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siren songs of the shipwrecked: I live by dying....
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Tuesday, August 24, 2010. I live by dying. My life is moving forward. Rene is leaving, thus creating space for me to work at the church, I should be starting there sometime soon,. And life goes on. Rene is leaving, Marcus left, I will have no guy friends left here. I guess my prayers that G-d would grow Michele ever closer together have been answered,. And life goes on. And life goes on. I'm truly happy. Thank you G-d. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Http:/ sirsamvimes.blogspot.com/. I live by dying.
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siren songs of the shipwrecked: October 2009
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Saturday, October 31, 2009. The Real Victim Here. Get on your dancing shoes. I heard there's a party down at the local crime scene. Try and ignore the police line,. Its more of a formality. Never mind the chalk outline. Never mind that here innocence died. Just make sure the music keeps on playing. And try not to look at blood on the ground. The real victim here was love. The real victim here was love. Oh my God, it was you. You hold the past like a gun. And you pulled the trigger. Links to this post.
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siren songs of the shipwrecked: June 2009
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009. Carry on prophets, There is no church to see. There is no hope here. Your stain glass window is covered in blood. Weight on the world. At the foot of a crucifix. Statues dont move much. Inject the morphine in the neck of your infants. Their cries are distracting half hearted prayers. Do like how your hymnals are covered in vomit? Dont break the silence. And dont ask questions. Rue of mass is broken by screaming. Your alter is covered in blood. The blood is on your hands. We will...
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siren songs of the shipwrecked: February 2010
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Thursday, February 25, 2010. I wanted to paint you a picture. One whose colors could express the pain my life has held. And the joy it now contains. But I could find no brushes to put to my canvas. And I was never really good at painting. I wanted to write you a song. One whose melody could carry my soul along with it. As your ears drank in the sound. But my hands could not form the notes and chords. And no music came from my guitar. I then wanted to write you a beautiful poem. But I wrote this instead.
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siren songs of the shipwrecked: June 2010
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Wednesday, June 16, 2010. I screwed up today and decided to visit old habits. I wasted a little bit more of my life on porn. I felt terrible. I called up Michele and begged her forgiveness. And she forgave me. Then as I tried to understand her love and grace for me, I said "I don't deserve you.". What she said next made me cry. She said "Yes you do". I am not worthy of her love and forgiveness. I am not worthy of G-d's love and forgiveness. But their love makes me worthy. You are made worthy.
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siren songs of the shipwrecked: January 2010
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Sunday, January 31, 2010. Maybe theres a light at the end of the tunnel after all, and it might not be an oncoming train. I met a girl at a party tonight, we clicked really well, when she got home at 1:30 am she added me on facebook. This is the happiest I've been all week, i'm not saying my happiness hangs on some girl, but still. Its a nice end to a crappy week. Still in mourning over Tyler. Rest In Peace dude. We blew into town, and I wasted my virginity on some cantankerous whore". It gonna be fun.
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siren songs of the shipwrecked: love
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Thursday, February 25, 2010. I wanted to paint you a picture. One whose colors could express the pain my life has held. And the joy it now contains. But I could find no brushes to put to my canvas. And I was never really good at painting. I wanted to write you a song. One whose melody could carry my soul along with it. As your ears drank in the sound. But my hands could not form the notes and chords. And no music came from my guitar. I then wanted to write you a beautiful poem. But I wrote this instead.
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siren songs of the shipwrecked: so this is what I have so far....
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Monday, February 8, 2010. So this is what I have so far. This is super rough draft of part of chapter 1. just so you know. The teacher looked down with a worried expression "Do something about what? Exasperated and annoyed at his teacher's obvious ignorance he shouted " Rachel is going to get hurt? Then suddenly pressed with the knowledge that the rock was about to fall, he ran "Hurt? Saul got free ice cream for a week from the cafeteria, Rachel did too, just as a matter of principle. I love that game!
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siren songs of the shipwrecked: Updates and thoughts
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Thursday, May 13, 2010. I have a girlfriend, her name is Michele and I am ridiculously blessed to have her. I've been working at a vinyard on and off, I work on whats called a 400 euro basis, which means I can only earn 400 euros in a month, (which is the maximum I can earn without having to pay taxes) but because I work 9 hour days and get 6.50 an hour I burn through that pretty quick. I'm hammering out all the details for school and should be starting in September. I've taught twice in the last few wee...
