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Summer is loveā„
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Wednesday, 30 April 2008 Y. I just wanna kill the judges for cheerleading today! Bleagh. how can eagle not win? Maybe we didnt have a great dance rountine but it was good enough! And dont get me started on the stunts. and yet they said out stunts looked fucking easy [at least tht's what our sources say]. fuck! We did a friggin liberty, elevator and more! Shit we MADE it look easy. tht was how freaking perfect it was! And its SO ON! Next year. we're gonna bring it! Sunday, 27 April 2008 Y. What to get you!
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LOVE & FEELINGS: April 2010
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2:26 PM Edit This. These words keep playing in my mind. Tell the truth.be honest.BUT. i am not lying either.i SIMPLY choose to remain silent.". This is all because. At times, it's reallie best to remain silent. because. different people react differently to certain things.it may just be something way further than what you would actually had expected it.". Does effort really pays off? 10:10 AM Edit This. I did try my best to ask. i did try my best to take part. NEED TO GET A LIFE! 3:47 PM Edit This. Sat -...
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LOVE & FEELINGS: June 2010
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My soul searching trip.ALONE. 9:26 PM Edit This. Alot ask mii why i made the sudden decision to travel overseas. wat's worst is tat. travelling alone. Went to one of the shopping mall near my hotel. and then. i met a fren there. surprise surprise huh? After breakfast. i quickly check out from my hotel. and then head down to the bus station to take bus to a village. damn. i cant remember the village name. LOL! I dunno. after tat. i did cleaning and all. I went back cashless! Depending fully on my cards!
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LOVE & FEELINGS: October 2010
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1:02 AM Edit This. It's been awhile. since i last blog. And wherever tat happens, it's either a good post or a bad post. I'd not been myself lately. Something is wrong with mii. I feel lonely and sick. of everything. It has been a couple of days. I felt pain in the heart. it's either i would end up crying in pain. or feels like vomitting. I had no idea wat exactly is wrong with mii. But im sensing that sth wrong with mii emotionally. Im eating only one meal per day. making mii feels sick all the time.
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LOVE & FEELINGS: bad romance
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12:17 AM Edit This. There are just some things not worth mentioning. And in this case. it is my current feeling. However. i feel so stuffy thinking about it. I feel so unfair keeping it to myself. As much as i wanna give u room to breathe. U let me down by making mii suffocating. Is it a crime to be understanding. I am the one sacrificing but why am i a victim here? Cmon dude. can't you just spare a lil tot for mii. Perhaps. wat others say about us is true. I think u r not ready to face things together.
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LOVE & FEELINGS: courage...
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8:07 PM Edit This. Haiz there are some things that keep bothering my mind. Few months back. i promised myself that i would gather all the courage i had. And tell him everything on tat day. on the day we met. but in the end. Things turn out different. i totally couldnt do it. i totally cant. Where has my courage gone to? And then. wen i think back on that day. I keep wondering to myself. why didnt i do it? Why did i do things that is soooooooooooooo redundant and useless. I'm a fucking sore loser. haiz.
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LOVE & FEELINGS: October 2009
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11:01 AM Edit This. Hahas there's nothing much for mii to update here. Had not been feeling well and i know well enuf why is it so. Emotionally tired. physically tired. mentally tired. Nowadays, i dun seem to be able to sleep. Everytime im alone, i kept thinking of him. As i tot of him, there are smiles. there are tears. The time we spent together. it's really regretful. Being the one saying the last words, it makes mii wonder alot. Did i do the right thing. or did i made a mistake? Back from long hiatus!
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LOVE & FEELINGS: optimistic
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12:49 AM Edit This. Well there's two events to share relating to being optimistic. One getting over somebody you love. As some would have actually know. it was hard to get over him. Liking him was complicated and i'd made lots of sacrifices just to prove my own feelings. And now. im learning how to really get over him. And i can see how optimistic i had become nowadaes. I can see that im happier. wherever i tot of him, i no longer felt lonely. But i simply smiled. and then i'll just forget about him.