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Coming out of the fat closet: Blue eyes forever more
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Saturday, November 23, 2013. Blue eyes forever more. Driving home today it hit me. I'll never see your blue eyes twinkling at me. I'll never hear you speak my name again in your thick German accent or feel the prickle of your beard on my face and shoulder as you hug me. Instead, every time I close my eyes, I see the shock in yours and the bewildered look in your face as you silently left us. I need your wisdom, your thoughts....
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Coming out of the fat closet: The fighter
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Tuesday, December 31, 2013. I have this on my iPhone and no matter how crap or happy I feel, or where I am in my work out, it always makes me go harder and stronger. I find strength in it. I celebrated my 2nd fitaversary on the 27th of December and as I reflect on what those 2 years have done for me the words of the song came and played their magic. I saw it only fit to express my 2 years with it. Just waking up in the morning.
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Coming out of the fat closet: Naked truth
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Friday, January 18, 2013. To be able to find your feet, find your purpose you need to strip away the baggage and camouflage. Ever looked in the mirror and thought my god what am I thinking, I don't like . Yeah you get my point. One thing I have learnt from the past year is to except me for me. Amazing how much, one lady with a plan (yes Michelle Bridges I'm talking about you) helped me not just physically but mentally. I may not...
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Coming out of the fat closet: September 2013
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Sunday, September 22, 2013. Mind fucks of the moment. Having your brain screaming at you EAT EAT EAT and you know dame well your not hungry. Fighting within yourself, having your brain tell you its alright, tomorrow is another day you can eat clean then. Hearing the food in the fridge calling you. Having the television showing add after add of mouth watering hot crisp food. Ive been fighting this mo-fo all day. How did it happen?
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Coming out of the fat closet: June 2013
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Sunday, June 30, 2013. Day 3 - nasty nasty. What am I talking about. You can dip that shit in chocolate, wrap it up in bacon or pay me a million dollars. I wont be having that in my juice again! I can handle it cooked in in small amounts but in juice. No, no maz says FUCKING NO! I don't care how much YOU love it, how yummy it is, how good it is for my body. Know what I discovered. Yet I still had that sandwich. After a night...
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Coming out of the fat closet: October 2013
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Friday, October 11, 2013. Following the bread crumbs. Strange title I hear you say.yep but let me explain. Remember Hansel and Gretel and how they left a trail of bread crumbs to find heir way home. BUT when they needed them they were gone. Sadly my bread crumbs had vanished too. What do we do in that situation? Start from where we started. And build up from there, one step at a time. How and why do you ask. I also have a 1L wat...
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Coming out of the fat closet: Dear Sister
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Monday, July 22, 2013. Its been along time since we spoke to each other. Last words you spoke to me were at J's funeral when you hissed with venom ' who's the loser now? Sadly its the last memory I have of you and its one I would love to not have. Hatred comes easy to you, bitter resentment, jealous hearted and hurt flow speedily through you and it lashes out to those who have cared to give you a bit of their love. You killed pa...
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Coming out of the fat closet: August 2014
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Tuesday, August 12, 2014. 8 months of sadness. Its been along time. Ive had no energy, no will, no fight. Life has gotten crazy and I decided hoping into study, work and being everything else would be a great distraction from the pain. I'm hurting, bad. Some day's I feel like I cant breath, like I'm suffocating slowly. Other day's I feel like the world is my oyster but the pain niggles away at me. Depression is an arsehat. They ...
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Coming out of the fat closet: When no food is worse than bad food
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Thursday, December 5, 2013. When no food is worse than bad food. The last 2 weeks have been a blur for me. I sadly put my life, yet again on the back burner, putting everyone and thing first. Arranging a funeral, flowers, a wake, my dad's paper work, getting things in order for mum, trying to comfort my children, work and trying to keep my shit together haven't been easy. Down the sink I poured 6L of soft drink. Sunday I'll be w...
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Coming out of the fat closet: Itsy bitsy tini wini yellow polka dot bikini
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A simple blog, about a simple woman, who simply wanted to get her life back. Wednesday, April 24, 2013. Itsy bitsy tini wini yellow polka dot bikini. Well its not quiet yellow (ok its pretty much NOT yellow) but it is tini and its got dots on it.somewhere, I promise. My secret little battle and focus for this year is to fit into a size 12 bikini. Set your goals high and fight like a tramp to get to them is what I've been telling myself.bloody hell what did I get myself in for? What are you kidding? I wis...
