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Light and learnings | a cub gets lost in the wild
https://ateddy.wordpress.com/2010/08/05/light-and-learnings
A cub gets lost in the wild. About a bear…. August 5, 2010 in Teddy. It’s been a week of learning. I’ve finally realised that I’m a garden variety human, perfectly broken yet whole in every way, what a dichotomy! It’s taken a long long time but I’m finally finding comfort in the skin I’m in right now, it’s a fluid process though and I’m grateful that every question I’ve ever asked myself can be answered again and again without ever being wrong. I make mistakes and have regrets, I can have sharp edges and...
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A box and leaps of faith | a cub gets lost in the wild
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A cub gets lost in the wild. About a bear…. A box and leaps of faith. April 14, 2010 in Teddy. I realised recently that I will be homeless and on the road for at least another 12 months. If my plans become realised I will move away from Australia destined for a chilly city called Leeds by about this time next year. I’m riding, jumping and rolling upon a leap of faith in the arms of a girl with curls and light eyes I met two weeks before leaving India. I’m so damned happy I want to puke. Lost at E Minor.
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To thine own self be true… | a cub gets lost in the wild
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A cub gets lost in the wild. About a bear…. To thine own self be true…. September 16, 2010 in Teddy. Maybe I’m just not that brave. This middle ground of gender has proved exhausting and I can’t keep up anymore. This process of wax and wane has thrilled, empowered and dismantled me. My spirit may not require a gender but my form kinda seems to. I feel different, I need new boundaries and I’m ridiculously on heat! My tribe…please be kind yet honest. I’m landing. Have my hips changed? Wow are my arms looki...
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And then he was 6 months… | a cub gets lost in the wild
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A cub gets lost in the wild. About a bear…. And then he was 6 months…. March 18, 2011 in Teddy. So it’s been a while since I spoke here hey? I’ve been saving this one up in my mind, marinating over the possibilities as time has ticked by. And here I am, 6 months on and my life has flipped and fumbled and begun (yet) again. I’ve been recording my process on video and posting them here. I know that if I hadn’t, I wouldn’t see any physical changes! A bear is born – a list. Did someone say Massive Cock?
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Try it, it’s nice… | a cub gets lost in the wild
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A cub gets lost in the wild. About a bear…. Try it, it’s nice…. August 1, 2010 in Teddy. It’s the smallest things that do it, a combined number of tiny gestures, words and offerings that almost hurt as my heart pushes beyond it’s tired, barbed walls. Yes, this is a love story although the English language regularly let’s me down in this regard as words can’t quite express…I shall give it a burl though. Yeah that is right, but she completes me anyway so there! I spent two months pining. Gross! I’d s...
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A cub is who? | a cub gets lost in the wild
https://ateddy.wordpress.com/2010/04/27/acub
A cub gets lost in the wild. About a bear…. A cub is who? April 27, 2010 in Teddy. So the words come again after being taken for ransom by a girl. My words flow elsewhere in love and lullaby as this blog goes into drought. The settling back into a Sydney skin is taking time while my heart yearns and my fingertips reach out to Dharamshala. Yet I am here, yet who am I? If you fancy but allow me to fast forward. Not once did I pass! I came face to face with my demons in India. I realised how my actions ...
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a cub gets lost in the wild | Page 2
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A cub gets lost in the wild. About a bear…. April 4, 2010 in Teddy. Perhaps it is jet-lag, I feel quite alert though. I feel so loved, held, valued and wanted. My adventures warm the hearts of others and I was missed, really missed! The heart of this ‘hood appears to have grown fonder and it’s beautiful. I’m a goner. A train, a life, a wave goodbye. March 30, 2010 in Travelling Bear. The packed sleeper carriage slinks into Kollam station and halts, it’s 3pm and the heat of the day pours itself into...
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It’s heart related i’m sure… | a cub gets lost in the wild
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A cub gets lost in the wild. About a bear…. It’s heart related i’m sure…. April 7, 2010 in Teddy. In these moments I figure that I either write or start swinging, today I choose the former. To be fair I’ve never actually chosen the latter but the thought is dramatic enough for me to be propelled into action. I’m back in the throng and it’s overwhelming. The erotic energy of these quiet ghetto backstreets is leaving a bruise upon me yet I have nothing to give. I’m elsewhere even ...This ‘bit’ ...Enter you...
