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The bird ain't actually sorrowful .. Its goverment conspiracy!: The coming of age

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Monday, October 26, 2009. The coming of age. A natural passage of time. Its really difficult for me to believe that in just one blink of an eye, 20 years of my life has come and gone just like that. I know nothing is going to be different, I will still live the same life that I am living now which in essence is the lifestyle of an adult. Why am I afraid? Geez, I wonder how I am ever going to work when I can even commit myself to go to school daily". I'm socially awkward around people my age. I guess I'm ...

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The bird ain't actually sorrowful .. Its goverment conspiracy!: October 2007

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Thursday, October 11, 2007. My left nut is biger than my left boob! ME IS THE SUPERMANZ. Has green nipples, like green lantern. Suddenly feel like farting. I actually. really like fat people, you know, for the sake of looking insanely anorexic next to them. SUPER ESTEEM BOOSTER! I think wonder woman is fat. My boyfriend's butt smells like rotten eggs. yea, total appetite wheter! Marge simpson's hair so the cool, always wanted a gf who has hair as blue and as high as hers. Do you seriously think its me?

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The bird ain't actually sorrowful .. Its goverment conspiracy!: Refreshing!

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008. Note: Not bothered to check grammar or spelling. Entry too damned long, eyelids too damned heavy. It has given me an opportunity to give my brains a well deserved rest. For the past two to three years, life has provided me with the most ridiculous and drastic chain of changes. Admittedly, it was not easy and pretty rocky at first but I guess I've pretty much adapted to the lifestyle of an adult. Surprisingly, I find the process a hell lot more enjoyable than I'd ever think it ...

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The bird ain't actually sorrowful .. Its goverment conspiracy!: June 2007

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Friday, June 22, 2007. I have absolutely nothing to say but my heartfelt apology. I was caught at my most vulnerable moment, and you had every right to be angry. As a matter of a fact, I appreciate how well you took it, because not everyone would have been as understanding as you were. Which reaffirms that it was a right choice for me to pursue you a year ago. In any case, I'm sorry I know you don't deserve this sort of thing. I don't even know what to say anymore but, I love you. ". Sunday, June 17, 2007.

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The bird ain't actually sorrowful .. Its goverment conspiracy!: September 2007

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Saturday, September 29, 2007. Do you remember what it was like, when we were nothing but mere little children? Frolicking alongside the meadow and lying under the stars. Okay, maybe that was a little exaggerated in a very Hollywood kind of way. Think back, to what it was like 10 years ago. (I'm assuming everyone is 18 years old. Yes, I'm presumptuous) Do you remember your dreams? Do you remember what was your ambition? Being literal all the time isn't fun. What happened to us? Its just the way society wo...

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The bird ain't actually sorrowful .. Its goverment conspiracy!: August 2007

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Sunday, August 26, 2007. Frantic heartbeat. .Excessively heavy breathing. .Much thoughts of contemplation. Take a deep breathe.". I murmured to myself. It doesn't help with the situation at all with the fact that the Senior Manager and Corporate Manager came all the way down from Singapore and alongside with them, they did not hesitate to bring his entire family down. I sure did enjoy my work back then. We were all friends, the part-timers and me. I felt like as though I was really helping people...And a...

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The bird ain't actually sorrowful .. Its goverment conspiracy!: Emotional Detachment

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Sunday, January 04, 2009. When a man has seen certain cruelty of life and how crude it could be at times once too many times, a man gradually loses his touch with emotions and slowly everything that is done is based solely on impulse and or logic. The man saw it as an edge in life as now, his decisions and actions will not be based emotions, which in some repetitive. Pattern of life always turns out to have a shitty consequence. But only secretly. Shhh, let's be quiet about this. With his swollen eyes, h...

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The bird ain't actually sorrowful .. Its goverment conspiracy!: May 2007

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Monday, May 14, 2007. At a point of life, perhaps way much more than just once we're being shoved down the throat with a feeling that we cant turn away, a feeling that's no less painful then have a painstaking burning needle thrusted right through the centre of our heart. No, this is not an emo post. Sorry to disappoint you. But the truth is, sometimes being depressed is such a convenient excuse to not do anything. Whatever it is that we lack proper performance in we can simply say. Memoirs of a Kancil.

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The bird ain't actually sorrowful .. Its goverment conspiracy!: January 2008

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008. I truly hate how society of the current time has a very high tendency of generalizing people. Though most have not said it in a form of words (and some have) I know there are large number of people out there who looks at me with their disgusting condescending eyes. Eyes that speak the cruel words that Im never going to be good enough just because I'm a mere highschool graduate. Towards society, or perhaps myself. These people don't know better". It may not be but I guess that's...