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No Permanent Solutions: October 2011
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Monday, October 31, 2011. I don't think any of those pictures of me are really true at all but I'd say the high schooler is probably the closest to who I actually was at the time. Today, I'm certainly not innocent nor do I think I'm all that naive. I enjoy freeing myself of drama and have a taste for the simplest of entertainment. People usually assume I've always been this way. Why wouldn’t they? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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No Permanent Solutions: December 2011
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Tuesday, December 27, 2011. It’s easy to see on paper. Probably should have just put some ice on my neck and napped for a half an hour. Ha! Most of all, a bit of stability has entered my life in 2011 and it feels so good! Tuesday, December 13, 2011. 8221; They asked me why and I excitedly said “I’ve got to get dressed and I’m going to fail me test today! My sister and I decided we were going to measure our bodies from head to toe,...
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No Permanent Solutions: August 2012
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Tuesday, August 14, 2012. The meaning of my tears. I’m a total crier. It’s how I process a lot of things. Not only do I cry at the sad, difficult and lonely times, I cry at the happy too and the exciting and the inspirational. I believe I have proven beyond much reasonable doubt that I come by my tears biologically. This morning I woke up in pain and lot of it. I was unable to grab strength from all the things I CAN do. The look w...
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No Permanent Solutions: October 2012
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Friday, October 12, 2012. While I've been away. I got a new job and have been in my new role for over a month now. It's a lot of the same daily duties as my last job, but a completely different schedule and company culture. So far I hate it and am totally stressed out. I have broken down four times at work. Eeek! So all this and I just feel like I'm on the learning train. My life is full and amazing and changing! CA, United States.
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No Permanent Solutions: November 2011
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Tuesday, November 29, 2011. My first Thanksgiving as an in-law. Of their own babies. Also, my d a. D and his siblings grew up in a machine shop and their mother went deaf young so shouting is talking to them. Again, it’s a lot of noise. Who knew three people could be more tiring to mingle with than 50? So clearly, I was feeling overly sensitive and out of touch. Thursday, November 17, 2011. I’m going to be the next…. 1 Drivers tha...
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No Permanent Solutions: A MIRACLE IN DISGUISE - well not really but seems I was fooled!
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Friday, April 26, 2013. A MIRACLE IN DISGUISE - well not really but seems I was fooled! Been gone a while… and now I’m pregnant. My last post was dated December 21. I found out I was pregnant on December 26. Now I’m 22 weeks pregnant, and my oh my has it been a journey thus far! I don’t like being pregnant. I don’t understand women that say they enjoy it. Saying I ‘felt. Fat’ was a gross understatement. So that was highlight #1.
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No Permanent Solutions: May 2013
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Thursday, May 9, 2013. 8220;I woke up at X:XXam, got out of bed, went to the bathroom, went back to change my clothes, and umm…” Buzz! I just remember it really clearly because it was such a great challenge. One summer we all had to earn $100 in spending money to take on a trip to Hawaii. In my active alcoholism and addictions my daily goal was to just get ‘there’, meaning anywhere but where I was. The strange thin...No amount of ...
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No Permanent Solutions: March 2012
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Monday, March 26, 2012. I’ve been inspired. Thousands of times in my life. It seems like with that many moments of inspiration, I should be walking around forever inspired. I’m not. In order for that to happen I would need a constant stream of new influences and arousals. It’s what I began seeking in addiction. It does make sense though, and the book Siddhartha. I hope you have a few things that inspire you. Friday, March 23, 2012.
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No Permanent Solutions: January 2012
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Tuesday, January 31, 2012. When tired takes over…. I got so physically exhausted that on Tuesday of last week I actually heard high pitched screeching in my head. Tuesday! That’s ridiculous by the way- I can’t sleep because I’m too tired? It becomes unmanageable in a hurry and I have found only one cure. Sleep. My family pokes fun at me by calling me a professional sleeper. It’s what I do best! Every doctor I’ve ever seen fo...
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No Permanent Solutions: February 2012
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My version of why I'm still alive and how I live. Trudging happy and free. Friday, February 10, 2012. The power of it is amazing. When I first started typing I didn’t feel up to the task and now I feel like I could write forever! Truth is I have to or I get all sick and stupid in the heart and head, but it’s such an experience that I see it as a privilege. I get to see and experience my life in an entirely different light than ever before and then I get to show others a whole new view of me. Going shoppi...