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DeeJournal: July 2010
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Sunday, July 25, 2010. Need To Be Numb Somehow. I felt the rage burn in me. Maybe it's more because I know that I've seen better. How I hate this. I didn't let it go. I hold on to the rage. And it slowly burn in me. Eating up from inside. I let myself self destruct from inside. Now I just lie down. Tired. Almost numb. I'll be ok now as always. Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone. Yours Truly, Dee. Wednesday, July 21, 2010. I dreamt of this years ago. Back then I called it a nightmare. Now? Yours Truly,...
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SALES - Chasing Drusilla♥
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SALES - Chasing Drusilla. Apr 30th, 2010 12:00 pm. Items on sale do not include postage. Items sold will be removed :). Urgently need to clear :(. Black Buckle Satin Dress. Pit - Pit: 15. Underbust: 11, 15 when stretched. Inspired Striped Kimono Dress. Pit - Pit: 14. Topshop Inspired Cut Out Dress. Faux Leather Zipper Dress. PTP: 15. WHEN STRETCHED, 17. FITS UP TO UK12. In Brown (2 pieces left! Faux Leather Studded Dress. FITS UP TO UK10. LENGTHED OF SEQUINNED VEST: 15. PTP: 12 WHEN STRETCHED, 17. Anyway...
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shards of a broken heart - Mood Swingers
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Shards of a broken heart - Mood Swingers. Shards of a broken heart. Apr 13th, 2014 04:05 pm. Maybe i should stop running in circles. To eventually stop this depression cycle. For i've always been waiting for a miracle. Happiness for this lonely girl. Gone are the memories of our story. The ones that made this girl genuinely happy. Gone with the shards of a broken heart. The one you melted when it was cold and hard. Now like i'm cursed; nothing's ever right. Fading. i don't hear from you no more.
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My 27th - poppingarabababab
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Deviation from the norm. Powered by LiveJournal.com. And so, I decide to pen down my 27th so this memory will remain. I do not have big celeb neither do I have many presents. But im really really really contented. Hubster surprised me with bunch of flowers with a sweet note for my eyes. had 'me' day alone for short while after quite awhile being stuck at home. Sweet notes from my love ones on insta that made me tear. Well wishes from people u dont expect would remember. Surprised cake in jar by sissy.
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What getting OLDER makes you - poppingarabababab
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Deviation from the norm. Powered by LiveJournal.com. What getting OLDER makes you. I have a kid, husband and family of my own. Im old. I feel old. I wonder then, how the parents and grandparents feel. what such strength they have. Life just ain't about you anymore. . Ps: These are what I've experienced so far. Maybe it might be more in future, I dunno. but sure its a tough call to go through. Ive had my depressed-cry-in-mid-of-night-cry-in-sho. Wer moments (im still having some once awhile). not just...
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Dear Allah, With everything strength i have i will try. But now, I… - poppingarabababab
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Deviation from the norm. Powered by LiveJournal.com. With everything strength i have i will try. But now, I leave everything for u. After all whats meant to be, meant to be. I rest my case. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. Posted on Dec. 14th, 2011 at 04:55 pm. You're stronger than you think. Jiayou. I got you back and I know you can overcome this lil test. InsyaAllah. Posted on Dec. 14th, 2011 09:11 pm (UTC). Life is beautiful no matter what they sa.
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DeeJournal: Oh My...
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Sunday, February 13, 2011. I'm falling back into the darkness again. And here we go again. Please don't let me enjoy this too much. Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone. Yours Truly, Dee. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Things happen for a reason. And only time will tell. Faith in Fate. My Life, My Love, My Everything. Extract of a gurl's life. (serie's). Are you present or are we tense? For what it's worth (mimzie's). The Journal (my past blog).
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DeeJournal: November 2010
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010. Am I Even Sure. If this was the right thing to do then why doesn't it feels right. Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone. Yours Truly, Dee. Monday, November 15, 2010. I love You. Protect me when I'm weak. I thank You. For everything You have given and taken away from me. For You are the all knowing. Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone. Yours Truly, Dee. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Am I Even Sure. Extract of a gurl's life. (serie's). Are you present or are we tense?
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DeeJournal: Loveless...
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Sunday, February 13, 2011. I guess I have always been in love with her. The day Ayu asked me to be with her, Sarah went through my mind. My complicated love story. In love with two women and was never really with any of them. Sarah my new love, exciting and wonderful. And Ayu, who always smells like home, where I belong. I left both of them. Something I know I will regret doing. And told me not to go. Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone. Yours Truly, Dee. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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