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好好学习,天天向上!: A hectic (but awesome) final weekend
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My summer in the Middle Kingdom. A hectic (but awesome) final weekend. Definitely the way to go for a Light Fellow studying second year Chinese, but only if he/she has the discipline to study hard at least some of the time. (This is assuming that said Light Fellow is actually interested in getting better at Chinese, which I discovered isn't necessarily true.). Grand Master - 108 Tongues, 中国制造团体, Bust Out! August 12, 2008 at 5:24 PM. James Ex-roomie. Tight use of connections! August 12, 2008 at 9:24 PM.
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好好学习,天天向上!: 倒数第二的 (Penultimate)
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My summer in the Middle Kingdom. I haven't posted any photos recently, so I guess I'll do that now. First, a question for the office people back at Yale: for those of us Light Fellows who have opted to keep a blog, is there a set of standards by which you judge the quality of our blogs, and which we must have followed in order to not have to write a final report? And now, my (possibly) final set of photos from China. Random photo of two laoshis. Guo Laoshi is really tall. Living the good life. A baby kan...
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taking me so much higher and leading me home: with my lightning bolts a'glowin'
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Taking me so much higher and leading me home. Fire, burning me up, desire. Wednesday, August 5, 2009. With my lightning bolts a'glowin'. In the midst of all this suffering and all of this torture, I've felt lost and questioned my basic beliefs in justice, in how everything works out, in finding happiness and in finding the brighter side of everything. Maybe that's what it is. Every thing works out not because life works out, but because if there's any fight in you, you find a way to make your life ma...
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taking me so much higher and leading me home: April 2009
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Taking me so much higher and leading me home. Fire, burning me up, desire. Thursday, April 23, 2009. The violins make no sound and i begin to feel the ground. I've gone back and forth between sad and happy, between resigned and optimistic, between understanding and mature and furious and angry. Nothing ever really makes sense though, not unless it's in a text book. So you know what I want? It should be me. I sit here and I honestly believe those words, for mainly selfish reasons. Wednesday, April 8, 2009.
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taking me so much higher and leading me home: eyes wide shut unopen
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Taking me so much higher and leading me home. Fire, burning me up, desire. Thursday, August 13, 2009. Eyes wide shut unopen. There will need to be someone to take care of them, someone to clean, someone to make sure they eat. Help is expensive. Or I'll have to be there to do it. They drive me crazy. I can't bear to be around them. I'm so resentful, I think I really need to see someone, because I just hate this. It's just, what about my life? What if I want to move in with someone? Everyone else deserves ...
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taking me so much higher and leading me home: January 2010
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Taking me so much higher and leading me home. Fire, burning me up, desire. Saturday, January 2, 2010. Crack the shutters open wide; i want to bathe in the light of day. Oh dear, it's 2010. This is so bizarre. It's like when I finally turned 18. It was surreal that I had reached a point I had been looking forward to for so long. I turn 21 in 21 days. It'll make life so much easier! It's also the last birthday that's really worth looking forward to. That's a bit sad, actually. I know that we forget the fea...
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taking me so much higher and leading me home: October 2008
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Taking me so much higher and leading me home. Fire, burning me up, desire. Thursday, October 16, 2008. Oh and i'm just waiting till the firing stops. I am sitting here munching on goldfish and wondering just why. How can people say I am so smart? I have largely gotten over my self-deprecation, at least, to a serious degree. But I swear, it is taking a lot to not just fill this page with caustic wit to tear myself apart. Stupid hormones. I blame you. It makes me being upset seem so stupid. It makes me...
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taking me so much higher and leading me home: July 2009
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Taking me so much higher and leading me home. Fire, burning me up, desire. Sunday, July 26, 2009. See, even just by writing that, I feel a bit better. Food time. Gonna get through this. I don't know what else to do other than write. Tuesday, July 21, 2009. We're only taking turns holding this world. Matt's never home (who can blame him) and I don't know how she'd cope. Taking the money away from him was suggested, but my mother can't be trusted to pay bills and my father would probably have even more...
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taking me so much higher and leading me home: my own two arms will carry you tonight, tonight
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Taking me so much higher and leading me home. Fire, burning me up, desire. Tuesday, August 4, 2009. My own two arms will carry you tonight, tonight. Maybe that's what this is, the waiting. I'm so impatient. I'd rather get everything done right now, right this second, I'd rather deal with bad things now then later. I guess what it comes down to is that I'm terrified of the unknown. Waiting is the most excruciating torture. I feel a little better. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Eyes wide shut unopen.