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A Flowered Purse: October 2013
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Tuesday, October 15, 2013. On the side effects of my Zoloft, it didn't list the one about massive confusion that accompanies recovery. The stomach ache goes away, the sleepiness goes away, headaches go away.The confusion thus far hasn't. What was grey before is either black or white now and I've never had to make decisions based on black and white. Only grey, I suppose that's why I always stayed in the same rut. One day at a time, one moment at a time. I was very shocked for awhile and didn't know if it ...
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A Flowered Purse: August 2013
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Thursday, August 08, 2013. Well, I have suffered from anxiety, depression and panic attacks for about 20 years. I have been terrified of taking meds for that 20 years. I reached probably my lowest low I have had in a long while. I couldn't take anymore stress, depression.rejection. I was unable to cope. By the grace of God, He gave me the strength I needed to start taking the pills to get better. As I said above, my thinking is clearer which is really nice. It's like my brain is on vacation. I also have ...
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A Flowered Purse: December 2013
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013. 2013 has less than 6 hours left and I have really been contemplating this past year. I will say it was a huge year of personal growth for me, especially with my meds. God delivered me from so much emotional turmoil I was experiencing and now I feel as if I am who I really am. It's amazing to me the changes that have come my way. Troy enjoyed his second Christmas, Savannah and the boys enjoyed theirs. Have a wonderful New Year. Tuesday, December 10, 2013. They are the most biza...
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A Flowered Purse: Spring is springing
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Tuesday, March 11, 2014. Birds are singing and I CAN HEAR Them! Well, since I last posted I have moved into an apartment and my heart flutters with joy when I think about it. If I thanked God a million times for putting me here, it wouldn't be enough. You know that feeling that you get when you are in love, the butterflies? I get that here. When I look to my right out my window and see the view of the city. When I go into my bedroom and take a look around I have to take a second to pause and thank God.
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A Flowered Purse: Packing up and moving on
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Tuesday, December 10, 2013. Packing up and moving on. I started taking Zoloft back in August and I have had dream after dream about packing up all my stuff in my old houses and moving out. Sometimes it's the same house, sometimes it's a different house where I have lived. I see all my old stuff, I'm always in a hurry to pack it up because for whatever reason I have to quickly get out. Anyway, I love the dreams I have on my meds. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Isaiah 40:31.But they that wait upon...
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A Flowered Purse: July 2014
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Sunday, July 27, 2014. I promised my friend Melody that I would come blog about my amazing dream last night. She said I should blog it to remember it and look back on it. I have been taking Zoloft for almost a year and it blocks almost all my bad feelings. Every once in awhile they creep in, for the most part they stay gone. Alot of my feelings come out in dreams while I am asleep. I'm okay with that because at least I don't have to feel them. It was the best dream of my life and my God, my Papa was with...
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A Flowered Purse: March 2015
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Thursday, March 19, 2015. What a flipping winter. Well, this winter sucked. I haven't blogged at all.When do I have time? I have entered into a season in my life of sheer frustration. I am actually sitting here crying right now b/c my insides are all turned about from frustration. I have been sick with the flu to start with and I'm not sure that can ever end well. Before the flu, I was frustrated. NoI have no idea why this round of frustration. It's not fair that everything can be taken away and I'm trap...
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A Flowered Purse: My First 2014 Post!!
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Tuesday, January 28, 2014. My First 2014 Post! Slacking a bit on my once a month posts! Things have been hectic here and things are going great. Set to move on February 8 and can I get a praise God on that one! I won't have to look at the Gobbler's ugly shed, junk piles, junk cars anymore. Won't have to hear him fighting or shooting anyone anymore. Won't have to smell the awful smells that come from over there, have all his drug deals park in my yard. YAY! I just want peace and quiet! Cindy Lou Whoos blog.
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A Flowered Purse: Psalm 23
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Sunday, July 27, 2014. I promised my friend Melody that I would come blog about my amazing dream last night. She said I should blog it to remember it and look back on it. I have been taking Zoloft for almost a year and it blocks almost all my bad feelings. Every once in awhile they creep in, for the most part they stay gone. Alot of my feelings come out in dreams while I am asleep. I'm okay with that because at least I don't have to feel them. It was the best dream of my life and my God, my Papa was with...
