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The Writings of Jessi: Passion or Pass On: Guilt
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Monday, March 17, 2014. Passion or Pass On: Guilt. There have been a lot of changes in my life of late. One of the many is that my fiance has found something he is truly passionate about. I am thrilled. He has a focus that I haven't seen in him in a while. His eyes light up when he talks about the podcast he wants to embark on. But then there is something else. That feeling that shouldn't be there. Not even a little. That guilt has also been one of the reasons why I stopped writing for a while. Guilt is ...
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The Writings of Jessi: Boston Strong: A Personal Reflection
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Sunday, April 21, 2013. Boston Strong: A Personal Reflection. It’s been almost a week. I was angry. So angry I saw red. I wanted the ones responsible dead. Then I sat back and waited for more news. I saw one of them was no more than 19, the same age as my little sister. I wondered what happened, and for a moment, felt something I wasn’t familiar with. It was an emotion I certainly wasn’t ready for. Remorse for wishing someone who is just starting out on his life; dead. Remorse for his family. Subscribe t...
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The Writings of Jessi: New Beginnings and Old Behaviors
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Wednesday, January 16, 2013. New Beginnings and Old Behaviors. There are moments in my life that I wish I hadn't gone through in order to get to where I am. There are things that I’ve done, that I’m not proud of. Then again… Some of those things are things that most people wouldn't think twice about. I’m not sorry for the people I’ve killed. I know that’s a bit of a powerful statement, but when you’re an emissary of the gods, its part of the job. 8220;Where am I, if you don’t mind…”. 8220;Not at all, chi...
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The Writings of Jessi: The Aurora Effect
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Monday, June 9, 2014. 8220;If it were indeed so easy Miss, I believe you would have already. As for my tea, I believe you would have done well to drink it and not throw it in my face. Your kind is rare… We could have used you.” His sword graced my neck with a presence that –almost- felt threatening. I’d seen this all unfold. This wasn't my biggest concern presently. 8220;Who is this? 8220;A Sidereal, master.”. His command was coarse but to the point. I blinked and let my vision come back to the prese...
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The Writings of Jessi: Gaming Collections and Friends
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Thursday, May 8, 2014. Gaming Collections and Friends. 3 am is often when bad decisions are made. This morning it led to a completion of a series that I have been trying for, for. ten years now? I will agree that it may seem irrational and impulsive and like many would frown upon it, but you don't understand! Emotional outburst aside, there are a few things that will forever tie us to pleasant memories and the bonding of our core groups. For me, this series, was that. The reality was that I had none of i...
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The Writings of Jessi: The Path of Continues On
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Sunday, April 28, 2013. The Path of Continues On. There are certain experiences that provide you with perspective. Then there are still more that provide you with a wall to crash headlong into and then figure out if you've learned anything yet. No perspective that's immediately discernible. Well, that is unless you count the throbbing headache you've got when it's all said and done. Follow me for a moment. There was no warning. There were no flashing lights or signals. I will carry on. For those of you t...
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The Writings of Jessi: Like-able Villains
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Thursday, January 31, 2013. Tolg slipped past the waterfall, holding his side, where that damned dwarf had actually hit him. The dragons lair lay beyond the waterfall and she looked…displeased. 8220;I assume you have failed in killing them and that’s why you’re here? 8220;Apologies mistress…” He had planned to say more but the dragons scorn was enough to still his tongue. 8220;You… laugh at a teifling. You’re either drunkenly brave or a fool.”. 8221; Tolg said smirking from behind his mug. Tolg let t...
