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王者风范: 09/2014
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Monday, 22 September 2014. 正好吃完了 burger 宵夜,刚才完成任务回家时忍不住买了,肥死我。 昨天接到 Yen 的电话,她问我要不要 be a charity event videographer ,刚好这个 event 在 Klang 举办,Diploma tutor Ms Jacey 也是负责人之一。 我的答案一样: I have no confidence. 要谢谢 Yen 的鼓励,她尝试说服我说不太需要什么很厉害的技巧,就只需 document the whole event for organiser's internal reference 。 I really want to take the job because I wanna learn,但是很怕毁了,更何况当我详细问清楚之后才知道他们 look for 1 videographer only ,这种压力叫我怎么可能背这责任。 我问 Yen ,如果找到人了我可不可以也跟去学习,她爽快地答应了,于是我开始找人帮忙。 想说找一些有经验 DOP 的人一起去,看看可不可以学到什么。 Director Timo...
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王者风范: 07/2014
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Sunday, 27 July 2014. Posted by Jasslyn Ong. 0 有话想说 Say Something. Labels: ♥心心相印♥. Sunday, 20 July 2014. 19/07/2014 是个值得纪念的日子。这一天让我更确定,我是个幸福的孩子。 Diploma Convocation,本来真的很不像出席,可是最后很庆幸,我来了。 原本的想法是,反正都继续念 Degree 了,不如等 Degree 毕业也是一样。 问了家人的意见,他们像发现新大陆一样问我为什么不要出席,我当下很无言,纯粹认为没这个必要。 爸爸妈妈就说,如果没有撞到大卖,他们就要出席。 然后想太多,我想到万一 *touch wood* 未来发生什么不幸的事,我是不是连一张值得让父母光荣及纪念的照片也没有。 可是毕业典礼前的繁复程序及叙旧 gathering 的事情让我心情直跌谷底,真有一股 “我为什么会来” 的想法。 可是到了 registration 然后披上毕业袍准备进入礼堂的时刻,所有的情绪都来了。 哇老!我真的难以置信咯!玫瑰花呃! Degree life, go go go! 今天早上为...
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王者风范: 01/2015
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Saturday, 31 January 2015. 林俊傑 JJ Lin - 可惜沒如果 If Only. Posted by Jasslyn Ong. 0 有话想说 Say Something. Labels: ♥爱的主旋律♥. Sunday, 25 January 2015. It has been a while, that I feel really stress, even until I feel the difficulty to breath when I lie on my bed. Feeling reluctant to leave my home, and crying while I drive alone. My brain never stop thinking and thinking about it. My stress came since the moment I stepped into the office. I hate being in the office. What I do is just pray, pray 99, pray hard 99.
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王者风范: 05/2014
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Wednesday, 7 May 2014. 刚才有人急按门铃,乍看下是一个穿着小学校服,手上还拖着一辆脚踏车,身形似六年级的印度小男孩。 我打开门问他什么事。他支支吾吾地说着不流畅得国语,问我可以借他厕所方便吗? 这时有一辆紫蓝色的 Kancil 经过,车里的人也是印度人。 小男孩明明一直尝试说服我开门让他上厕所,可是车辆经过时,他的眼睛一直盯着车子的去向。 回过头,他还是很紧张,继续央求我开门,还说他不能忍受了。 我最后还是劝他去茶餐室,说了一句 sorry 就把门关上。 其实我在屋内还是再观察,他没有去邻居家,往茶餐室的方向看去,他也没在那儿。 其实我有想过,小男孩可不可能遇到了什么事情,所以才紧张,然后是在向我求助? 站在我的立场,或许为了自身安全,我做对了。 可是站在小男孩的角度呢?或许他真的纯粹是想借个厕所罢了,而我却这么残忍地拒绝了他。 还是回到根本吧,是人心 侵害人心 的问题? Posted by Jasslyn Ong. 2 有话想说 Say Something. Labels: ♥心情日记♥. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Tik Tok Tik Tok.
