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Curls O Fred: Forgetting
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Monday, May 6, 2013. As my cough continued, and my nose ran on, I thumped around the kitchen. I slammed doors and threw items forcefully in the trash. L looked at me out of the corner of his eye and quietly asked if everything was okay. Yesterday was International Bereaved Mother's Day. And I forgot. I did not change my profile picture on fb. I did not send messages to my fellow BLM's. When had I become emotional about non-dead baby things? Part of me wishes I'd been astute enough to plan for this half m...
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Out with it all. | A Sucker for Gerbera's
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A Sucker for Gerbera's. Some words →. December 14, 2009 · 12:12 pm. Out with it all. I came across the phrase ’emotionally tired’ recently and that’s. Perfectly. If you’ve had a late night you can have a coffee, a nap – you know you’ll get it back together. If your emotions have had a battering well then you are strung out indefinitely and there’s no quick fix. Plus there’s the empathy thing. Do you get this? Of course before Kajsa I felt for people in difficult situations but now I. Some words →. Yes &#...
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News, and a link | Irishdad's Blog
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A regular dad, dealing with the stillbirth of a baby girl. January 6, 2010. News, and a link. First: our friends baby, who was extremely sick, is now home and quite well! She’ll need a third operation between the age of 3 to 6 months but on the whole should be fine. Hooray for life. Second: This may warrant investigation, but I don’t think the following piece. In Time magazine on how Fa.cebook is changing the grieving process quite applies to the baby loss gang. Perhaps I’m wrong. Laquo; New Year. Oh yes...
treesandtents.blogspot.com
Trees and Tents: Dear Departed Drawings ~ Trees and Tents with Lucia
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Camping. Dear Departed Drawings. Sacred Batik. Life. Sacred Batik and Dye. Trees and Tents on YOUTUBE. Tuesday, June 23, 2015. Dear Departed Drawings Trees and Tents with Lucia. I met Lucias mother, Angie, March 8, 2014. I attended a poetry reading and book signing at. To Linger on Hot Coals. I was there for. Death We spoke just a handful of words between us that day as she signed my book. I could not look away from her and kept wondering about her, how mysterious. Which immediately drew my interest.
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broken open: January 2013
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Jan 26, 2013. A few days ago while my eldest was in the bath he began telling me about the books that he would someday write. Not just one, not just two books. I believe that he gave me a list of four or more.(which I promptly jotted down on a piece of paper for him to refer to when the time comes). How can I, as his Mama not feel utterly inspired to create my own stories to tell. My truth be told, I am never alone, not truly, not yet. Now, in the moon glow of this beautiful and bone chilling night, I ca...
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Curls O Fred: Right Where I Am: Two Years, Five months
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Thursday, May 24, 2012. Right Where I Am: Two Years, Five months. We had a new couple over. And we never mentioned her name. Or her story. Or that aspect of our lives. Not because she's not important. But because the last two couples we had over, we did mention her, and they never contacted us again. We run into them in town, but nothing ever happens again outside of polite chit chat. Does this make us unlikeable? Who flaunts their dead baby for others to question and squirm away from? I don't have a lar...
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The Maybe Baby (Babies): I Don't *Think* She's Trying to Be Awful But...
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The Maybe Baby (Babies). Childhood cancer survivor. That's the good news. Bad news? Chemo and radiation zapped my eggs leaving me infertile. Egg donors were found, several attempts were made and finally we were blessed with beautiful twin girls - born too early (21 wks, 5 days on Dec. 5, 2008). Hang out with me while we savor life with Big Baby Boy, who arrived via gestational surrogate on March 25, 2013. Tuesday, January 27, 2009. I Don't *Think* She's Trying to Be Awful But. That being said, sometimes ...
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