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where i write: January 2014

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Thursday, January 16, 2014. New keys. new doors. I'm kind of rushing. It's just that i want to finally make progress on this. Especially because, even if it doesn't always feel like it,. It's a monumental time. But because this is somewhat so significant to me,. I don't want to rush. I feel like i need time to gather my thoughts,. Create a focus,. Or i could just be stalling. I've been praying, sowing, believing. For a break. Heaven's favor,. To rain down and reign over my situation. I should be happy yes.

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where i write: intense transitions

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Friday, July 3, 2015. I wrote this last week,. But waited until now to post it. I've moved in now. God did it. :). Uprooting myself in an attempt to root myself somewhere else. Being uprooted is not my preferred state. I prefer stability and preparedness. I was neither prepared mentally or emotionally for this. Let alone, had no idea as to where my new home would be. Can you. say. anxiety. Luckily my faith is so deep-rooted,. That fear has a hard time latching on to me. So although i was uncomfortable,.

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where i write: still standing in darkness

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Wednesday, July 22, 2015. Still standing in darkness. I wrote this on paper first. When i am fueled from the inside out,. But unsure of the purpose i'm looking to fulfill,. Sometimes it is easier that way. (disclaimer). Going to start writing this here (on paper),. Rather than on the computer,. Because my mind is entertaining. So many thoughts,. I am unaware of how i truly feel. A little shitty probably. Not because God has forsaken me,. But because this world, this society,. His purpose for me,. A smile...

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where i write: Letting God Lead : In-Relationships

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Saturday, July 11, 2015. Letting God Lead : In-Relationships. Being okay with it not going your way. First and foremost, i’m blessed. My life is blessed. Sometimes i get selfish and high-strung,. As if i, solely, am responsible for how blessed my life is. Sometimes i begin to think,. Regarding all things,. That i know what’s best for me and my life. That’s a joke if i ever heard one. Jesus has turned me into an optimist. Even when i come across challenges and tragedies,. Is testimony to that fact. That i...

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where i write: October 2014

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Saturday, October 4, 2014. What happens when you repeat. receiving faith. I'm finally listening to my insides,. When it gives me a lovefaith topic,. To share thoughts about. I think this will be some what of a series, between this blog and my other, averyashlay.com. This entry focusing on how i feel about faith confessions in general,. Others about specific faith confessions and what they mean for your life. :). Posts full of life and love. #amen. We hear about the power of confessions constantly. God ga...

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where i write: December 2014

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Thursday, December 11, 2014. From damaged to diamond. Heyfranhey's vlog on mental wel. As well as twenties unscripted, The Battle for Revival, here. A lot of talk lately on mental health . Dark moments we experience inspired my desire to share. Mental stability is something i’ve strived for nearly all of my life,. Constantly. the value and worth i feel for myself goes up and down severely like a see-saw,. Is constantly shifted by the smallest thoughts. Something that has no basis or no real substance even.

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where i write: exclaiming victory

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Wednesday, April 29, 2015. Sometimes i struggle,. Attempting to be perfect and right from all angles. In my own capacity though, that is impossible. So the only analysis i can give,. Is the result of what my eyes see,. What my heart feels,. What my mind comprehends. Therefor, i am the living proof,. I'm the truth that maters amongst my own words. It's one thing to know you've risen above. The circumstances of your past. To have found and shed light on your worth and value,. But then it is another,. All t...

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where i write: July 2015

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Wednesday, July 22, 2015. Still standing in darkness. I wrote this on paper first. When i am fueled from the inside out,. But unsure of the purpose i'm looking to fulfill,. Sometimes it is easier that way. (disclaimer). Going to start writing this here (on paper),. Rather than on the computer,. Because my mind is entertaining. So many thoughts,. I am unaware of how i truly feel. A little shitty probably. Not because God has forsaken me,. But because this world, this society,. His purpose for me,. A smile...

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where i write: November 2014

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Tuesday, November 18, 2014. Subconscious : from enemy to friend. When you think about what life has made of your sub-conscious,. All these barriers that need to be broken,. Just for you to live, .to be able to respond,. Instead of always reacting to life. it irritates me like, wtf. As i've grown older i am constantly confronted with my own issues. Perspectives, habits, insecurities that i've acquired. Due to some uncontrollable situation. That decided to happen to me. Do you know how detrimental this is?