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王者风范: Reflection 8
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Friday, 31 July 2015. Creativity, Communication and Collaborative Practice. UoS Intensive Workshop · Fouth Week. Fourth week, final week, submission week! By Malaysia time 4:30pm, our works must reach UoS lecturers and tutors' hands. So this is the week where we meet up quite often to discuss and amend and compile everything. Video, digital assets including designs of posters, flyers and banners, personal case book. That is the reason I am staying up the night to write for this now. Yes, we have finalise...
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王者风范: 07/2015
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Friday, 31 July 2015. Creativity, Communication and Collaborative Practice. UoS Intensive Workshop · Fouth Week. Fourth week, final week, submission week! By Malaysia time 4:30pm, our works must reach UoS lecturers and tutors' hands. So this is the week where we meet up quite often to discuss and amend and compile everything. Video, digital assets including designs of posters, flyers and banners, personal case book. That is the reason I am staying up the night to write for this now. Yes, we have finalise...
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王者风范: Multi Camera Production
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Monday, 10 August 2015. How should I express my feelings into words? My position was the scriptwriter. I actually wanted to try many other positions but I knew, this time I had to put down myself. For a team of twenty, this number was a lot. I saw a lot of them really wanted to learn, which I had not seen them being such eager and passionate before. For a large group of crews, we all knew that there must be conflict or problem. Luckily, ultimately we all managed to settle and let go the anger among us.
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王者风范: 04/2015
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Tuesday, 7 April 2015. 岁生日要证明我的成长,也终于有能力了,所以第一次的请客就要在这一天,表达我对家人的感恩,也要告诫自己,长大了,要为了家,不再任性。 我的计划,简单又普通的计划,爱的计划,要泡汤了吗。 我跟其他同事提及,他们除了同情,又能怎样? 制作人知道后,也只是淡淡地道一句歉,还能怎样? 8220;Sorry, you have to work because I really have no one to rely on already.”. 拍摄天,照理说我应该在白天时段好好享受的(拍摄在晚上)。 然后因为是临时加戏,加上原本的道具组因为前一天有拍摄所以当晚缺席,所以真的很多很多东西要临时准备。 顺道一提,由于这是低盈利的制作,所以美术组、道具组、服装、化妆全都自己来。 Wardrobe and Make-up Artist. 大雨不停下,我跟另一位同事冒着雨东奔西跑,一直想尽办法解决当下出现的种种问题。 突然静下来的我,完全没有食欲,可是被迫要吃晚餐。 就这样,湿淋淋的我,边吃,眼泪边落。 很强,太强,最强。 8220;Happy birthday to me!
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王者风范: 03/2015
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Sunday, 8 March 2015. 电台明明播放着旋律,我记得有伤心有抑郁,可我却听见整车子里的寂静,还有我震耳欲聋的抽泣,上气不接下气。 可是我知道,我们的话语,他都有听进去,因为妈妈说,我们不在家,爸爸其实每晚都担心得要命。 爸爸总是这样,在妈妈的耳边碎碎念,结果妈妈的压力与担心是翻了两倍。 跟平时一样,车子一开出家门口,引擎启动的其实是我的泪腺。 只是不知怎么,这一次,我久久无法冷静思绪。 爸爸、妈妈、婆婆。 大姐、二姐、双胞胎老弟。 两位姐姐在异地求学,吃的苦比我多,甚至连任性跑回家的机会都没有。 我知道,她们两个都会躲在宿舍的被子里哭,却当着我们的面嘻嘻哈哈。 应该说,每个人都会经历一段“自以为成熟可事实是幼稚得要命”的阶段。 我们四人之间都有一段现实的距离,不同的家庭背景,可是却相知相惜。 由于大家都深陷相同的苦境,明白这条路还能够继续相伴有多不容易,所以格外珍惜之间的情谊。 大家理想不一样,可是却互相支持,用不同的管道关心彼此,这点让我窝心至极。 我希望我能为我而骄傲,决不让在乎我、爱我的人失望。 Ms Shuba: Suffer the best, enjoy the rest!
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