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Monday, June 13, 2005. Nothing to blog about so here.Just to amuse myself .Kudos to paul for a great write again. There are times she looks at me. And I want to pull down all the stars and hide,. Hoping then that I could shine. The way she does within my eyes. Then there are kisses in which her lips fall soft. And I would drizzle mine in chocolate sweet. Hoping they would taste of wonder. The way hers always do for me. I am want and she is need. I simply explode and she completes. For as we play I chase.

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Friday, December 23, 2005. Branched ] * 4:46 PM. Monday, December 19, 2005. Written for maelstrom.A depiction on a pic.A sore depiction at that.But oh well.Here's the link for the pic.[ Maelstrom Christmas Pic. Flakes fall dusting me grey. Ah dear the snow isnt ever as white. As we'd like to make it out to be. But the winter's first frost. Touches more than just the warmth. Of a home's heated hearth. I spend the hours catching winter stars. On the tip of my tongue. It's so cold it burns me. My heart's st...

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Wednesday, November 30, 2005. 417 nights.I took the liberty to count.Not that it would make much of a difference at that.Hmm.Here's what I never intended to write.But here it is nontheless. On some nights I expend all my sighs. And the moon sighs for me. Paling a shade lighter. Hoping that you'll see. Somewhere in between then and now. I fell for you somehow. It's like I'm having an overdose of you. And if my nights werent spent searching. Your sapphire kissed skies. I'd probably be watching raindrops.

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Saturday, July 16, 2005. This one is for Siti.Although I really have no idea why I'm writing for so many gals.Arghh.I promsise the next one will be for guys. She paints me blue,. In the falling hues,. Of an autumn kiss,. Taking the bitter,. As she drizzles me,. In a honey coat. We take flight,. To worlds we create,. Eidolons so material,. I would succumb to sunrise,. Vespers sigh for want,. Her smile upon morning rays,. Tainted maple sweet,. Upon her lips,. As she clothes me,. With summer's last kiss.

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Saturday, April 22, 2006. Let bygones be bygones. I'm sitting next to you. Building planets around your sun. Gravitating to you the way everything else does. And when I recede an arms length. You rope me in again. Like stars and moonlight. That all lovers cant get enough of. And the discerning smiles. Laced so carelessly with carefree. Pierce like shrapnel shots. A shock therapy i cant get over. Just as all those lunatic lovers. That think pain is a painkiller. I'm beginning to think all too loosely.

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Monday, August 08, 2005. Quiet,bitter,silence,. A symphony played cadence. Brought to a susurrus end,. Dare brave the deluge. Of a shaded lip. No matter the fixture. Of my confident lies. Told to questioning ears,. Could I ever hold your gaze. With the only thing. My limestone limned face. I gave tommorow to yesterday. Oh such sweet denial. As a nascent sigh takes flight. Christened by a wandering heart's flame,. You take me with such tired arms. Lay me to rest. With one last,quiet tear. Have in your eyes.

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Thursday, January 27, 2005. 13 men in love with her. Falling further in bondage,. My heart is a frenzied tangle,. My meticulous life strewn across the floor,. All for a single person? Such foolish acts must be a thing condemned,. But I see each soul,. Every living being that I pass by,. To be in this state of sickness,. I fear we must find a cure,. For our humankind's progress is slowly,but surely,hampered,. This silent plague,takes each day,. With no more than a whisper,Or the touch of a hand,. One alre...

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Monday, February 28, 2005. 29 wounds that bleed my indignation. A boy not yet of age,. A child of adolescent years,. I watch my shadow,. Play its games,. It stays with me,. Though summer days,. It doesnt fade,. It doesnt stop,. Each action I make,. Recreated in its entirety,. Through every single passing second,. A single dark figure,. That stains pure light,. I try to make it disappear,. But it is in vain,. Still its there,. Though how faint it sometimes becomes,. Then one day I walked out of the light,.

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Sunday, May 29, 2005. And there was the teletubbies. Word of the day:BORRRRRINNNNN.Came back from trainin and slept the half of the day away.Did eng homework[Yes I did HOMEWORK] den went out for bball.Ohh for pete's sake today was like stuffing myself in a washing machine.I'm wiped clean with noting to talk about.So here.Sometin tat wasnt supposed to be even put up.But I have notin else to put up so oh well. Simpler Ways To Say[Literally]. Woke up at 3 this morning,. Couldnt sleep again,. Why you,why now,.