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January 30, 2011. How do i explain how i feel to you, how do i help you understand? Im tired of the times you make me feel like i dont match up, that im not cool enough, that im not good enough. I’m tired of feeling like i have to put on an act to be good enough in your eyes. Im tired of every hurtful word i’ve had to hear, im tired of you giving up and putting down the phone. Im tired of being cut off and thrown aside. Im tired of waiting for the next breakdown. I dont want to give up. We need to be okay.
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February 10, 2011. More than anything, let him realise how much he means to me, and let us remember the happy days. Let us both remember the moment when we both realized we fell in love. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out.
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December 14, 2010. I hope this christmas goes by okay. And i hope the new year’s does too. The most favourite of holidays doesn’t seem so happy, doesnt seem so jolly right now. Maybe something special will happen, maybe good things do happen. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out.
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November 14, 2010. December’s coming and more often than not, i think about the coming festive seasons. I used to love them, Christmas and New Year’s. This year though, i feel like deep set within me is this fear that its not gonna be as good as i want it to be. Im got this odd feeling im gonna end up alone on either day with unfulfilled promises and a broken heart. It’s not a good feeling and i dont like it one bit.:(. I want pa and ma to be around, at least i’ll have family at the very least. You are c...
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November 18, 2010. Damn the tears, I wish i was a man, penis and all. And at the end of every single damn fight, someone goes and says something stupid like i love you. But I do, i do love you. How can i not love you. The very boy that makes me cry is also the person i love insanely and the boy i have given my world to. I miss the boy whom i thought together, would beat the world with me. I wish work and money didn’t steal so much away from us, and hell i wish we were always happy. Enter your comment here.
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November 14, 2010. It’s hard talking to you knowing you feel this way. I dont even want to start a fight with you so why bother explain and make it harder on myself. It’s not like you’re gonna open up and try see it from where i am. You know, sometimes i don’t have to be all loud and happy to show im being strong for you. Maybe you don’t see it, but sometimes people try to be the strongest for you in the quietest of ways. The hell it is. How could you bring that up and not see? You tell me sometimes you ...
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November 10, 2010. Tonight as i sit in bed, a small part of me is thankful. So very thankful that tonight i remember who we are, and what we should be. Im so thankful that tonight we aren’t arguing over small pesky matters that don’t matter awhile later. So we argued again today, but im so glad its over, im so glad you came over. Love’s never been easy, but because its you and me, im willing to fight for it day after day, minute after minute. I love you, i hope you never forget that.
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November 2, 2010. Sometimes, there are so many things you want to say, but you can’t. Don’t worry, it doesn’t kill to shut up most of the time anyway. November 1, 2010. I hate how when it comes to this, i feel like im constantly fighting a losing battle. October 28, 2010. If i had the money,I would want these:. 1 Beaded bracelet i’ve missed seeing on someone. 6Popcorn from The Cathay. 7 Haviannas for me and mummy. 8 New skinnies for when i’d get back on the bike(:. 17 Universal Studio with b. You dont kn...
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February 8, 2011. I say it all the time, but it doesn’t mean the feeling goes away. I miss being your special girl. Im so tired of wanting you to show you love me, to remind me that i am part of your world, maybe even an important part of your world. Im so tired of feeling like i’d have to ask. I yearn for those simple words, those simple actions. I miss being reminded. I know what i want for my birthday this year:. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public).
