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Cali's Stories
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004. A Dream of Past-times. She lies face down on the bed, her body sore and stiff from stress. The room is dark. Her mind spins, a torrent of worries and things to do serving to increase her stress. Her mind pounds in pain. A shifting in the house reminds her of her husband's presence. She smiles at the thought of him- at least she knows, in her weakened state, she will be safe. Her body relazes a bit, and she drifts off into a light slumber. For my blog address! Doc in the Box.
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Cali's Stories
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Monday, November 15, 2004. They finish their shower, and gently dry eachother, dressing one another with care. These morning rituals walked thru without a word. None is needed. They know each other well enough to know what the other is thinking. He's thinking he doesn't want to go. She's thinking she wants to hold him to herself, so he can't go. She clings to him, her heart begging for him to stay. He holds her tightly, not wanting to leave her alone. Everyone has fantasies and dreams. Our heart's de...
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Cali's Stories
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Monday, November 22, 2004. The alarm clock drifts thru her dream and brings her back to reality. She jumps out of bed and calls him to wake him up. They talk as they shower and dress; this time spent just talking about mundane things treasured by both. His words bring him closer to her. He is her lifeline, her foundation; the only person in her life. He is her best friend. He is her only family. Without him she has no roots to ground her to this life. Without him, she is lost. I know baby.". They both ha...
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Cali's Stories
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Thursday, December 02, 2004. Quick author's note* I promise I won't type in microsoft word and copy my stuff here. That, apparently, messes up the posts. =(. Her head hurts. She opens her eyes only to slam them closed again. What happened to her? She tries to sit up, but something seems to be holding her arms to her side. Squinting, she looks at them. Tubes. Needles. Sometime later she awakes to a voice talking near by. Dr Serna, she pressed the button earlier. I swear it.". And they are at her side.
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Cali's Stories
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Thursday, November 18, 2004. Somehow she makes it thru her day; mundane tasks completed without a thought. Work serves as a relief from worries. But as her work day comes to a close, she begins to dread going home to an empty house. She decides to work some overtime at the end of her shift. But that, too, is short lived, and soon she's making her way toward home. She can't run fast enough as she makes her way to the phone. I've missed you so much! Whispered by the fire in Miss Megumi's cave of wonders @ ...
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Punkin Toes: Courage
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At first it was just a test page, now it has become my only link to any sanity in this nightmare. Saturday, August 13, 2005. I don’t have any song lyrics tonight, nor any photos to express what is going on here, but I would like to leave you with something that was said to me this week and I am trying to cling to it as I fight to find a reason to wake up again. Often the real test of courage is not to die, but to live.". Posted by Shelly at 9:27 PM. How YOU can help HER right now.
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Punkin Toes: Borrowed
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At first it was just a test page, now it has become my only link to any sanity in this nightmare. Sunday, August 21, 2005. And the hits continue . . . day #? In what closely resembles hell. Today’s subject other than the ever flowing tears? Today we are going to learn about trust and faith. Stay with me. I’m onto something. This week I have been given a huge lesson in both. A large many of you are aware that my reserve is nearly empty of both trust and faith. Please don’t let me go. Your little Abu :D.
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Cali's Stories
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004. The Morning After the News. A sharp ringing pierces thru her sleep, intruding on the peace she's found away from the torment of thoughts of her unborn children. With a groan she reaches toward the sound. She knocks the phone from it's perch on the tabletop beside her. She wakes up enough to realize it's the phone, and opens her eyes. SHe picks up the receiver. His familiar voice washes over her."Lilly? I miss you so much! In a rush, he blurts,"Honey, are you sure? They talk ...
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Punkin Toes: Proxy
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At first it was just a test page, now it has become my only link to any sanity in this nightmare. Saturday, August 27, 2005. This is just a short note to let you all know that Shelly will be posting as soon as she can. She asked me to leave a post letting you know that things are alright. Please keep her and the rest of the family in your thoughts and prayers. Another post is coming soon. Posted by ria at 12:34 AM. Jane, Ellie, and Rush. In God's Peace,. My dearest Shellfish,. Alex and I spoke this eveni...