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dream on: 2010/03
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Wednesday, March 31, 2010. 喪禮．婚禮－－愛我就讓我跟你一同快樂. Posted by little nic. 由這篇blog開始，dream on正式跟facebook脫鉤。 原來，被facebook匯入的舉動，讓我在不知不覺間作出了自我審查，使自己原本屬於半私人的分享變得「親民」、變得「體面」；不敢寫一些可能會得罪某些人的文字，壓抑了那一刻我最需要的發洩。 即使給瀏覽的次數會大幅銳減，要讀的人總會來；我不用（也不要）把自己的事公告天下。 原來，找到定位，是件美事。 早前讀到友人為自己草擬的喪禮程序，安排得一絲不苟，生命中最重的人和事都融匯其中，好像一首Symphony的Grand Finale；在我看來，是壯觀的。 愛我就讓我跟你一同快樂，用最「你」的方式掛念我。 也有構思過自己（可能有）的婚禮；希望，可...Friday, March 12, 2010.
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dream on: 2010/04
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Sunday, April 18, 2010. Posted by little nic. 如果，你因為他（和我）是個罪人而不信他（和我）所信的神，我會覺得很可惜。 我相信，有一些認真做好見證的人，已經盡了力；有些跟本無心做的，也經已表了態。堅持用自己的尺度量別人的得失成敗，會令自己很「激心」。雄辯滔滔多數不會帶來真心悔改，好像加拉太書中的保羅－－「服到人把口服唔到人個心」；當人遇見神，就會真正對自己的罪深感懊悔，就會想跟祂一生一世。 然而，任何說法都可以成為「不做好見證」的擋箭牌，又或助長「繼續用自己的尺度量神、量人」的堅持。 耶和華卻對撒母耳說：「不要看他的外貌和他身材高大，我不揀選他。因為，耶和華不像人看人：人是看外貌；耶和華是看內心。」. 在早會中聽到老師說「遇見神」的元素：. 我們」，而不在於我們認識自己多少，或我們認識神多少. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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dream on: 2009/10
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Friday, October 23, 2009. Posted by little nic. 為了奬勵自己今早沒有因為想逃避而賴著不起床，就寫一篇「非學術文章」吧！ 每天陪伴上路的，是擱下了一段時間沒有聽的Stacey Kent，這次回歸卻成了癮，愈聽愈想逃離這個愈來愈缺氧的現實世界……. I wish I could go travelling again. It feels like the summer will never end. And I've had such good offers from several of my friends. I wish I could go travelling again. I want to sit in my shades, sipping my latté. Beneath the awning of a famous café.
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dream on: 由4095到-16
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Monday, April 11, 2011. Posted by little nic. 又是「上山下海的一星期」。 原以為不會成行的空想，因為有了同伴，事情就發生了。 原以為不能逾越的疆界，因為很想很想，天父就應允了。 花了一個早上清理髒亂的衣物，看著佈滿泥濘的那雙爬山鞋，感覺滿足。 小腿的肌肉仍殘留著lactic acid，海水的咸縈繞鼻尖。 一路上，想起了策叔的笑容，忍不住擁著同伴哭了。 高山反應最難受的那刻，我問神：「怎麼辦？」. 祂說：「控制不到的事，就由得它吧。讓身體按著它的步伐走。你看，你的身體花了很大的勁來跟你做朋友；它帶你來到了Laban Rata，你要相信它也會為你希望上Low's Peak的心而堅持到最後一刻。」. 一直以來，我吃得小心、睡得夠，還以為是自己忍讓著、跟身體做朋友。 Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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dream on: 2010/08
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Tuesday, August 31, 2010. Spur of the moment. Posted by little nic. All, were noted and recorded on the spur of the moment. Oh, i just haven't written so much in English for the longest time, although the more artistic side of me has always been an anglophone.). Monday, August 23, 2010. Posted by little nic. 星期一，踏上很久沒有走的「山頂專線」；回程抵達山腳時遇上滂沱大雨，慶幸帶了雨傘。 Monday, August 2, 2010. Posted by little nic.
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dream on: 2010/11
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Wednesday, November 24, 2010. Posted by little nic. Life has been rolling on its own hasty pace since the day i stepped off the plane and ended my 26 days retreat at my other home, Toronto. i realized i need to MAKE TIME for reflection, so here i am, albeit the mountain of errands and responsibilites keeps growing at this very moment, let me try to make an little effort living the Ignatius way.
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dream on: 2010/07
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Monday, July 19, 2010. Posted by little nic. 12300;愛情，沒有對與錯，只有真與假。」. 電視劇出現過無數次的對白；我就是喝這些奶水大的，差點被騙了。 也許，在「感受」的層面而言，它是對的；但我們似乎都忘記了，除了感受層面以外，我們的還有拍拖、分手、結婚、離婚等「行動」的層面。若說「拍拖沒有對與錯，只有真與假」、「分手沒有對與錯，只有真與假」，是不是有點不負責任？ 思前想後，還是讓自己blog一blog，讓情緒有個出口，讓感覺發聲。 我也明白，他並不是個人渣，真的。 昨天到現在，有兩首孫燕姿的歌不斷在我腦海給點播著，每當我想到你的時候。 12300;我不難過，這不算什麼，只是為什麼眼淚會流我也不懂……」. 12300;開始懂了嗎？」我問自己。 Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Studio Artist - Ka Co.
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dream on: 2009/09
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Wednesday, September 9, 2009. Posted by little nic. Yet the book he did publish that year, The critique of Pure Reason (1781), rocked the philosophical world and inagurated an intellectual tidal wave, the effects of which are still being felt.". 老火湯，要慢慢煲；但研究這煲湯未必個個想煲，也未必個個煲得成。讀了兩年，覺得自己似打邊爐多過煲湯；一班人，汆吓汆吓。不過，最後起碼有塊入味的蘿蔔。 Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Studio Artist - Ka Co.
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dream on: 2014/09
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Tuesday, September 2, 2014. Posted by little nic. 只想put it out there. 其實，我不明白，所以，我不想對你的事，指指點點. B是出於一種「看見」，收納了我這位飄洋遠行的孤兒. 這份孤獨，不是誰都看見；看見的也未必懂，懂的也未必能駕馭，能駕馭的也未必願意承擔. 所以橫越大半個地球去「遇上」B，是無意識地自找的緣份. 回頭，要學習面對因成長而來的種種「看見」和「明白」. 對所愛的人，無論情人､親人､或好姊妹，要學會釋懷，才能渡一世. Too much shell 也許就是指現在的狀態. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). 週六下午，捲縮在沙發上，灑滿陽光的房間，聽着爵士樂的貓……. View my complete profile. There was an error in this gadget.
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dream on: 2010/12
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It is better to have searched and lost than never to have searched at all. 另一分店．silly little things（我的自家手作）. Monday, December 13, 2010. Posted by little nic. 七月，仲夏，初次跟海洋世界打照面，一見鍾情；然後，一直無法以文字表達其中那份感動。 十月，微涼，回到生命中第二個家，探訪八年來沒有見面的白雪；在友人的電腦中找到一首歌，我以為自己又回到了海底的世界。 回港後一直忙，待落葉把最後一抺秋涼帶走，我才安然坐下，記錄潛水的心情，記錄那一首帶我回到海床的寧靜的歌。 Sigur Rós - Samskeyti (Heima). 初次聽到這首歌，我興奮得對身邊的朋友說：this is exactly how i felt when i went snorkling! Samskeyti可翻為'attachment'；在我而言，它訴說著心靈與海洋連在一起的故事。 Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Studio Artist - Ka Co.
