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Killer Intuition: 02 December 2008
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This was an actual letter that i turned into a poem. You can have it. To whom it may concern:. If your reading this i am gone already Got tired of this lifeI really wasn't ready. Ready for the long and restless nights Dealing with petty love fights. What was i really giving when i was living But my mother one more reason to worry. She never had time anyway I skipped childhood cause my life was put in a hurry. Had to learn how to have sex at twelve Funny no one heard me when i yelled. It wasn't timeand no...
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Killer Intuition: 18 May 2009
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Im following some very interesting people on twitter now and. Unlike a lot of others i choose to ignore the famous people who have time to freeze up the servers by continuously typing "Lets Go People" or "Im the real [dumb ass celeb name here]". But instead some everyday "normal" folks who just enjoy chatting with other people. A few of them artist [ie poets, photographers, etc] and they really have me wanting to pursue more of my career in the art industry. one in particular is @ DiggsWayne. Some of his...
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Killer Intuition: 13 April 2009
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For a long time deep down inside i blamed myself for my fathers death. Its like if i would have been there things would have been different and at one point and time in our life we all feel that way. the problem is i don't know how not to feel that way. I guess since i saw and felt his pain at only five.i tried to tell and noone listened.i was states away and not there with him.i missed the funeral and so on and so on, i can't help it. The same sleep that was scaring the hell out of me. The way she acts.
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Killer Intuition: 03 December 2008
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He Made Her Hate Me. Dark nights and lonely cries. This is the part that noone saw. All they saw was anger. Anger from a little black girl. But never did they once stop and say. Wondering why i never told. Tears running down her face. Heart full of love now replaced. Said me not telling. Was just like me drowning her. But instead of water. Five stages of pain. She came to me last night. Wanted me to know she felt. And the way she described it. She laid there and. And assumed near verticle position. Treat...
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Killer Intuition: 27 April 2009
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A lifetime is not. What's between the moments of birth and death. A lifetime is the one moment,. Between my in and out breaths. The present, the here, the now. That's all the life I get. I live each moment in full,. In kindness, in peace, without regret,. Living from moment to moment. And thus, I live my whole life in full. From http:/ www.buddhanet.net. Posted by Oshun at 4/27/2009 10:51:00 AM. I recently connected with an ex girlfriend of mine which i think is awesome. If it wasn't for her i don't think.
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Killer Intuition: 18 April 2009
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This was another piece done on the Show by the Sexy Deep Hilton. She rocked this piece and she can call in WHENEVER SHE IS READY lmao. Sorry got carried away. anywho, feel free to hear her her or check the show for archives. Posted by Oshun at 4/18/2009 11:45:00 PM. When I Get The Pleasure. Done on my show last night, Joey turned it out! So in return i edited this video for her. Posted by Oshun at 4/18/2009 09:06:00 PM. The Mechanism Behind Myasthenia. CONSERVING ENERGY IN MYASTHENIA GRAVIS.
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Killer Intuition: 30 November 2008
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And i didn't understand. I was attracted to this. The same body parts. With the same issue. She didnt turn me out. And i think i had a bit of game. Cause i got her. Or what i thought. Just a sense of. But i did find a new part of me. Posted by Oshun at 11/30/2008 06:15:00 PM. No Party for Pity. If i may add,. This is not a pity party. Nor do i regret. I am very strong. Its a gift to us both. Posted by Oshun at 11/30/2008 03:11:00 PM. Of being in trouble. Without being in trouble. Do what he needed to do.
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Killer Intuition: 19 May 2009
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My killer sneaks up on me. Allowing a sense of. Panic and fear to. Take over my mind. And have me lost. In my own world. That my killer creates. As dangerous and unsafe. In my own world. Of pademonium and dismay. In my own world of. Dislike and self hate. My killer leads me to believe. The world is out to get me. And in no direction that i step. For evil lurks in every corner. And the oppressor is there. On the what i think i worked hard for. But what others may not think is enough. As though i am being.
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Killer Intuition: 02 January 2009
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Dirty little white girl. Him from her body. Dirty little white girl. Trash, and garbage. A living organism that is now. Lethal to the world. Dirty little white girl. No longer wanting to link. Herself to the rest of the world. That she was now biodegradable. Broken down naturally by. The force of a man. Dirty little white girl. Cause of lack of value. Exactly what waste is. Dirty little white girl. Not noticing that even waste. Feeling like another piece of. Paper tossed to the side. Loved and turned new.
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