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Igneous, Wanton & Veritas: Baby Steps
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Igneous, Wanton and Veritas. Wednesday, May 29, 2013. I'm trying not to over analyze, let things happen. Try some thought processes I've learned in therapy, and avoid other behaviors that have found me feeling and reacting too intensely in the past. That's another thing we talked about in therapy, that I'm very logical and rational and I want hard information, but yet I am also incredibly emotional. These things, obviously, fight against one another. And it's not quite as gross as that, because it does c...
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Igneous, Wanton & Veritas: July 2013
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Igneous, Wanton and Veritas. Saturday, July 27, 2013. Oh Good, Grief. It was so nice, for the few months after Chris and I broke up, to have the mother I've always wanted. It's not easy to adjust to the idea that that was just her knowing her mother was dying and softening for a while. Apparently, we are back to the same damn thing that's broken my heart for the past 30 years. Putain de pluie. Putain de pluie. Putain de pluie. Fucking rain. Igneous, Wanton and Veritas. Links to this post. I am learning h...
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Igneous, Wanton & Veritas: Barf. Child.
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Igneous, Wanton and Veritas. Tuesday, November 5, 2013. It's about 80% hangover making me feel nauseated, but there's a good chunk of wtf doing it to me as well. I've been thinking about having children. Who am I fucking kidding. I'm 35. I'm not going to have a child. I'm 35 and have a life about as together as the average 27 year old. It's just not going to happen. But with a small, vulnerable thing that can't defend itself that's been crying for hours? I don't know how my brain would work with that....
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Igneous, Wanton & Veritas: January 2011
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Igneous, Wanton and Veritas. Tuesday, January 25, 2011. The searches that have led people to my blog. Gallo" "frusciante" "not friends". Big cocks in worthington mn. Igneous, Wanton and Veritas. Links to this post. Sunday, January 16, 2011. The Way The Cookie Crumbles. Want a wife and kids one day, a notion that he insisted was not even imaginable while he and I were together. All of this, despite his insistence that he's "over me" seems a fairly deeply subconscious psychological effort to stick it t...
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Guides4Life: Getting out of debt
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Wednesday, March 23, 2011. Getting out of debt. I just wrote the check for the mortgage that will bring our balance down to under $20,000! Granted its still nineteen. Thousand, but its under. I love paying off debt. I get giddy and really happy when I get to do this. And I haven't been able to do this for awhile so I am really excited to be closing the gap on one of our two final debts. Our society has gotten us into an economy right now that makes it even more difficult to carry debt, which is all the m...
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Igneous, Wanton & Veritas: Fail on the way to win
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Igneous, Wanton and Veritas. Monday, July 8, 2013. Fail on the way to win. So, the happiness and excitement I felt initially when I began this work has resolved itself as the image of a brick wall, again. The wall I've seen for the last year, the wall that says, "Sarah, you're almost 35, and you're a failure.". I may have curbed Drunk, Slutty Sarah a while ago, but Drunk Sarah remained. A friend is going through AA. She's really together and amazing now. I was an enabler to her as well, and I...Mary-Kate...
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Igneous, Wanton & Veritas: February 2011
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Igneous, Wanton and Veritas. Sunday, February 27, 2011. Current state of the cookie. Two blogginations in one day. How delighted you must be, my faithful constituents of, dare I approximate, ten in number. Which really is not the point. I offer my whimsical observations and lighter hearted photos/videos/interests over at http:/ sarahmoeding.tumblr.com. Over here is journal-town. It's good to keep the numbers small. Knock it off, be a happy bunny.". I'm just in a great transition. I don't operate the ...
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Igneous, Wanton & Veritas: May 2013
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Igneous, Wanton and Veritas. Wednesday, May 29, 2013. I'm trying not to over analyze, let things happen. Try some thought processes I've learned in therapy, and avoid other behaviors that have found me feeling and reacting too intensely in the past. That's another thing we talked about in therapy, that I'm very logical and rational and I want hard information, but yet I am also incredibly emotional. These things, obviously, fight against one another. And it's not quite as gross as that, because it does c...