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One Thousand Lives: July 2012
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A blog of Literature, Art, Science and more. Monday, July 30, 2012. What does a scanner see? I think you can see where this is all going. What does a scanner see? Down into the heart? Does it see into me, into us? By Philip K. Dick. Links to this post. Thursday, July 26, 2012. It isn't a sad feeling, depression. It is a hopeless one. An all consuming apathy. It is being tired, but not in the 'hard days work' or 'I'm sleepy' way. It is a fatigue akin to metal parts tearing and giving way a...The same is t...
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Variables | Eating Money
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Put your money where your mouth is. Hello, Old Friends. Wise Words from Jim C. Hines →. April 22, 2014. Posted in Drugs, Drugs, Drugs. It’s sunny outside these days in the Pacific Northwest, and the days are longer. Am I working out and going outside more because I’m on meds, or because it’s sunny out and I can? And if so, is that catalyzing the rest of it – the healthier food, the energy, the focus? Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public). You are commenting using...
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Eating Money | Put your money where your mouth is. | Page 2
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Put your money where your mouth is. November 14, 2013. No, really. It’s not you. Posted in Random Things. Just yawning. Nothing to see here. This photo belongs to. Haven’t been here in a while and was recently told to write something profound. I don’t really do profound, so I’m going to tell you a story. When I looked back, this woman was angrily WAVING HER WALKER at me and angrily mouthing, “I’m TRYING! 8221; before angrily stomping forth. And I realized:. Because who would just assume that otherwise?
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Things not to say to people with depression. Part Two. | Eating Money
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Put your money where your mouth is. Get away from me, you bitch →. March 12, 2015. Things not to say to people with depression. Part Two. I knew there’d be a part two. This Thing comes in the shape of a conversation:. Person A: “I take antidepressants.”. Person B: “What? Person A: “Because of depression.”. Person B: “You don’t seem depressed at all to me.”. Arguing with someone about their own health. This is a lot like saying “Why do you bother taking insulin? Just stop it. There’s a good B. Join 193 ot...
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Hello, Old Friends | Eating Money
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Put your money where your mouth is. Generally and Vaguely Annoyed. April 8, 2014. Hello, Old Friends. Posted in Drugs, Drugs, Drugs. I did, and so here I am. Sitting with a little bottle of meds beside my computer, looking all innocent and helpful (the pills, not me). I filled the prescription today. I think I’ve been waiting for some feeling of failure, or guilt, or something to kick in, but all I can think when I look at this bottle of pills is o. One thought on “ Hello, Old Friends. Things not to say ...
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Get away from me, you bitch | Eating Money
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Put your money where your mouth is. Things not to say to people with depression. Part Two. June 22, 2015. Get away from me, you bitch. I spent this weekend in an anxiety spike, which is this weird version of anxiety that is not an attack, quite, but keeps my heart rate between 110 and 120 and makes it hard to breathe. I end up thinking way too fast – you know that friend that everyone has, the one who talks at a mile a minute and you end up out of breath on their behalf? On a regular basis. Depression an...
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Generally and Vaguely Annoyed | Eating Money
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Put your money where your mouth is. No, really. It’s not you. Hello, Old Friends →. March 20, 2014. Generally and Vaguely Annoyed. I read an article on ‘ 15 things that emotionally strong people do. Jesus H., why didn’t anyone tell me? Here I’ve been going around deciding. I wish I’d known. And now I’m going to steal words from other people, because I’m tired and I need my brain for. This is what I want to say about depression to everyone: Hyperbole and a Half on Depression. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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Wise Words from Jim C. Hines | Eating Money
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Put your money where your mouth is. On the familiarity of grief →. May 22, 2014. Wise Words from Jim C. Hines. Posted in Drugs, Drugs, Drugs. Over at SFSignal, Jim C. Hines has written a great little post. About his upcoming book,. In which his main character (Isaac) struggles with depression. The post addresses the issue of writing with depression, and applies nicely to doing. With depression. In particular, these bits stood out to me:. For people who believe mental illness. No one would ever have known.
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Things not to say to people with depression. Part One. | Eating Money
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Put your money where your mouth is. January 7, 2015. Things not to say to people with depression. Part One. Posted in Eating Money. Part one, because I keep thinking of these things, and then forgetting, so I assume I’ll want to add to it later. 1 “But everyone has bad days, right? 2 “Have you tried St. John’s wort/vitamin D/powdered red mushroom/licking your shoes/what-the-fuck-ever? 3 “What happened to you? An easy solution for this: if someone tells you they are depressed, just take a breath and in yo...
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On the familiarity of grief | Eating Money
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Put your money where your mouth is. Wise Words from Jim C. Hines. Recognition and Coping →. October 21, 2014. On the familiarity of grief. Posted in Eating Money. My grandfather died yesterday. I feel the ache of loss that is a tight fist in my chest, that occasionally tightens and squeezes and lets go again. I am already aware that this loss is less brutal than the loss of my father, will pass faster, will be easier to process, and then I feel a twinge of guilt that I am not. This is familiar,. Said a l...
