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Jiyuu: Mind Over Matter, I Wish
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Just another one of my facades. Monday, December 10, 2012. Mind Over Matter, I Wish. Does it sound like I'm trying to commit suicide? Well, the part of my brain that thinks is trying to convince the part of my brain that reacts that this is NOT suicide. Its totally safe. To demonstrate this point to myself, I go to a plank of wood laying on the floor slab. I walk on it, back and forth, finally skipping on one leg before I jump off. See? It's so high,. It's got railings, I won't fall,. The tingling starte...
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Jiyuu: November 2010
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Just another one of my facades. Saturday, November 13, 2010. There and Back Again. Today I went to my youngest brother and sister's school for their end of the school year majlis penyampaian hadiah. Yusof, who is in Primary 5, got number one in his class while Betty Jane, who is Primary 1, was doing the chicken dance. I, who am freeloading, was ordered to go and be camera-person. And so I found myself hovering uncertainly near the plastic chairs labeled ' ibu bapa. Those awards don't mean a thing at all.
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Jiyuu: August 2012
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Just another one of my facades. Monday, August 27, 2012. You just stood there screaming. I had to get out of the house. I just had to. I texted Wani, asking her what she was doing. Wani replied. She just moved into her new place and was cleaning it for habitation. I set off for Wani's. You just stood there screaming. Fearing no one was listening to you. You insist that the weight of the world. Should be on your shoulders. The car I reversed into. The bank cards I lost. Be a cartoon heart,. You're smother...
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Jiyuu: Internal GPS
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Just another one of my facades. Wednesday, February 8, 2012. Everything that you know is as wrong as the next. So you hold on to something and hope for the best. But we're all like that, aren't we? We're all confused. We're all scared. And none of us have any idea what we're doing here, really. Take this post - when I composed it in my head it was very different (it was much better). Then I decided to start it off with a bit from Travis' I know nothing. What am I doing? But that's life, isn't it? What i ...
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Jiyuu: Air Pollution
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Just another one of my facades. Monday, August 27, 2012. You just stood there screaming. I had to get out of the house. I just had to. I texted Wani, asking her what she was doing. Wani replied. She just moved into her new place and was cleaning it for habitation. I set off for Wani's. You just stood there screaming. Fearing no one was listening to you. You insist that the weight of the world. Should be on your shoulders. The car I reversed into. The bank cards I lost. Be a cartoon heart,. You're smother...
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Jiyuu: May 2010
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Just another one of my facades. Friday, May 7, 2010. Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jiyuu! Finding Jiyuu on Christmas morning is believed to bring good luck! It's bad luck for a flag to touch Jiyuu. Birds do not sleep in Jiyuu, though they may rest in her from time to time. Julius Caesar wore a laurel wreath to cover up Jiyuu. Only 55 percent of Americans know that the sun is made of Jiyuu! Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are Jiyuu. It is bad luck to walk under Jiyuu.
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Jiyuu: August 2010
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Just another one of my facades. Monday, August 9, 2010. One important thing gamers learn is that before. You enter the boss fight, stock up and save your game. In the event of your defeat, load from last save point and use what knowledge you gained fighting it to win. In the case where you are incapable of beating the boss, one option is to go online and get some tips from a walkthrough. And that is how a gamer can always. Too bad you can't say the same for Life. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Jiyuu: June 2012
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Just another one of my facades. Monday, June 25, 2012. You're So Full of Shit. I've been cynical lately. Maybe its a side effect of the post-surgical meds I'm on. Maybe I've been hampered by negative influences. Heck, maybe I should. Be cynical. So much shit has been going on lately. So there. I'm going to talk about shit. Have you ever been constipated? It sucks. Its like having a destiny that you just can't fulfill. You feel. But not for lack of trying. Oh, no. Did I say blood? I flip through beauty ma...
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Jiyuu: March 2011
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Just another one of my facades. Wednesday, March 30, 2011. Jiyuu Will Face an Army of Mugen If She Refuses to Listen to Brain. You've got to manage. I refuse to sympathize. And get to work. You're on your own now. We won't save you. And if you complain once more. You'll face an army of me. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Time for My Live. I'm stuck in an elevator with Dante. He hasn't busted us out yet so I guess he's enjoying it. Refer to blog to find out. Readers' perception may vary.
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Jiyuu: The miles to go before I sleep....
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Just another one of my facades. Wednesday, October 24, 2012. The miles to go before I sleep. I was driving home from work late one evening. Rain was falling in a drizzle, chilling the air. The rain droplets cut a million shimmery threads in the beam of my car headlights. Weary from the day's toil, I drove slowly, my thoughts thick and jumbled. I navigated the narrow kampung. The other car, a white MPV of some kind, lowered its window revealing a glaring, bespectacled man with dark skin. Ada kon kat depan,.
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