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Veracity (D/C, NC-17) - stranger in a strange land
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Stranger in a strange land. Veracity (D/C, NC-17). Dean never touches Cas again until the moment when he can feel his skin sliding against Cas's, sliding because Cas is slipping away again even though Dean is digging his fingernails into the flesh of Cas's wrist and he can feel the burning scrape of Cas doing the same to him. In a motel bathroom in Millinocket, Dean stares at himself in the mirror and he doesn't know if he can see the thing. And sees that fraction of time when Cas realized. Cas is as imp...
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In the Blood - In The Blood
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In the Blood - In The Blood. 29 September 2011 @ 10:51 pm. It’s a warm night, muggy,. And his neck is clammy with sweat that trickles relentlessly down between his shoulder blades, so that he has to lean forward in the seat every few minutes and pluck at the fabric of his shirt to peel it off his skin. He knows in his heart he’d still do this even if he’d been in any of those places. Okay, comes the voice, drawling and insolent. Youth, knowledge, wealth, or power? She executes an elaborate wince. Not...
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in the blood/10 - In The Blood
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In the blood/10 - In The Blood. 02 October 2011 @ 03:34 pm. Near Rock Valley, Iowa,. In the car, Sam’s cellphone buzzes and Dean is aware of a distant, muffled conversation as he sinks into the daze that comes with a good, hard knock to the skull. He jolts back to a sharp nudge in the ribs. Don’t go to sleep, Sam orders. And that was Gwen. Dean slants his eyes sideways. Oh yeah? Dean frowns. Why don’t you. Sam clears his throat. Bobby didn’t tell you either, and he knew exactly where I was. Sam isn’t put...
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in the blood/4 - In The Blood
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In the blood/4 - In The Blood. 30 September 2011 @ 03:06 pm. Dean gets a sense of foreboding. Dean How goes your percentage of life? Crowley nods and smiles as he jumps nimbly down. Sam. Bad hair day I see. Bobby, sit down before you fall down. He squints at Balthazar, tracks his eyes up and down him in an appreciative manner. I don’t think I’ve had the pleasure he leers. Though I must say, I hope to. The angel raises one elegant eyebrow, and his reply is thin-lipped and glacial. Balthazar. The sense of ...
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In the Blood/7 - In The Blood
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In the Blood/7 - In The Blood. 02 October 2011 @ 12:16 am. Somehow they make it back to Bobby’s,. Although Sam’s not entirely sure on the details. It’s broken and hazy, and he’s got more questions than answers. It’s disjointed when he mulls it. What he thinks he feels is just out of reach, floating in the foggy area between reality and what had been, before the wall, before all this shit came crashing down around them. It should feel like victory, he keeps telling himself. They made it, didn’t they?
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in the blood/8 - In The Blood
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In the blood/8 - In The Blood. 02 October 2011 @ 01:37 pm. Dean can’t stop staring at the closed door,. And his mind churns. He doesn’t want to hope and he doesn’t want to fear either, doesn’t want to think this impossible dream might turn into another nightmare. He wonders what will be left behind when Crowley has done his work, wonders if Castiel will even remember him. He thinks, and on its heels comes a commotion, a din of animal squeals and grunts, yelps and howls that have Dean slamming his hands t...
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in the blood/3 - In The Blood
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In the blood/3 - In The Blood. 30 September 2011 @ 02:27 pm. Dean watches Sam like a hawk. As his brother busies himself chalking archaic symbols within the sigil he daubed on the parquet floor, Castiel’s name in Enochian, a mix of fluid loops and curves, and jagged asymmetrical lines. Are you sure you’re okay? He nags again. Only it was like before. And you weren’t breathing. Sam doesn’t look up. Just head pounding. Like last time like I got a cold coming on or something. He thinks, and conversation isn...
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In the Blood/6 - In The Blood
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In the Blood/6 - In The Blood. 01 October 2011 @ 10:45 pm. It’s dark at foot level,. The dense treetops blocking what little light the remaining moon offers, and they’re flying blind, each step ankle-breakingly precarious as Dean tries to weave their way to safety, all the while conscious of Castiel leaning on him, stumbling along as Dean drags him, his stifled noises of effort and discomfort, his heaving breath synchronized with Dean’s. Castiel hacks out, between labored pants. He curses inwardly, and t...
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in the blood/2 - In The Blood
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In the blood/2 - In The Blood. 30 September 2011 @ 01:59 pm. To heavy-lidded, numb-limbed weakness, the feeling of a hard surface underneath him. For a moment he lies there, frozen in terror at the hazy, disorienting memory of Hell. He can hear water dripping, a steady metronome plink-plink. He swallows, and there’s a sharp, agonizing pain in his throat. He reaches up with a hand, no, with both. Reach out to him in the Pit, and Dean is safe and far away from Hell and from this, whatever, wherever. This i...
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in the blood/5 - In The Blood
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In the blood/5 - In The Blood. 30 September 2011 @ 03:56 pm. Are you sure that’s. That Meg is doing this to get her father back? Sam thinks on it for a minute. How does that even work? We shot Yellow Eyes with the colt. Sam considers him. When was that? He ventures. Meg, I mean when did He trails off at the glower Dean sends his way. No scratching, he concedes, and he blows out resignedly, smacks a mosquito into pulp on the side of his neck. Sam stops, eyes his brother warily. Going where? I can try, Sam...
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