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Sunday, October 02, 2005. I screwed my exams. nvm i'll work harder. cleaned up my room just now. phew. dead tired. *yawns*. I swear stomp is damn good! Awasome i tell you. i especially loved the bball part. but i think i would've loved it even more if SOMEONE didnt keep trying to disturb me. hmmms right LYDIA? Stares at you* i know you want me to kiss you la. but i mean all you gotta do is ask? Smirks* hahaha. i love this blog of mine i can say anything cause no one knows my add? I was like oh shit!
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005. This is gonna be my last post before the exams. lyds would make a good python or kaola bear. hahaha. okay thens. ilu. -hugs and plants a kiss on your cheek. ( :. Wednesday, October 26, 2005. This is gonna be my last post before the exams. lyds would make a good python or kaola bear. hahaha. okay thens. ilu. -hugs and plants a kiss on your cheek. ( :.
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Thursday, December 15, 2005. Feling alone isnt a crime. It is pitying yourself that is. And im not pitying myself. Im just upset (:. Everybody is abondoning me. is it retribution for something i did? I realise now what shallow friendships i have. surely in all my years, i've made some real friends? It's really a wonder, cause now that im on my own. i cant find anyone around. what have i done, or not done. i really dunno. Gina where are you? I need a shrink, anyone know a good one? I guess we all get tire...
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Sunday, October 30, 2005. Sighs i should get ready to kill myself. Os are in another week, im sooo not ready. im gonna die. then i cant make it anywhere. sighs. im dumb. I look at everyone. all so sad, and it makes me determined not to let that happen to us. i'll be here for you, so long as you still want me too. I think i have a place in hell. im such a sinner. sighs. vip some more. Mr devil is a badbad man. ohwells. off to mug now. Sunday, October 30, 2005.
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Monday, October 10, 2005. No one has any idea how screwed i am. gosh. i think i can go jump off my HDB flat already. how is it possible to be so dumb? It's disgusting how brainless i am. gosh. i wonder if my always having fever when i was younger, fried my brains. yeah i would really like to find something to blame for my stupidity. im honestly disgusted with myself. 49 points? Im starting to crack. is it showing? I dont need a reason to be angry with god. =/. I've given every moment I had. It's cause im...
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Saturday, November 19, 2005. Its been rather long since my last post. Phew the O levels are almost over. but i guess it's still a little bit too early to go yay! And shout i survived o levels? Hmmms it's amazing. mommy and daddy cant say i aint working this year. i mean Os arent even over and already i had a job interview ytd? Anyhows. hereS the plans for the next week. busy busy me. 0800- biology paper 2. 1600- training at hog's breath. 1000- training at hog's breath. And look for my damn purple(? Hmmms...
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005. 1032 pm 07/09/05 wednesday:-. Those words made my day. This is ridiculous. i've been blog hopping of the last two hours or so and im feeling totally restless. i dunno why? Hmmms i guess today has been fruitful. i studied; get this- ACCOUNTS. proud of me? I did maths today too. finished what i owe a day- five pages. yeah. i've been a good girl.uhuh *nods* but i think i still gotta do alot alot more. nvm. Now thats just bad. You know i figured today, JUST, in fact.- that ...
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Friday, October 21, 2005. Oh the first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met. And i knew that to you, and into your life i had to get. Oh i felt light-headed at the touch of a stranger's hand. An assult my defences systematically failed to withstand. Caue you came at a time when the persude of one true love with which to fall. Was the be all and end all. Lols was shakin so hard while waiting. hmms it was okay la. not gonna say it was super easy. dont wanna get complacent(sp?
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005. Sentosa with mommy avis all- yes? Arhnow thats the question. Monday, September 19, 2005. Does that mean it's time? Cause if it does i dont wanna let go. Im scared to let go. Im not ready to let go. I still need you ard. Because i cant give what everyone expects. Mom dad, im sorry. you just gotta love me as i am. Or you can just hate me, either way i'll stil love you. I dont need pity,. Im sick of pitying myself. What i need is understanding. Gonna go mug now. I dont need pity,.
