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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: August 2006

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Friday, August 11, 2006. Can A Sista Catch Her Breath? Now, i was on a roll at least i thought i was. Pardon my absence but I went to the "crappiest place on earth" which has been dubbed "the happiest place on earth". I will speak on my trip there later cuz i am already behind in my post on ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL of my sites. and plus i owe someone a photo. So today I was in a car accident. WDH? But first things first. The PRICE WE PAY TO LOOK GOOD. He has an IL license why does he need a...

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: Purging of my soul

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, September 17, 2009. Purging of my soul. I wish I had taken the time to get to now you so that I could've really been your friend. Most of the time I felt like I was on the outside looking in. I thought you labeled me becasue you wanted to save face. I thought you were decided to waste time until she came back to take her place. I thought it was just a game for you which is why many did not know my name. So, in turn, I kept my feelings hidden. Mad you could not stay. But, ...

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: some realities

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, July 16, 2009. I wonder why it is so hard to accept the truth? To accept that you gave it your all and well, your all simply was not good enough. I wonder why it is so hard to just come right out and say, "yeah, i played you" and keep it moving. I mean at the end of the day it is what it is. But i am here.i'se a still climbing and a still moving forward. When a parent suffers from mental illness, it's very unlikely that their children will develop proper emotional connect...

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: The freedom of acceptance

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Wednesday, July 22, 2009. The freedom of acceptance. Boy am i cheesing today. i am free yall. i am so free. free of blame and guilt. free of childhood ghosts.just free. I have learned the power of accepting. i mean i know the serenity prayer but i mean who really understands how freeing it can be to really just let it go.the fear, the anxiety, the hate, and the hurt. Feelings are scary but guess what, we all have them. I have accepted that Dirty probably will never man up and take ...

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: November 2005

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, November 24, 2005. When things fall apart. So my gurl Nikki started it off w/her ghetto post (don't know how to add a link to text yet) and then i started talking to one of my nieces and she got me to thinking, classism really sucks esp. when you from the ghetto. Why/how do you find it comfortable enough to get high with your child? What does a 24 yr old have in common with a 13yr old? Can the cycle really be broken when you have no help? So what's the difference? So he u...

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: February 2006

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Monday, February 27, 2006. So this will most likely be a long post and it will most likely be my last post for some time. I will try and stay up with my fellow bloggers lives even though i won't be blogging. So i gots to thinking about how I am loving the new me.loving being confidence and sure of myself in MOST situations. Yeah, I am still avoiding some peeps. I Can be a lot of things. Matters of the heart. Posted by TRUTHZ @ 12:34 PM. Sunday, February 05, 2006. As we move forward...

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: CHITOWN's SE BABY

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, July 16, 2009. Coming full circle. it seems as if that's what's going on in my life right about now.things are coming full circle. It just clicked the other day as i was driving around this damned city's SouthEast side that i am a Southeast Baby. i hail from Berry Farms. ironic ain't it.well not hail but i did spend some of my earliest years there.but not when it was the eyesore that it is today. Well as much sense as nonesense can make. Posted by TRUTHZ @ 7:04 PM. What D...

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: i hate u, but i love you

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Monday, August 10, 2009. I hate u, but i love you. It doesn't make sense. The back and forth. Seems nobody ever gonna win. The pain seems like it subsides. Like the tides hitting the shore, but. Something always stirs it back up again. Simply put, i must walk away. I can't be Lot's wife. And long for the things that have to end. Or space and time. It doesn't seem to make a difference. My heart beats the fastest for you. Posted by TRUTHZ @ 4:06 PM. 0 Your 2 Cents:.

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: Ain't it funny

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Sunday, July 26, 2009. So i am a lil bit disturbed.why is it every time MY CHILD has something that you can't come but yet you claim him as family. but if one of the other kids have something, you rearrange your life to make sure you are there.matter fact, you have a fit if you aren't told about it. So why the pretense upset when you weren't told about his graduation? I mean if you could have taken off for that, why not his graduation party? Posted by TRUTHZ @ 10:02 PM.

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: Housekeeping

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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, July 16, 2009. I do believe that when i last blogged that i was doing a mini-series of some sort.well i will get back to it when time permits. See that's the devil's way, to let them climb up and then beat them when they almost to the top. So needless to say things have gotten a little rough over here. MY CHILD has been in and out and back in the hospital.and well that just drains me. But as always, the sun will and did come out. Posted by TRUTHZ @ 7:15 PM. 0 Your 2 Cents:.