September 29, 2010. When the time comes. I knew someone,. Who at the funeral of her husband, turned to me and said i have lost everyone, a parent, a sibling, a child, a friend. but nothing can compare to the pain of losing your partner. you lose yourself. I remember not being able to swallow her statement, or why she said it to me of all people. But i understand now. As i feel him sleep next to me. As i see him live next to me.
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Gusaran: another promise
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This box should have something smart written in it. but it doesn't. Tuesday, November 29, 2011. Close to getting it outta my system. Then i'll write about it. I'll deal with it eventually. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Nothing is as straight forward as you wish. Unless you bend a little. Bitter.Hopeful.Broken.Loved. View my complete profile. What's under my pillow:. 1) Chairil Anwar's words. 2) Salleh Joned's scribbles. 3) Susan sontag's regarding the pain of others. Sugary within ur means.
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Gusaran: and so a boy stole my heart..
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This box should have something smart written in it. but it doesn't. Tuesday, May 17, 2011. And so a boy stole my heart. I forgot i had a blog. Ok, i lie. Im just plain lazy surprise surprise. Much has happened since my last post. i basically now have a little human being whom i can call my own! That very first moment i held him in my arms ( both of us shivering from shock, pain and excitement. So i've promised my son ( since making a promise to myself last time around didn't work. That i will start blogg...
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Gusaran: magis
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This box should have something smart written in it. but it doesn't. Thursday, September 23, 2010. I am not ashamed to admit that i'm a sucker for malay movies, novels and songs (yes, i am very jiwang. Like that, i think the best emo songs are malay songs). That is why, i have decided that for the next 5 months, apart from reading the Quran (so my baby WILL. Turn out as stubborn and bitter as me : i've also decided to read tons of malay novels from great malay novelists that i know such as Ahadiat Akashah.
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Gusaran: July 2009
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This box should have something smart written in it. but it doesn't. Thursday, July 23, 2009. That itch in your brain you just cant scratch. Saat ini aku perlu. Saat ini aku perlu. Kerna kau masih tak berganjak. Perlu lupa.aku perlu hapus. biar pun seketika. Links to this post. Thursday, July 2, 2009. Kaki tak mencecah bumi. Berteduh dibawah rimbun dengki. Bergelak senda bersama lembaga. Tarian penuh dosa ini. Antara jin dan syaitan. Dengan nada yang nyaring. Peluh bersemadi dengan lumpur.
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Gusaran: May 2010
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This box should have something smart written in it. but it doesn't. Thursday, May 6, 2010. Everyone is born a liar. Its true what my brother says. People will cheat you. Left right and centre. And all the talks and thoughts of me being big enough to handle the liars of the world is yes, one big lie. I'd like to think that i can handle this situation calm and rationally but the fact remains that i am a woman. Letting my emotion rule is my forte. But i'm a muslim. I don't eat pigs. So you're safe, for now.
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Gusaran: November 2010
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This box should have something smart written in it. but it doesn't. Thursday, November 4, 2010. To tumblr or not to tumblr me. I'm so the ketinggalan zaman. It took my niece a good 25 minutes to explain to me what TUMBLR was all about. Now that i'm up to speed with it all. I've decided to do all the trash talking re people's advise to me on pregnancy at another BLOGSPOT and not Tumblr because im. So dumb and slow. Just stubborn like that. Http:/ bump-and-all.blogspot.com. Links to this post.
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Gusaran: August 2009
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This box should have something smart written in it. but it doesn't. Thursday, August 20, 2009. Kerna tuhan lebih menyayanginya. After 12 years, 5 months and 17 days, i've learned that:. 1) its never easy to loose someone, no matter how sudden, how expected, how long you've known them, how recent you've taken them into your life, how close, how familiar, how new or even how different you are from one another. 2) the moment of "i've had enough of crying" will never actually materialize. To also embrace this.
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Gusaran: December 2009
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This box should have something smart written in it. but it doesn't. Monday, December 21, 2009. Somehow my yahoo account got terminated as if arnold stepped out of the terminator movie and killed it. So if you are looking to find a blog with pictures on it, i'm afraid it no longer exists. As of now, the term photographer no longer exists in my diary. This is now a personal blog. Please re-type a different address if you are looking for a photoblog. Links to this post. Wednesday, December 9, 2009. Walked a...
