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Optimus monologue: October 2013

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Dark and long, self-sarcastic, nihilistic, thoughtful, overanalyzing, obsessive compulsive, dreaming, passionate, tiresome, restless, seeking. Saturday, October 05, 2013. Am I an introvert? An obnoxious overtalkative person? How can I present myself? Should I even position myself into a strict category? Is it even defined well or makes sense? The new mantra however is that shyness is not introversion, or that you can actually be shy and extroverted. Am I shy and a hiding extroverted instead? It's not tha...

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Optimus monologue: I love the dreadful feeling of deleting stuff

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Dark and long, self-sarcastic, nihilistic, thoughtful, overanalyzing, obsessive compulsive, dreaming, passionate, tiresome, restless, seeking. Friday, September 12, 2014. I love the dreadful feeling of deleting stuff. And then I might be killing some random blogs I opened outside blogspot. Some soup.io and some tumblr and more if I can remember the password. Or just leave them. Why not leave them you'd say? Just a clean up,. copied image in soup.io, no original content. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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Optimus monologue: August 2014

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Dark and long, self-sarcastic, nihilistic, thoughtful, overanalyzing, obsessive compulsive, dreaming, passionate, tiresome, restless, seeking. Friday, August 29, 2014. Don't blame other things to excuse yourself from acting". You are just sitting there, doing nothing other than excusing yourself. How do you expect to improve? Whatever you say is just an excuse to avoid dealing with the problem.". And the pitiful loser way. An "excuser" is not a person who can simply. Just stop smoking, damn it! Is an exc...

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Optimus monologue: Triangle of my life

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Dark and long, self-sarcastic, nihilistic, thoughtful, overanalyzing, obsessive compulsive, dreaming, passionate, tiresome, restless, seeking. Monday, October 27, 2014. Triangle of my life. I just thought about this, even just for fun. I am into gaming cycle for weeks maybe (especially with Borderlands the Pre-Sequel and maybe a little bit of Legend of Grimrock 2). I do, everyday, want to return back to other things, either creative stuff or taking care of other parts of my life. Subscribe to: Post Comme...

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Optimus monologue: Excuses against "excuses".

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Dark and long, self-sarcastic, nihilistic, thoughtful, overanalyzing, obsessive compulsive, dreaming, passionate, tiresome, restless, seeking. Friday, August 29, 2014. Don't blame other things to excuse yourself from acting". You are just sitting there, doing nothing other than excusing yourself. How do you expect to improve? Whatever you say is just an excuse to avoid dealing with the problem.". And the pitiful loser way. An "excuser" is not a person who can simply. Just stop smoking, damn it! Is an exc...

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Optimus monologue: Convergence

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Dark and long, self-sarcastic, nihilistic, thoughtful, overanalyzing, obsessive compulsive, dreaming, passionate, tiresome, restless, seeking. Saturday, July 06, 2013. It's more than three months I started with my new job here in Glasgow. I already imagine how my life will be like in the future. For the moment I have all I want, a good job that provides me with what I was missing, financial support and independence. I am at my rented flat, enjoying my time completely alone and free. Or some new hobby?

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Optimus monologue: Introvert or not?

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Dark and long, self-sarcastic, nihilistic, thoughtful, overanalyzing, obsessive compulsive, dreaming, passionate, tiresome, restless, seeking. Saturday, October 05, 2013. Am I an introvert? An obnoxious overtalkative person? How can I present myself? Should I even position myself into a strict category? Is it even defined well or makes sense? The new mantra however is that shyness is not introversion, or that you can actually be shy and extroverted. Am I shy and a hiding extroverted instead? It's not tha...

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Optimus monologue: November 2014

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Dark and long, self-sarcastic, nihilistic, thoughtful, overanalyzing, obsessive compulsive, dreaming, passionate, tiresome, restless, seeking. Tuesday, November 04, 2014. I have missed this feeling. That nightly feeling (nightly, does this word exist? Sounds cute though). Getting absorbed into writing thoughts that matter in the darkness of my room (or an internet cafe, lol), while the same depressive music is playing all over again and again (I was strangely listening to some ebm remix of creep. One of ...

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Optimus monologue: I have missed this feeling.

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Dark and long, self-sarcastic, nihilistic, thoughtful, overanalyzing, obsessive compulsive, dreaming, passionate, tiresome, restless, seeking. Tuesday, November 04, 2014. I have missed this feeling. That nightly feeling (nightly, does this word exist? Sounds cute though). Getting absorbed into writing thoughts that matter in the darkness of my room (or an internet cafe, lol), while the same depressive music is playing all over again and again (I was strangely listening to some ebm remix of creep. One of ...