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Breathe: Comparison, fear of disapproval and more...
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Friday, March 5, 2010. Comparison, fear of disapproval and more. I have a belief that people I perceive to have elegancy (people that are graceful and stylish in appearance and manor) do it effortlessly. And I judge this gracefulness of appearance and mannerism as being "sacred"/superior/better then. Because I believe that people I perceive to have elegancy do it effortlessly I experience egocentricity. I now see that I do not need validation or recognition from others to have worth or value, as worth an...
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Breathe: Addicted to the RUSH of rushing...
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Thursday, December 4, 2008. Addicted to the RUSH of rushing. I am always in a rush to get to the next thing. From rushing to leave at the time I had planned to go to work, rushing to get home from work, rushing as I cook food, rushing to read forum post, rushing to read my book, rushing to get dressed, rushing to get undressed, rushing to catch the next bus/train. in rushing I get a RUSH! In rushing I am not HERE but I am THERE in the 'future'. Why do I rush? Today felt great (not rushing)! This blog is ...
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Breathe: March 2010
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Sunday, March 14, 2010. Fear of Expressing myself. In regards to red/fungal rash on penis and surrounding area: (very subtle red color skin appears and goes away the past 2 weeks. Doctor said it was fungal.). When I am in general societal situations I fear if I am not elegant (graceful and stylish in appearance and manor) that I will be harmed (emotionally) thus I fear expressing myself out of fear of not being "elegant"/good enough or as good as others. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself...
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Breathe: Purpose
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Friday, August 8, 2008. Purpose(anxiety) vibrates in me, even in this very moment sitting here looking at the forum and youtube.'am i waisting my time, should i be doing something more productive"' "More productive"-meaning doing something that shows my movement within this world, something that i can show and say - 'see look what i am doing'. Something that feeds the system. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Blogs of others in process. Would this be the right blogtitel? What ...
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Breathe: July 2008
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Thursday, July 10, 2008. The root of anger within me - What is anger? What is anger other then a pre-learned/pre-programmed response/reaction to an 'event' that isn't aligned with my beliefes. The root of me experience anger within and as me is a learned behavour/reaction to 'things' that don't align perfectly with my beliefes. As well as me not being self-honest with myself in all ways. Anger toward myself/being hard on myselff is again a learned beliefe that what I am doing/what I did isn't "the way" t...
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Breathe: Fear of Expressing myself
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Sunday, March 14, 2010. Fear of Expressing myself. In regards to red/fungal rash on penis and surrounding area: (very subtle red color skin appears and goes away the past 2 weeks. Doctor said it was fungal.). When I am in general societal situations I fear if I am not elegant (graceful and stylish in appearance and manor) that I will be harmed (emotionally) thus I fear expressing myself out of fear of not being "elegant"/good enough or as good as others. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself...
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Breathe: October 2008
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Friday, October 3, 2008. Discontentment is self-inflicted suffering - discontentment only makes a situation harder to deal with as well as it continues to manifest situations of discontentment until you STOP. Discontentment is having un-met expectations, un-met future projections - instead of trusting self in the HERE moment that all is as it should be - and will always be as long as I am living within and as self-honesty, self-love, and self-trust HERE. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). The unification of man.
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Breathe: Self-pity
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Monday, August 11, 2008. Self-pity(sp), why do I enjoy sp? What do i get out of sp? Why am i addicted to sp? Where did I learn sp? What is self-pity for you Eric? SP is me feeling bad for myself and me wanting others to feel bad for me as well. Why do you feel bad for yourself and want others to feel bad for you? What do you get out of feeling bad for yourself and others feeling bad for you? What will happen if you 'fail' at something? Well, I will be judged for it and that will mean i am not perfect.
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Breathe: December 2008
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Thursday, December 4, 2008. Addicted to the RUSH of rushing. I am always in a rush to get to the next thing. From rushing to leave at the time I had planned to go to work, rushing to get home from work, rushing as I cook food, rushing to read forum post, rushing to read my book, rushing to get dressed, rushing to get undressed, rushing to catch the next bus/train. in rushing I get a RUSH! In rushing I am not HERE but I am THERE in the 'future'. Why do I rush? Today felt great (not rushing)! This blog is ...
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Breathe: June 2008
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Thursday, June 26, 2008. I took on a blended personality of my nice - shy, passive grandfather and mother and my nice but very angry at life grandmother. This has made me into a nice - shy, passive/anger suppressed person. I accepted and allowed myself to become this nice - shy, passive/anger suppressed person. I stop participation in anger, as anger is of the mind. Anger is not who I really am. Anger is an illusion of the mind and solves nothing. I fogive myself for accepting and allowing myself to admi...
