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The White Tiger: November 4, 2013
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November 4, 2013. Last week hasn't been a good one for me, lets just say too much for me to handle. I'm surrounded by childish, rude and absurd individuals who do not understand how REAL life is and hence for them the tiniest bump becomes a mountain. So I've chosen not to bother cuz some people just can't be helped and I've learnt that the hard way. On a brighter note, Happy Diwali :). Surprisingly I think that was the best decision I took, for once I thought about myself and I ended up enjoying Diwali :).
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The White Tiger: Under my skin
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February 2, 2015. It's been a while since I've expressed how I feel :) mainly cuz I've gotten very good at keeping sadness to myself. I thought to myself it's probably cuz of my health, my menstruation problem is still there and my hormones are all over the place and I either get really emotional and end up tipsy texting or really irritable and shout or block the whole world out. I've given up on questioning why does this happen to me? Or why my family has to go through so much? But recently after a long...
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The White Tiger: July 19, 2015
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July 19, 2015. A mind full of clutter. Today's been a little rough, I've got so much going on in my head it's gnawing at my focus and my soul. It's hard to fight the subconscious mind, and the tricks it plays in your sleep. I wish it was easier for me to talk to someone, but it just isn't. I used to be able to once upon a time. But zig zag ruined that and so did a bunch of friends who I trusted but they left me( to to sink in my own wrecked boat). Too bad, cuz it's too late. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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The White Tiger: December 24, 2013
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December 24, 2013. A letter beyond this world. Dear Bupi mama,. I'm sure you can see me! I look into the sky somethings and find the brightest star that is flickering knowing that that is you. I know you're prolly a little upset with me cuz I'm crying and you're thinking stop because your injured eye is getting strained. Even on your death bed you kept asking if I got your eye medication. Yes I did mama, i brought back a whole years supply. I feel much better now talking to you, honestly. I've just b...
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The White Tiger: A mind full of clutter
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July 19, 2015. A mind full of clutter. Today's been a little rough, I've got so much going on in my head it's gnawing at my focus and my soul. It's hard to fight the subconscious mind, and the tricks it plays in your sleep. I wish it was easier for me to talk to someone, but it just isn't. I used to be able to once upon a time. But zig zag ruined that and so did a bunch of friends who I trusted but they left me( to to sink in my own wrecked boat). Too bad, cuz it's too late. Another one bites the dust.
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The White Tiger: March 15, 2014
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March 15, 2014. Picture is not taken by me and was taken from tumblr). I'm just so so sad. Normally I wouldn't ever mention that while writing this my eyes are sore because I'm crying but the pain in my heart is much worse. It's like this ache that makes you feel like you are suffocating. I just want to die really. I cannot take this anymore. How much of pain and suffering can one person take? Why does my brother think of me in this way? Could it be because of what my sister has become? I don't know if i...
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The White Tiger: November 23, 2013
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November 23, 2013. Because I know you would have inspired many people, teach many people to become amazing like yourself.you would have made a change. Have mercy on him God, he hasn't hurt anyone. Be by his side during these last few months. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.". Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Another one bites the dust. Rockstar Heart -Bohemian Soul -Hippy Mind. Why hello there :).
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The White Tiger: August 13, 2014
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August 13, 2014. In the air, like I just dont care. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Another one bites the dust. Rockstar Heart -Bohemian Soul -Hippy Mind. View my complete profile. Why hello there :). The fighter, the tiger within. The best man I've ever met :). Take up Salsa or Tango once I think I'm ready. Get a tattoo after i finish med representing al the hardships in my life since I was 16. Get a corset top. Learn how to drive by next year! X] Shop for more rockstar/gothic tops. X] Be positive ALWAYS.
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The White Tiger: June 26, 2015
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June 26, 2015. Sometimes to protect yourself you have to give up on people and mourn their loss no matter how much it hurts. Me to sell myself and get money so she stays in school and gets whatever she wants. Apparently "Yes" she said. I was selfish to continue my education and "You got everything I wanted from everyone cuz you were the angel in the family." She said. Little does she know in her absence so much shit happened that I will always remember. She deflected everything she didn't want to feel on...
