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Wednesday, October 14, 2009. I am having feeling of complete exhaustion. Slept the whole afternoon these few days. So much pressure that i dont even know how to deal with. Stopped smoking makes me feel extremely sick as well. My whole life gonna change. But i believe i am doing the correct thing, making the right choice. I really love my sister. Sorry that i shouted at you just now but. I hope you can really understand. Born on 23rd dec 1989. I am a young mummy! You're on your way. Gone with the wind.

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Sunday, November 30, 2008. Daddy just got me a hard disk. And waiting, waiting for my LG VIEWTY. Or Samsung F or k 480. YAY! So today overall was a dumb boring day. Woke up at 8, went to drum place to practice. Than head down to suntec to meet daddy. And finally i got my external hard disk, 250 gb. Worth 99.00 dollars. pssst its not a x'mas gift. AMEN! I want my skate shoooooooooeeess! Than went to daddy's canteen shop, took latte and seaweed. For tea. yahahahas! Freeeeeeeee ( : than head down to. Really...

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Monday, April 28, 2008. Well i don't know much but i feel it. SOMETHINGS GONNA HAPPEN SOON! There's nothing more for me to say. I'm Tired Of people pushing me around. I'm Tired Of the Things i have to put up with. I'm Tired Of putting up a fake smile and say everything A-OKAY! I'm Sick Of Lies. I'm Sick of telling lies that money is all i need. I want to do what i want. I want to be free. If there is something to tell me let me know. Sunday, April 27, 2008. Oh well. turned girly i suppose? I NEED TO O-T!

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008. Do i make a difference if im dead or not? Its been a week i guess. Well nothing in spectacular. Tired as ever, feeling blue as ever. Dont want to live for today nor tmr. I just want to walk away from the world. I dont want to say much anymore. Maybe its true one has its limits. Im pushing myself too much to care. To bother. really wonder do i make a difference. In anyone's life like weather im there or not no one knows. When i speak to anyone i dont feel the same. Mannnn. shoul...

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Sunday, March 30, 2008. Well last night i decided not to do tattoo le. Many say when i grow up a lil more will. Regret.so you know? Im afraid of regrets! Hahasso i decided only after getting. Married to someone who truly loves and. Freaking understands me.than i'll do. Bloody shit.slept at 2 am woke up at 4am. Slept at 6am woke up at 7am fell asleep at 7.45am. Woke up at 8 50 am than cant sleep le. For past 4 days issit something that is bothering my soul. Thursday, March 27, 2008. Of their mouth.OH ...

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007. Presents and more presents! But aint so sweet after all.sadly this year ain't too good. Anyways.hoping daddy would get me my computer soon! Hoping i can get my new phone soon! Trying to forget the past. Looking forward to the trip to england with adam! Mummy and daddy said if they win 4D, im on my way to england! I wanna go aus to! Sit my SUPERMAN ESCAPE! I can keep on dreaming cause it may not happen! Into the bank.i wanna win back all the money and heartpain! Sense that change...

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007. Wounded by good charlotte. Smiling on the outside. Hurt beneath my skin. My eyes are fading. My soul is bleeding. I'll try to make it seem okay. But my faith is wearing thin. So help me heal these wounds. They've been open for way too long. Help me fill this soul. Even though this is not your fault. All over your brand new rug. And I need someone to help me SEW them up. I only wanted a magazine. I only wanted a movie screen. I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed.

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Monday, December 29, 2008. Damiane is going from canada to india for a "class trip". I was laughing on the phone soooooooo hard. He was whining how racist he was. hahhas. gay fucker! Today is rather a gloomy tired day for me. Sunday, December 28, 2008. If you see your name or anything you will do, TAG! People who have been tagged must write their answers on. Their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.

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Thursday, February 28, 2008. When ever i see him. My mind just go blank. And i only see him alone,. Standing in front of me. All his jokes is fading now. And my heart is aching now. And all i want is him to be with me right now. Maybe we weren't meant to be. He's just so cold towards me. I don't know where i've gone wrong. Why is he treating me this way? Was it something i said. Was it something i did. Was it something else? What just did i do? The look in his eye. Is just too painful for me to see.