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the rusty hinges: April 2007
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007. Of a crass majority. Our society is rude. Materialistic and half delusional. It has no place judging anyone. I try to remain. On account of strong principles. I wait in the wings. Quietly, with mounting courage. Posted by boraginaceae at 2:04 PM. Thursday, April 19, 2007. Listen, it sounds so pretty. Faster than the human eye. Feeling someone e lse's. Seems like your own after a while. Greasy fingers soft on the remote. Checking on your babies. Posted by boraginaceae at 1:33 AM.
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the rusty hinges: May 2005
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Friday, May 06, 2005. I acted like a pear that is ripening on the tree" - Henry Miller. I sandpaper my fingertips every night. And drink lots of water. You conduct electrisity better when you are full of water. Posted by boraginaceae at 12:24 AM. Thursday, May 05, 2005. I A M the city juice. The hustle bustle of a city. Placed upon the horizon (casting shadows). Posted by boraginaceae at 1:59 AM. A few good notes:. No more parinoid trips. No more introverted de-construction. Death in the matrix?
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the rusty hinges: September 2005
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Friday, September 02, 2005. Following in the footsteps of myself,. I tried to figure everything out at once and failed. Laughing i sat humbled in a pool of tears. The next day was fine and i acted as if nothing happened,. And nothing did happen. Posted by boraginaceae at 1:22 AM. Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada. Write as little or as much as i'd care to, unless it's over 1200 letters. View my complete profile. You'll wish later that you had listend to him. Listen, it sounds so pretty.
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the rusty hinges: March 2007
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Monday, March 19, 2007. Posted by boraginaceae at 6:04 PM. Je suis', mais non, we'll call it 'trust' in stead. Posted by boraginaceae at 6:01 PM. Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada. Write as little or as much as i'd care to, unless it's over 1200 letters. View my complete profile. You'll wish later that you had listend to him. Listen, it sounds so pretty. Je suis, mais non, well call it trust in stea. The importance of being earnest. Before my skunky encounter with aaron.
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the rusty hinges: June 2005
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005. We live in a society that is collapsing. There are no rules. We live in a society that is collapsing. There are no rules anymore. Only fools that cross their t’s. And feel like sinners. With nothing to believe. In the garden of individuals. Feel like weeds to be pulled. The individual in me is free. There are no rules. I blossom in the heat of global warming. Posted by boraginaceae at 2:32 AM. Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada. View my complete profile.
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the rusty hinges: July 2005
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Thursday, July 14, 2005. I wrote this on 7/14/05, i didn't think it was worth publishing then. Unedited and untitled. I'm not gay but i'm not unhappy. A skunk came within ten feet of me today,. Scared me badly to see one so close, when the light flicked on. And i closed the door behind me with some noise. And a beating heart. I walked back into my empty room and tried to get in tune with myself. Before this veritable wealth of activity in my life overwhelms me. One must act without fear.
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the rusty hinges: March 2005
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005. Light spirited and enthused with the world. Where is all this information being sponged up into? Dark hearted and feeling sick. Who flips the switch that makes me. Makes me so scared to say it. Throw up caution into the wind. It’s going to hurt when it comes back down. Light spirited and happy about the sunshine. Posted by boraginaceae at 1:34 AM. Speeding gleaming diamonic egotism. Faster than a speeding light beam. Sharper than a diamonds gleam. I saw what love you had for me.
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the rusty hinges: August 2005
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005. The importance of being earnest. Finally a spot of clouds to shade me from the sun. Never came and the sun. Forever never will come, but it was fun when i was used to the dark. Used to having to say. Finally a ray of sunshine to dry away my tears. Of conicidal meeting,. Grace, simply put ,. Happened in the dark. Always good days now. And rays of sun to blind myself with. Posted by boraginaceae at 1:03 AM. Tuesday, August 16, 2005. Before my skunky encounter with aaron. Write as ...
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the rusty hinges: April 2005
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005. The Spell that carries you through. Your day, feeling foolhardy and ambitious,. Evaporates as the hours get late and what you waited for. Is neither aft nor fore but where you make it. Tonight looking up at the stars. I saw this little one shining, just a tiny beam of light. And i realized that the light was old, no new thought. But that there were probably also different sort of energies. Trailing behind that light streaming down on us. Like it always has. Watch instead of do.