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Tough LovE [1] | anoda|FAILED|blogger
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November 19, 2011. Pls Read, Comment and RT. She stole another glance at the men behind her as she hurried along Rhodes Avenue. Just a couple more blocks and she’d be at her apartment building. All she had to do was get past the dark patch caused by the faulty street light up ahead, and she’d be back at her block. There she’d be safe. 8220;I’m just being paranoid. Those men aren’t after me. Maybe they hurrying to a pub somewhere to catch the remainder of the springbok’s game”. She rationalized, as she ne...
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July | 2013 | Behind Pretty Smiles
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Journal Of A Girl With Dark Humour. Monthly Archives: July 2013. Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep. July 9, 2013. I recently happened upon this poem by Mary Elizabeth Frye, and I thought it was so beautiful. What lovely comforting words to leave to the people she was to leave/she left behind. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do. Do not stand at my grave and weep,. I am not there; I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow,. I am the diamond glints on snow,. I am the sun on ripened grain,. Conversati...
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October | 2013 | Behind Pretty Smiles
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Journal Of A Girl With Dark Humour. Monthly Archives: October 2013. Bent, almost broken. October 20, 2013. 🙂 It’s been a while. Gosh, it feels good to be back! I am strong. I say this to myself, and people do, too, confirming what I think to be true. I take great pride in it. I am a survivor. I. Will not be blown away like chaff by the storms of this life. I am bound to the earth. Tethered by a force. I shall not be seen as weak. I will be seen as one who took. Smile This charade has been so perfected o...
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January | 2016 | Behind Pretty Smiles
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Journal Of A Girl With Dark Humour. Monthly Archives: January 2016. Random: Telling A Story. January 22, 2016. Posting instagram pictures for a party brand, you need to be able to tell a great story with the pictures you’re given. You need to be able to convince people that the party was. The most insane party ever! People had the most fun anyone had had in ages! You really missed the greatest party ever; you should be pained! There was never a dull moment at party x at club x! C'mon guys, follow me!
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June | 2013 | Behind Pretty Smiles
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Journal Of A Girl With Dark Humour. Monthly Archives: June 2013. The Life… Thingies ( . .). June 14, 2013. I’m sure y’all thought I was going to forget to post today. To be fair, I almost did, too. But here I am, on another fabulous Friday. (Fabulous for some of you, I’m sure. I spent my day staring at my phone. :(). So, what are we talking about today? Ah, yes. Ennui. Boredom to death, you might say it is. But more accurately, it is dissatisfaction with life. You’d do anything for a thrill, so tha...
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Sade | Behind Pretty Smiles
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Journal Of A Girl With Dark Humour. December 30, 2016. This year was a mix of the good, the bad and the ugly but. Every year I say this, and every year it gets truer. He’s been good, I can’t lie. Even through all the bad. As usual I will tell you about my year month by month. Wah you tryna do bruv, you want me to fail? Get thee behind me, Satan.’ Thing is, I was still in ‘love’ so him reaching out touched my heart, but God and my head kept steering me right and I did not fall. The height of the summer...
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August | 2013 | Behind Pretty Smiles
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Journal Of A Girl With Dark Humour. Monthly Archives: August 2013. August 9, 2013. Everyone says I need to start writing again, so here I am, writing. Never mind that I’m not really ready to; never mind that fiction writing seems a long ways off. I do it for the fans. The cobwebs in this place are teek, man! But wait o. How do you guys do it? I’ve always wondered. How are some of you always able to put stuff (and good stuff, too! What incredible well of inspiration do you guys draw from? The characters a...
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February | 2013 | Behind Pretty Smiles
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Journal Of A Girl With Dark Humour. Monthly Archives: February 2013. Counting my blessings…. February 27, 2013. Over the last four weeks, I’ve helplessly watched my life change. A change I didn’t and still don’t want. A change that is the cause of my intense unhappiness. Well, I guess smiles are not always enough. People who are close enough to you can see right through it. While some people, if they go through what I’m going through now, would get closer to God, I find myself falling further back. I hav...
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Stay. Leave. Damn You. | Behind Pretty Smiles
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Journal Of A Girl With Dark Humour. Stay Leave. Damn You. February 9, 2015. Don’t let go. Ever. Don’t you fucking dare! You’re so precious, you dare not even consider it. Why don’t you see how amazing you are? I love you so much; why can’t I mean enough to you for you to believe that? Why do my tears when I try to bind your bloodied, slashed wrists for the umpteenth time not move you enough for you to want to stay alive? To stay in this beautiful, fucked up world? I made you so happy once, remember?
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December | 2016 | Behind Pretty Smiles
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Journal Of A Girl With Dark Humour. Monthly Archives: December 2016. December 30, 2016. This year was a mix of the good, the bad and the ugly but. Every year I say this, and every year it gets truer. He’s been good, I can’t lie. Even through all the bad. As usual I will tell you about my year month by month. Wah you tryna do bruv, you want me to fail? And my dad’s getting older. I gotta somehow contribute and support. 8217; Lol in Nigeria. Just like that. I pretty much started hanging out with Be...Me, B...
