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the execution of all things: July 2007
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The execution of all things. Wednesday, July 25, 2007. Three years of consistent disease. i feel sick. Posted by James at 3:40 AM. Tuesday, July 17, 2007. Have you ever had the sensation of losing flesh? You begin to feel the bones of your skeleton under your flesh. Bones of the shoulders. Bones of the rib cage. Bones of the hips. It is like finding a new being, one free of desire, free of time, almost. Posted by James at 5:21 AM. Los Angeles, California, United States. View my complete profile.
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the execution of all things: June 2006
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The execution of all things. Monday, June 26, 2006. I want to go. Anway, i'm done with internet journals. Posted by James at 1:59 PM. Los Angeles, California, United States. View my complete profile. I spent hours just sitting on the beach yesterday. Three years of consistent disease. i feel sick. Have you ever had the sensation of losing flesh? Never content. i want my life to be back in ny. h. Theres so much sun where Im from. If were quiet &shut the door, they wont know. Sweetie you had me.
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the execution of all things: March 2006
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The execution of all things. Saturday, March 25, 2006. I didn't even realize what it said until now. And it fucking pisses me off. So I'll throw my tantrum and play my game until I get begging. And this is my cycle of ruining anything remotely good. Even though I can never tell if it really is. Good to begin with. Why am I always so lost when it comes to figuring out the truth. I HATE SKETCHYNESS. Posted by James at 5:37 PM. Wednesday, March 22, 2006. Posted by James at 5:21 PM. Wednesday, March 08, 2006.
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the execution of all things: November 2005
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The execution of all things. Saturday, November 26, 2005. I really hate living in Florida. It's slowly killing me by being repetitively boring. I love my friends, but honestly I'm more than ready to leave and start over. I have amazing friends up north. I want to leave so badly. Posted by James at 6:20 PM. Los Angeles, California, United States. View my complete profile. I spent hours just sitting on the beach yesterday. Three years of consistent disease. i feel sick. Theres so much sun where Im from.
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the execution of all things: October 2007
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The execution of all things. Thursday, October 04, 2007. I spent hours just sitting on the beach yesterday. completely empty beach. the weather was perfect; sunny and cool. i never really noticed how peaceful it really is to just lay down and listen to the waves. when our lease is up in march my new place of residence will be in santa monica. it'll make being here so much better. Posted by James at 8:00 PM. Los Angeles, California, United States. View my complete profile. Theres so much sun where Im from.
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the execution of all things: May 2006
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The execution of all things. Monday, May 15, 2006. There's so much sun where I'm from. Sometimes i miss the times when drugs clouded my head and everyday blended together. I expect too much. Posted by James at 6:27 PM. Los Angeles, California, United States. View my complete profile. I spent hours just sitting on the beach yesterday. Three years of consistent disease. i feel sick. Have you ever had the sensation of losing flesh? Never content. i want my life to be back in ny. h. Sweetie you had me.
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the execution of all things: February 2006
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The execution of all things. Tuesday, February 28, 2006. I feel okay lately. Family is positive. Daddy on Wednesday. School is just blah. Those two weeks have put me so behind and I'm just disgustingly unmotivated. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do next year. I keep putting off making any sort of decision. Typical. Posted by James at 7:04 PM. Tuesday, February 07, 2006. I wish yesterday never happened. Posted by James at 11:07 AM. Los Angeles, California, United States. View my complete profile.
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the execution of all things: April 2006
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The execution of all things. Wednesday, April 19, 2006. If we're quiet &shut the door, they won't know. I've found out more than I wanted to. It's all over my head, it makes me incredibly sad. It's more than I imagined, it's so sad. This weekend will be consumed by my mother and sisters. So I'll skip my routine of drinking. My plans for Brooklyn have been rearranged again and again, no set date now because Ashley doesn't have one. so frustrating. I don't know, it makes sense to me. I miss knowing. I'm la...