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Living in my Black Fog: Peeking through the letter box

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Living in my Black Fog. A day-to-day look at life with chronic depression. Monday, July 8, 2013. Peeking through the letter box. That was an awesome run. I felt good and was pretty productive for the past few months. I was sleeping okay for the most part,… being somewhat social (Is shopping alone being social? Seeing family more than usual,… I was (dare I utter the phrase “almost normal”) My apartment is pretty much done and looks awesome now if I do say so myself. July 10, 2013 at 4:34 AM. There was an ...

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Living in my Black Fog: Jacquie's Little Adventure

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Living in my Black Fog. A day-to-day look at life with chronic depression. Thursday, July 4, 2013. Wednesday night started out like any other night except that Hayley was visiting. We were chilling out in the living room waiting for “Paranormal Witness” to come on at 10:00pm. We both love scary stuff but are afraid to watch things alone so we like to hang out and watch it together. But I felt like I was dying. I remember being on the bathroom floor thinking ‘Seriously? THIS is how I’m going to go? The pa...

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Living in my Black Fog: June 2012

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Living in my Black Fog. A day-to-day look at life with chronic depression. Wednesday, June 27, 2012. 1 step forward, 2 steps back. I made a point of being aware that it would be difficult and forcing myself to be pro-active by pushing myself to do what’s good for me. But, I’m afraid, things don’t seem to be going to plan in that aspect. In fact,… I seem to have regressed. But,… It’s just so difficult to actually leave this apartment to see them. At the time that I make plans with friends ...Monday I went...

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Living in my Black Fog: July 2013

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Living in my Black Fog. A day-to-day look at life with chronic depression. Tuesday, July 16, 2013. Just do three things,. But today. Today was a real test. I woke up feeling very depressed and down. Add to that the weather is extremely hot (34* 40* with the humidity) and I just felt like a limp dishrag. I'll be honest with you. I wished that I could have gone back to bed and never woken up again. Links to this post. Thursday, July 11, 2013. But I think if I work at it, I can still do well. Well, It&#8217...

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Living in my Black Fog: Just do three things,...

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Living in my Black Fog. A day-to-day look at life with chronic depression. Tuesday, July 16, 2013. Just do three things,. But today. Today was a real test. I woke up feeling very depressed and down. Add to that the weather is extremely hot (34* 40* with the humidity) and I just felt like a limp dishrag. I'll be honest with you. I wished that I could have gone back to bed and never woken up again. Thank you so much for this post. It helped me immensely when I woke up depressed and read it. There was an er...

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Living in my Black Fog: March 2012

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Living in my Black Fog. A day-to-day look at life with chronic depression. Thursday, March 22, 2012. Denial, denial, denial,. I have been abusing prescription meds for nearly 20 years. And over the past 20 years I have managed to find a way to make it sound legit. The Doctor prescribed them to me so therefore its perfectly alright to take them. Right? Today, I am admitting for the first time that that is definitely wrong and I definitely abuse the drugs I have been prescribed. The craving is unbelievably...

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Living in my Black Fog: August 2014

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Living in my Black Fog. A day-to-day look at life with chronic depression. Wednesday, August 20, 2014. I have moved my blog. Moved my blog over to this address:. Http:/ jacquierose.wordpress.com/. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Facebook - Bipolar Indigo. Bipolar Indigo - Facebook. I am a 48 year old woman who suffers from a mental illness / eatting issues and recovering from a drug addiction. On the outside I am normal Look just like every other face in the crowd. But inside? Bowling Wit...

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Living in my Black Fog: Please make my mind stop,....

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Living in my Black Fog. A day-to-day look at life with chronic depression. Saturday, May 25, 2013. Please make my mind stop,. Wow, 4 weeks of feeling really good. Woo-who! My living room/dining room painting got finished and it looks great. It now looks like an adult lives here and I’m not squatting in some college dorm. But, Sunday I took a turn for the worse and now I’m back to struggling again. Im glad you take a break, but still have the attitude that youll get it done eventually. I keep feeling ...

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Living in my Black Fog: May 2012

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Living in my Black Fog. A day-to-day look at life with chronic depression. Thursday, May 24, 2012. Taking a "Matilda Day". Sunday we gave “Ol Bella” (my car) a good cleaning in and out. Another swim at the Captains,. another good dinner,…. And then an evening in watching a marathon of “Celebrity Ghost Stories”. Next day was my 3 hour group therapy class which turned out to be quite intense. I left feeling overwhelmed and drained. (I usually do). Links to this post. Thursday, May 17, 2012. In doing this I...