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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: May 2010
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Friday, May 7, 2010. Oh My, i haven't been posting anything positive for such a long time already. i've gotta stop sulking too much. Ok so here goes, my attempt on trying to be positive. And another thing, i'm still over-sensitive about everything and anything that happens around me. When someone i know started acting weird i start thinking "was it something i've done or said? Unless it's something that i've done directly to that person then i should feel guilty. =).
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: January 2010
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Saturday, January 23, 2010. I knew but i did it anyway,. Back on the single list. Because the relationship was based on lies anyway. and the fact that i know what will happen and i do it anyway proves that i'm either desperate or just wanted to prove something. Now she's already lost it all. can't even think properly anymore. she quit school, and going to leave this country perhaps forever. because of the broken relationship. Girls compared to guys are similar yet differe...
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: April 2010
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Monday, April 26, 2010. The human organ which is responsible for so many messed up things in this world. Pair it up with words, which everyone seemed to have their own interpretation and everything we say becomes messed up = =". Everyone seeks comfort every now and then. They need someone to reassure them that they're alright. And their statements are right too. Without much of a consideration of the 2nd party in the conversation. So i'm the selfish one you say? Friday, A...
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: December 2011
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Friday, December 23, 2011. At any time, people come to me, drain my attention, then leave when they have enough of what they're looking for. Nobody ever stick around because they want to be a friend. Sure, they say this and that. But it's all about them. That's all there ever was. Them. Was the the way i behave? Was it what I wore? Was it what i said? Is that all people can think about? They say other people don't understand them? Why can't anyone see the problem? Sometim...
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: June 2010
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Wednesday, June 23, 2010. My Sanctuary, My Prison. Their eyes they stare at me,. But when I look back they turn away,. Their words they point at me,. But when I'm there they all stayed quiet! My sanctuary is also my prison,. The place I feel,. So alive is,. Also the place I feel trapped! In a prison where i'm not wanted,. In my sanctuary where I feel safe,. I'm trampled on like dirt on the ground,. Here my free will is banished. So different are these two places,. Well an...
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: August 2010
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Tuesday, August 31, 2010. August 31, 2010. But I don't know. I just can't get my mind to accept that fact. Am I not making good use of all the things provided? Am I taking things for granted? Am I waiting for a life and death situation then will i change? I tried to change but it is not good enough. As much as I say i'd never be unhappy alone. I guess some things can't be accomplished alone. How much longer can I keep wearing this mask. . Thursday, August 26, 2010. All in...
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: When All I Have Are My Thoughts
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Saturday, December 3, 2011. When All I Have Are My Thoughts. This has been my blog title for quite some time now, I can't recall the other names I used for my blog, but this one probably have the deepest meaning to me. When All I Have Are My Thoughts". Why did I name is as such? Because, in the past, all I really have are my thoughts, this blog act as an external part of my thought, like, if a thought cannot be seen, this blog act as an entity so that it could be seen.
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: October 2010
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Wednesday, October 20, 2010. October 20, 2010. Re-activating my blogging mood? Seems like it, because I'm blogging again aren't I? Heh it's probably the same reason I've been blogging in the past. To find some peace of mind by letting go of the things that are bothering my mind. Monday, October 18, 2010. October 18th, 2010. Why are you mad at me for? I tried to change. I'm trying to study hard, I'm trying to achieve good grades. But even so, nothing I do or get ev...All t...
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: July 2011
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Sunday, July 17, 2011. No matter how long I've left, you're still here, you're always here. So how shall I describe my life? I never had the chance to know. Who am I in the family? Relationships, friends. Another story of my life that is empty. I never know what it's like to have friends. Someone I can talk to about all these suffering I've kept to myself. Everyone else have their own circle of friends. Who am I if not an outsider? So, have I not made myself clear enough?
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts: November 2011
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When All I Have Are My Thoughts. Wednesday, November 30, 2011. So today marks the last day of November, tomorrow will mark the beginning of December. Time sure does fly by really fast. It don't matter if you're having fun or not, but time will always pass us by. 1 Bring the car for the regular maintenance. Did I successfully do so? Yes, although I was slightly late to do it and passed the recommended mileage for maintenance. However, it is still done. So it's a success. Did I successfully do so? So, I've...
