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miss-teaze-ism: in the now
http://mtism.blogspot.com/2007/05/in-now.html
Saturday, May 26, 2007. Where did it go? Time flew past me so quickly. It's taking so much and giving so little. i don't understand that. There are more questions to be answered and more things that need to be done. But when does it stop? Is there really a destination? Or is it supposed to be a journey all our lives? Who ever said that better necessarily means "happy". And how do you know for sure that it IS what WILL make you happy. then does it end there? Or will there be a need for more happiness?
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miss-teaze-ism: donni
http://mtism.blogspot.com/2004/09/donni.html
Thursday, September 02, 2004. It's 10:30am and my phone started to vibrate. it was Donni again. I've only had 5 hours of sleep. I was hungover, tired, groggy, and the sunlight was giving me a headache. I thought since he was calling so early in the morning and that he tried calling me last night that whatever he had to say should be important. I picked up the phone and greeted him, "wasuk? She responded, "Is this Thea? Donni's friend from Brent? Discreetly, i answered, "Yes.". This was a joke, right?
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miss-teaze-ism: in my dreams, all is good
http://mtism.blogspot.com/2005/09/in-my-dreams-all-is-good.html
Saturday, September 03, 2005. In my dreams, all is good. He casually sat down next to me on the sand. We both just glanced at each other quickly, exchanged a friendly nod with a smile, and at the same time just looked away and stared out into the open sea. We've never been to the beach together." he said. I looked at him again, smiled, and replied, "I know.". There was silence for a while until he started again, "I heard about what happened. Are you okay? And then i realized i had spoken too soon. I can'...
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miss-teaze-ism: January 2005
http://mtism.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_archive.html
Thursday, January 13, 2005. I used to dance. It was the love of my life. It was my passion. Anything and everything about it made me happy. Dancing brought me to my "happy place". It made life easier for me. dancing was my exit,. From a world i no longer wanted to be in. I met some of my closest friends through dancing. yea. i used to dance. When i was pregnant (oh no, here we go again), i gained 60 pounds. When i hit the 25-30 pound weight gain mark, it made it almost impossible to dance. The party anim...
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miss-teaze-ism: uh... wut?!
http://mtism.blogspot.com/2005/09/uh-wut.html
Friday, September 09, 2005. Can somebody please tell me why all the info on my sidebar decided they wanted to chill at the bottom of my page? I swear, i didn't touch anything so i have no idea why it moved. I'm completely internet and html retarded too so it's not like i know what's going on. Help would be very much appreciated. Thank you. Posted by -t. @ 4:38 PM. At Friday, September 23, 2005 at 4:21:00 PM GMT 8. At Friday, September 23, 2005 at 4:42:00 PM GMT 8. Interesting. My blog is just about m...
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miss-teaze-ism: I.D.I.O.T
http://mtism.blogspot.com/2005/07/idiot.html
Friday, July 08, 2005. Idealistic Dreamer Instantly Optimistic and Trustworthy. I've been an idiot. How could i let myself go through all that again? Because it was good at the time? Because for a few glorious moments, nothing else mattered in the world but "us"? When am i ever gonna learn. that something so good, exceptionally great even, can only be shortlived. I live in a dream world, that's why. Why does it matter if people are all up in our business? Easier said than done, right? Something that fits...
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miss-teaze-ism: allow me to re-introduce myself...
http://mtism.blogspot.com/2007/06/allow-me-to-re-introduce-myself.html
Monday, June 11, 2007. Allow me to re-introduce myself. It's been almost 2 years since i've written anything. I feel as if this person has completely morphed into someone else. No longer are these issues a weight on my shoulders. Wow, such a thing of the past. I have grown tremendously in the past 2 years. I've left some characteristics behind and have locked up memories, never again to be dwelled upon. I'm the new ME. With that said. i'm thinking about writing again. Insanity, i tell you.
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miss-teaze-ism: September 2004
http://mtism.blogspot.com/2004_09_01_archive.html
Wednesday, September 29, 2004. Gone are the days when kids could play out in the street. Gone are the times when walking alone at night was absolutely safe. How many places still have families who sleep at night with their front door left unlocked? This is the world we live in? We're all living in fear. Even if we don't think about it everyday or it's not something that we worry about constantly, at one time or another, we are fearful of what could possibly be out there. And hits his head on something?
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miss-teaze-ism: i'm only human
http://mtism.blogspot.com/2005/08/im-only-human.html
Sunday, August 14, 2005. Hey, i'm only human. It's been a few weeks since i last published anything. Not that i haven't written anything. just not anything worth sharing for the world to see. I was under the impression that if it wasn't anything motivating, inspirational, or productive that it wasn't worth posting up. I'm not one to bitch about certain aspects of my life. so i didn't do it. To be honest, the past few weeks of my life have been one chaotic whirlpool. To put it bluntly- - it was a mess.
